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Болезненная амбивалентность

Ненависть и Любовь

Мрачный монолог о саморазрушении и попытках исправиться, которые оборачиваются новой болью. Распад

Хотел быть хорошим

Гитара, пустота и странное облегчение

Умиротворение

Вены как последний способ показать всю свою боль

Перережу

"Klaustraphoby" is my conceptual album, a project I worked on for 4 years. It’s 32 minutes of inner drama, pain, rage, and the desperate search for meaning. The album blends rock, indie, punk, synth-punk, psychedelia, metal, and alternative to tell the story of a man who experienced love, betrayal, loneliness, addiction, and self-destruction. This is an honest journey into the confined space of a soul where feelings were rejected and hope dissolved in warm water. Thank you if you choose to walk this path with me.

КлауstrафобY (full album)

Up All Night is a late-night confessional soaked in trap soul and pain. Mid-tempo bounce laced with detuned piano and haunting 808s. The lyrics dive deep into isolation, unsent messages, and the quiet breakdowns we don’t post. Built for anyone who’s ever stared at the ceiling at 4AM wondering if they’re still whole. Every line bleeds truth. Every chorus hits harder.

Produced under HexLab
Mixed for headphones. Felt in the chest.
If you up right now, this one's yours.


Up All Night

**LYRICS**

Just in case (life on decay) ☆Paradøx♡ Prod capsctrl

Just in case i wanna 
Just in case i gotta 
Just in case i have to 
Say goodbye
Just in case i wanna 
Just in case i have to
Just in case i gotta 

To young i dont wanna die
Make another song just in case i gotta say goodbye 
Take a lotta pills making other wrong
Theres something else i wanna say, i still love you like the fisrt day, i still miss you since the last date

Dont wanna be on death rate, never saw it coming on the way i go, im gonna die solo, you know it makes me so low, so now my last word, will i see the world?

Just in case i wanna 
Just in case i gotta 
Just in case i have to 
Say goodbye
Just in case i wanna 
Just in case i have to
Just in case i gotta 

I
Wonder if ill see another day, i was praying for some better days, sadly if ill see tomorrow ill keep it on my darker ways, that will take me out my sorrows, sadly im the one thats alone and walk with shadows

(Ammm sadly i dont know if im gonna pass next week like dayum im feeling way too weak, ive been fighting my demons like john wick man but damn for real bro and if i die young, am Just wanna leave here on a song that i leave everything on my bros power, my phone is... my phone password is 10-05-06, and yeah bye i guess)

Now my souls feeling hollow, on thisdark week theres nothing  but sorrow with grey air, being followed by a deadly crow, satan really want my soul he gon keep it in his lair, tell me is there somewhere else so my soul can have rest? Will i make it out this test? 

Promise to you that i tried my best, but i can feel it my chest sumn like cardiac arrest, maybe im to depressed, so the picture panoramic i cant see, if this my end i disagree

Just in case i wanna 
Just in case i gotta 
Just in case i have to 
Say goodbye
Just in case i wanna 
Just in case i have to
Just in case i gotta 

Grab my pills and bring them with me just in case i wanna

(Just in case i wanna 
Just in case i gotta 
Just in case i have to 
Say goodbye
Just in case i wanna 
Just in case i have to
Just in case i gotta)

Make this song to say goodbye Just in case i wanna, give me marijuana, wonder if ill see  mañana, this a lotta drama theres a lotta trauma, gimme marihuana.

(Just in case i wanna 
Just in case i gotta 
Just in case i have to 
Say goodbye
Just in case i wanna 
Just in case i have to
Just in case i gotta die)


Si tú también estás pasando por algo así, no estás solo. Busca ayuda. Habla. No todo está perdido. si necesitas hablar mi instagram es: paradox_though

If you’re going through something like this too, you’re not alone.
Seek help. Speak up.
Not everything is lost. If you need to talk reach out my instagram is: paradox_though

just in case (life on decay) freestyle

【Song Name : Even though I'm broke, I want to live】

【Official Profiles】
Instagram: @izdeathofficial
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Music/Lyrics/Mix/Mastered : izdeath (@izdeath)

【English Lyrics】
Even with a broken heart, I pretend to smile
No one notices my silent screams
I pile up lies saying "I'm okay"
And once again, I'm alone today

I'm afraid of the morning light
So I keep the curtains closed
My reflection on the phone screen
Feels like it doesn't even exist

The words "I want to disappear"
Echo inside my chest
But I can’t say them to anyone
Because they’ll just think I’m annoying

Even kindness turns into blades
"Keep going" — another stab to my soul
There's nowhere left to run
Is it really just me who's broken?

If I could melt into the night
Would this pain also disappear?
But I'm scared — of dying, of living
So I just keep breathing today

It’s okay to be broken, it’s okay to cry
You don’t have to be strong
I just want someone to notice me
And say, “You’re allowed to live.”

【Kanji & Romaji Lyrics】
サビ (Sabi)
壊れた心で　笑ってみせても
誰も気づかない　僕の悲鳴
「大丈夫」って　嘘を重ねて
今日もまた　ひとりきり

Kowareta kokoro de waratte misete mo
Dare mo kidzukanai boku no himei
“Daijoubu” tte uso wo kasanete
Kyou mo mata hitorikiri

Aメロ (A Melo)
朝が来るのが怖くて
カーテン閉めたまま
スマホの画面に　僕の存在
映ってない気がした

Asa ga kuru no ga kowakute
Kāten shimeta mama
Sumaho no gamen ni boku no sonzai
Utsuttenai ki ga shita

「消えたい」って言葉だけ
胸の中　響いてる
でも言えない　誰にも言えない
だって、めんどくさいでしょ？

“Kietai” tte kotoba dake
Mune no naka hibiiteru
Demo ienai dare ni mo ienai
Datte, mendokusai desho?

Bメロ (B Melo)
優しささえも　刃になって
「頑張れ」って　僕を刺す
逃げ場所なんて　どこにもないのに
僕だけが悪いの？

Yasashisa sae mo yaiba ni natte
“Ganbare” tte boku wo sasu
Nige basho nante doko ni mo nai no ni
Boku dake ga warui no?

Cメロ + ラストサビ (C Melo + Last Sabi)
夜の街に　溶けてしまえたら
この痛みも　消えるのかな
でも、怖いよ　死ぬのも、生きるのも
だから今日も　息をしてる

Yoru no machi ni tokete shimaetara
Kono itami mo kieru no kana
Demo kowai yo shinu no mo, ikiru no mo
Dakara kyou mo iki wo shiteru

壊れてもいいよ　泣いてもいいよ
強くなくたって　いいんだよ
誰か気づいて　僕の存在を
ただ「生きてていい」と言ってほしい

Kowarete mo ii yo naite mo ii yo
Tsuyoku nakutatte ii nda yo
Dareka kidzuite boku no sonzai wo
Tada “ikitetete ii” to itte hoshii

Even though I'm broke, I want to live【壊れても生きていたい】

Mizter Bonezz delivers a chilling rework of Biggie’s darkest confessional. This Schizophrenia Edit dives deep into the raw emotions behind the original track, layering haunting textures, experimental transitions, and psychedelic undertones. It’s a sonic exploration of psychosis, intrusive thoughts, and mental illness — an unsettling yet powerful tribute to those fighting silent battles every day.

⚠️ Listener discretion is advised. This remix is not for the faint of heart.

Suicidal Thoughts (Mizter Bonezz Schizophrenia Edit)

izdeath was born from the collision between matter’s sound and the silence of machines. We are not a traditional band — we are a sonic entity where organic instruments intertwine with living algorithms. Each track is an invocation: guitars whisper human memories, pulsating synths dance with calculated errors, and voices echo between the real and the impossible.

Our music doesn’t follow trends — it creates atmospheres, defies genres, and transforms chaos into art. We are a synthesis between what breathes and what’s coded, a ritual between heart and hardware.

We are not human, nor machine. We are a creation of chaos.


Copyright© 2025, izdeath. All rights reserved.

HexLab is a UK-based music collective pushing boundaries through genre-fluid, emotionally charged sound. Blending elements of rap, trap, R&B, pop, and electronic music, HexLab creates tracks that are both bold and deeply personal.

With a focus on storytelling, atmosphere, and powerful production, every release is crafted to resonate — whether it’s a cinematic ballad, a gritty street record, or a high-energy anthem.

HexLab stands for meaning over metrics. Music with impact. No formulas. No compromise. Just pure expression.

North American DJ and producer Mizter Bonezz has a genetic bone disease that weakens him in everyday life, but that hasn't stopped him from pursuing his dream of becoming a DJ and producer,. With releases on his independent record label Shlumped Records among others around the world, spanning from 2016 to 2021, he has a diverse spectrum of genres he produces and DJs mostly focusing on urban productions like hip hop, moombahton to high energy EDM like electro, house, psytrance and dubstep just to name a few. Throughout the years he has opened up for artists such as: OT Genasis, Snoop Dogg, T Pain and Wiz Khalifa. With 12 years of experience on the decks Mizter Bonezz can easily adapt to any genre or setting that is placed in front of him. Having performed at some of the most prestige venues in the world.

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