Eighteen [18]

[Verse 1]
Mother, you gave birth to a newborn child,
watched him grow and slip away in time.
But did he become what you dreamed he’d be?
Did he turn into everything?

[Chorus]
Do you feel the pain – she smiles so false,
with red-rimmed, tear-stained eyes?
Do you feel the pain – he stands so tall,
with clenched fists, cold as ice?

[Verse 2]
A father who jokes no more,
eyes locked on the bottle’s lore.
But what can I do, what can I say,
when I’m always running away from the end,
always running from it all?

[Bridge]
For eighteen years, I have lived,
for eighteen years, I have seen,
chasing dreams that never come,
asking questions with no reply.

[Chorus]
Do you feel the pain – she smiles so false,
with red-rimmed, tear-stained eyes?
Do you feel the pain – he stands so tall,
with clenched fists, cold as ice?

[Outro]
And now it’s time to walk away,
into yet another day.
Now it’s time, now it’s time, now it’s time,
now it’s time to walk away.

Eighteen [18]


new era

featuring @mutilatedcrps
prod by hicartel and gorecell
m&m by me and mutilateddop

bathtub suicide w/ mutilatedcorpse [voidkiss]

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Long nights on that block chilln  
Couldn’t save a bitch man it’s fuck the  Feeling  
Rather save up bread n get up all my chicken  
Rather cook up bricks inside that fuckin kitchen  
Rather put my pops inside the best position  
N my kids all the new additions 
Tryna pay for my all kids damn tuition  
Make struggles poof  just like a damn magician  
The top spot come with lots problems 
This back button finna go n solve em 
 was in my room tryna make play  
Tryna get like drake started from the bottom 
My pants low I got the red stitches  
You a rat can’t defend snitches  
You talkin pain but wasn’t in the trenches 
Really down bad watchin dad stressin  
So he came up man it was blessin  
Everyday got his bands up  
He taught me if I want first  Every goal I  made have my hand up  
This real pain make a man numb  
When I fell he told me man up   
I knew I didn’t even  have a soul when I shit that boy out his dandruff  
Wait violent please  you 2 damn ruff  
baby this just what a real man does    
My Emo shawty like a panda  
As a kid I had a plan bruh  
Spent my nights tryna roll up  
On the go there ain’t no hold up  
This big pump will get you fold up  
First place but no gold cup  
Cuz in the end it’s just cold cuffs  
You locked away or inside a coffin 
 I ain’t poor but I ain’t even rich  
Just enough so  I ain’t even stopping  
Keep grinding I don’t want stop  
Too the point where I’m good im  Shoppin 
This real talk not no fake shit  Like a prisoner boy you know I’m locked in   
Have you ever had to struggle nigga  
Have you ever had to make a rack  
Spent my money dumb on shit  
Had to boss up go n make it back  
This Life style bitch I never chose it  
It fucked around and just found me  
Cut dumb stupid niggas out my life  
N got winners  all to surround me

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Suffer - RØAK & Kreatures

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then there were shackles hanging from him
ripping my lungs while your face turned blue
and in that moment i only wanted 
to turn and cuff myself to you

city hall i called you barely a tourist
from a certain perspective it only worsened
if you want to make me clean up my act
just put blood on your skin ill make it there and back

holding onto, into your body
i am, itemized emergency 
i am so spent now that im older i can see
i was meant for you you were meant for me

this type of a night it could kill you
i cant forfeit now or youll die too
spell the right name when you collect catastrophe
i was in the volcano i can do anything

when your mouth moves, mountains
tongue upon you, does it
you payed for the coffee
understand that its not me
sentences pulled from me
taken hold uh-of me
im a dog, you are lovely 
im the mud in the morning

put down your patience and say it right back
no good at this all my love is all bad
you cant change it you stare into my eyes
i did my best and the blame is still mine

fear prod. pixie

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Creates new insights | Develops new strengths | Changes old nature
 
Connecting our mind to the Supreme Mind of God, We experience an incredible rejuvenation of spiritual energy. Everything old is finished and there is a restoration of our original pure self.

Speaker: Jim Ryan 
Jim Ryan is an educationalist and human resource trainer who shares from years of personal research and experience in philosophy and meditation. Jim has been a student and teacher with the Brahma Kumaris for over 35 years. He is an author of six books on spiritual philosophy and meditation.

The Experience of God’s Unlimited Power - Jim Ryan - Thursday 27th February 2025

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не могу + GOD DAUGHTY (prod. by KISSSLOTA)

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Hypnotic & Progressive Techno Live@U.T.2025

Suffer

they used me as a pawn

ART by @torturechainn
FT @vomitchainsaw
PROD by @hxlx

HOLLOWPOINT ROUNDS (FT. VOMITCHAINSAW) [HXLX]

This is my letter to the universe — or maybe just to whoever’s in charge of love distribution.
“It gets lonely” is about those lonely Friday nights, third-wheeling like it’s a full-time job, and praying to God (or Cupid) for someone to love — or at least someone who won’t ghost after two texts. It’s vulnerable, it’s sarcastic, it’s a love song for anyone still waiting to be the main character in their own rom-com.

 Part of Heartbreak Gallery — because even unrequited dreams deserve their own frame.
(This song is AI generated)

It gets lonely

Masochist-Mania (Prod. Lezv!e)

Ya Ya

Join Pastor John David and Shepherd of The Valley as we "Sing With the Exiles" in this message series on Isaiah 40-55. In chapters 52 -53, we find that our God Father & Son gave absolutely everything for us.  We discover He never asks anything of us until He has given everything for us. 

SOTV Good Friday Message - "The Iniquity of Us All" - Isaiah 52:13-53:12 - 4/18/25

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Daily Devotions and Weekly Messages from God's Word with John David Mull - Christ-follower, husband, and father.  Pastor of Shepherd of the Valley Church in West Des Moines, IA.

🎲 ටηєηєѕѕ™ - 𝐒α𝗌ɦⱺ ☯ 𝐁α𝗋ᑲ𝗒, 𝖼ⱺꭑꭑ𝗂𝗍𝗍𝖾ᑯ 𝗍ⱺ 𝖾α𝖼ɦ ⱺ𝗍ɦ𝖾𝗋 α𐓣ᑯ ρ𝗋ⱺ𝗀𝗋𝖾𝗌𝗌𝗂𝗏𝖾 ꭑυ𝗌𝗂𝖼, ɦα𝗏𝖾 ᑲ𝖾𝖾𐓣 𝖾𐓣𝗃ⱺ𝗒𝗂𐓣𝗀 α𐓣ᑯ ᑯα𐓣𝖼𝗂𐓣𝗀 𝖿ⱺ𝗋 ꭑⱺ𝗋𝖾 𝗍ɦα𐓣 𝗍ωⱺ ᑯ𝖾𝖼αᑯ𝖾𝗌 𝗍ⱺ “𝖾ᥣ𝖾𝖼𝗍𝗋ⱺ𐓣𝗂𝖼 𝗋𝖾ρ𝖾𝗍𝗂𝗍𝗂𝗏𝖾 𝗋ɦ𝗒𝗍ɦꭑ𝗌”. 𝐓ɦ𝖾𝗒 α𝗋𝖾 𝖿ⱺυ𐓣ᑯ𝖾𝗋𝗌 ⱺ𝖿 𝐏𝗌𝗒𝗍𝗋α𐓣𝖼𝖾 𝐔𐓣𝗂𝗍𝗒 α𐓣ᑯ 𝐀𝗄𝗋ⱺᑲα𝗍𝗂𝖼 𝐆𝗋ⱺυρ 𝖾𝗏𝖾𐓣𝗍 ⱺ𝗋𝗀α𐓣𝗂𝗌α𝗍𝗂ⱺ𐓣𝗌. 𝚰𐓣 ρα𝗌𝗍 𝗍ɦ𝖾𝗒 ⱺ𝗋𝗀α𐓣𝗂ƶ𝖾ᑯ α 𝗌𝖾𝗋𝗂𝖾𝗌 ⱺ𝖿 ρ𝗌𝗒𝗍𝗋α𐓣𝖼𝖾, ρ𝗋ⱺ𝗀𝗋𝖾𝗌𝗌𝗂𝗏𝖾 α𐓣ᑯ 𝗍𝖾𝖼ɦ 𝖾𝗏𝖾𐓣𝗍𝗌 𝗂𐓣 𝖼ᥣυᑲ𝗌 α𐓣ᑯ ⱺυ𝗍ᑯⱺⱺ𝗋𝗌, 𝖼ⱺᥣᥣαᑲⱺ𝗋α𝗍𝖾ᑯ ω𝗂𝗍ɦ 𝐂ᥣυᑲ 𝐏𝗋žα𐓣, 𝐂ᥣυᑲ 𝐙ⱺⱺ, 𝐂ᥣυᑲ 𝐀𝖿𝗋𝗂𝗄α, 𝐂ᥣυᑲ 𝐊4, 𝐀ꭑᑲα𝗌αᑯα 𝐆α𝗏𝗂ⱺᥣ𝗂, 𝐂𝗏𝖾𝗍ᥣ𝗂čα𝗋𐓣α 𝐌𝖾ᑯ𝗂α 𝐏α𝗋𝗄, 𝐅-𝐂ᥣυᑲ, 𝐄𝐂𝐎 𝐅𝖾𝗌𝗍𝗂𝗏αᥣ, 𝐌𝖾𝗍𝖾ᥣ𝗄ⱺ𝗏α 𝐂𝗂𝗍𝗒, 𝐏𝖾𝗄α𝗋𐓣α 𝐌𝐁, 𝖾𝗍𝖼.. 𝐓ɦ𝖾𝗒 ρᥣα𝗒𝖾ᑯ 𝗂𐓣 𝖼ⱺᥣᥣαᑲⱺ𝗋α𝗍𝗂ⱺ𐓣 ω𝗂𝗍ɦ 𝐏𝗌𝗒𝐔𐓣𝗂𝗍𝗒, 𝐀𝗄𝗋ⱺᑲα𝗍𝗂𝖼 𝐆𝗋ⱺυρ, 𝐂ᥣυᑲ𝗂ⱺ, 𝐓ⱺ𝗏α𝗋𐓣α 𝐑ⱺ𝗀, 𝐂ᥣυᑲ 𝐌ⱺ𐓣ⱺ𝗄𝖾ᥣ, 𝐂ᥣυᑲ 𝐓𝗂𝖿𝖿α𐓣𝗒, 𝐌αꭑ𝗂𝗌 𝐌α𝗀𝗂𝖼, 𝐂ᥣυᑲ 𝖼ɦα𐓣𐓣𝖾ᥣ 𝐙𝖾𝗋ⱺ, 𝐄𝖼ⱺ 𝐅𝖾𝗌𝗍𝗂𝗏αᥣ, Š𝐊𝐔𝐂𝗌 - 𝐋𝐆𝐁𝐓𝚰𝐐 𝖼ᥣυᑲ𝗌 𝐌ⱺ𐓣ⱺ𝗄𝖾ᥣ, 𝐓𝗂𝖿𝖿α𐓣𝗒, 𝗂𐓣 𝐊4𝗋ⱺƶα 𝖾𝗏𝖾𐓣𝗍𝗌, 𝐌𝐊𝐂 𝐌α𝗋𝗂ᑲⱺ𝗋𝗌 - 𝐏𝖾𝗄α𝗋𐓣α 𝐆υ𝗌𝗍α𝖿, 𝐓𝗋α𐓣𝖼𝖾 𝐌ⱺ𝗃ⱺ 𝗂𐓣 𝐓𝗋α𐓣𝖼𝖾 ⱺ𐓣ᥣ𝗒 𝖾𝗏𝖾𐓣𝗍𝗌, 𝖾𝗍𝖼.. 𝐓ɦ𝖾𝗒 𝗋𝖾𝖼𝖾𐓣𝗍ᥣ𝗒 𝗋𝖾𝗌ⱺᥣυ𝗍𝖾ᥣ𝗒 𝖼ⱺꭑᑲ𝗂𐓣𝖾ᑯ α𐓣ᑯ 𝖼𝗋𝖾α𝗍𝖾ᑯ υ𐓣ᑯ𝖾𝗋𝗀𝗋ⱺυ𐓣ᑯ ρ𝗌𝗒 ρ𝗋ⱺ𝗃𝖾𝖼𝗍 - 𝐄𝐊𝐎𝐍𝐎𝐌𝚰𝐊𝐀 α𐓣ᑯ ᥣα𝗍𝖾𝗋 𐓣𝖾ω, ᑯ𝖾𝖾ρ𝖾𝗋 𝐓𝖾𝖼ɦ𐓣ⱺ ρ𝗋ⱺ𝗃𝖾𝖼𝗍 𝐎𝐍𝐄𝐍𝐄𝐒𝐒, ω𝗂𝗍ɦ ωɦⱺꭑ 𝗍ɦ𝖾𝗒 ωα𐓣𝗍 𝗍ⱺ ρ𝗋𝖾𝗌𝖾𐓣𝗍 𝗍ⱺ 𝗍ɦ𝖾 ρυᑲᥣ𝗂𝖼 𝗂𝗍𝗌 ꭑ𝗒𝗌𝗍𝖾𝗋𝗂ⱺυ𝗌 ᑯ𝗂𝖿𝖿𝖾𝗋𝖾𐓣𝖼𝖾 α𐓣ᑯ 𝗍ɦ𝖾 𝗊υαᥣ𝗂𝗍𝗒 𝗌𝗍α𝗍𝖾 ⱺ𝖿 ᑲ𝖾𝗂𐓣𝗀 𝖼ⱺꭑρᥣ𝖾𝗍𝖾ᥣ𝗒 υ𐓣𝗂𝗍𝖾ᑯ 𝗂𐓣𝗍ⱺ 𝐎𝐍𝐄!

18 y.o. 

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Songwriter
Music for the ones who feel too much.
(All the songs are AI generated)

Note: In light of the recent AI breakthroughs, we feel it's important to clarify that we've been working with voice modulation since the mid-1990s – originally inspired by David Bowie's album Outside. Our approach predates AI-driven tools and is rooted in treating the voice as an instrument, shaped and sculpted through earlier technologies.

We fully understand that questioning authenticity may not be the intention – but it's worth remembering that all electronic music is, by nature, mediated and transformed. Even Nietzsche pointed out how modern tools shape us: inserting paper into a typewriter already creates a distance that handwriting does not. Perhaps birdsong is the only truly authentic sound. 🐦

Writes original song lyrics and takes custom lyric requests under the artist name Meo Wibe. This platform is also home to the creative collaborations of the Psychonaut Collective (Meo and The Psychonauts). Thank you for your support and appreciation.

The Brahma Kumaris World Spiritual University (UK), a registered charity since 1975, opens its doors every day of the year to students from all walks of life, cultures and backgrounds to study Raja Yoga meditation. Students find that meditating in this way daily brings a lot of peace and positivity to their lives.

We also join together with many national and local organisations and diverse communities, helping to enhance the wellbeing of people in different spheres of society.

We work across the UK in more than 40 locations and are part of a network of organisations offering activities in over 110 countries. Our spiritual headquarters is in Mount Abu, in the Aravali mountain range, Rajasthan, India.

Brahma Kumaris, UK was established as a Registered Charity in 1975 and charges no fees for any of its activities, being funded by voluntary contributions.

Registered Charity No: England & Wales (269971) and Scotland (SC040512).

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New tracks tagged #Suffer