alcohol ease my pain

Do you? A question always asked when someone destroys our hearts, mortality, and mental health. It's a question that will never be answered or answered in a way we least want it. This is an anthem to those who were left on unanswered questions.

Also sorry for not uploading lately. Been in a terrible mental state lately.
Lyrics
[Verse 1]
I can't believe, how you moved on so fast,
I can't believe, that you would be my last,
I can't survive, because you took the joy I had,
So numb inside, because you hurt me oh so bad.

[Pre-Chorus]
I can't move on from this pain,
Maybe I should fade away?!

[Chorus]
Do you see the pain you caused?
Do you see the heart you tossed?
Do you see the love we never had?
Or were you blinded by the bad?
Do you see what we could've been?
Do you see me from the fox's den?
I can see all the scars you gave me,
But the question now is,
do you see, all the hurt you gave me?

[Verse 2]
I'm tired of life, but you're living everyday,
I cannot fight, but you're stronger than the pain,
I cannot love, but you're fast to find another,
I want to die, and you wish I could just suffer!

[Pre-Chorus]
I want to move on from your spite,
Maybe I should fucking die!

[Chorus]
Do you see the pain you caused?
Do you see the heart you tossed?
Do you see the love we never had?
Or were you blinded by the bad?
Do you see what we could've been?
Do you see me from the fox's den?
I can see all the scars you gave me,
But the question now is,
do you see, all the hurt you gave me?

[Hook]
You fucking lied, when you said you wouldn't hurt me!
You fucking lied, when you said you wouldn't break me!
You fucking hate, when I wanted to move on!
You sealed my fate, now you wish that I was gone!!!!!!

[Interlude]

[Pre-Chorus]
I want, to end, my life,
You don't care I want to die!

[Chorus]
Do you see the pain you caused?
Do you see the heart you tossed?
Do you see the love we never had?
Or were you blinded by the bad?
Do you see what we could've been?
Do you see me from the fox's den?
I can see all the scars you gave me,
But the question now is,
do you see, all the hurt you gave me?
Do you?!

End of Me

Do You?!

DO YOU?

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