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COME HOME 12.24

lyrics:

[rtxalert]
hm
I've been thinking lately
found out how it hurts
deep down something twists my spine
and i can't find the words

i just see it bad but tell me if its worse 
blessings they come plenty, but i've never seen this curse
there have never been a word i said, and is realer than this
i don't see you as my friend, so what the fuck you expect of this mess?
After all these things, should i leave you like the rest?
'cuz there's some things we both had 
and we had it the best.

[Billy Graham]
Do you number your days?
Do you realise how important every single day is?
Time is collapsing on us.
How much longer do we have?

[rtxalert]
all I think about nowadays
how I get to be a prince, of a kingdom that I inherit, full of things i miss of the past that I buried within myself
and a 1000 mes that i've killed just to disguise my new self 

And just tell me, what comes up in your mind when you think of me?
buried in the sand or up high, like a thousand feet? 
18 in the body, but like 7000 in the head
All the times I've been depressed, all the times I've killed myself, all the times I've been this sad, glad someone just kept me checked...
cuz im getting checks..

now...

7000 (p. rtxalert)

TRIGGER WARNING: SUICIDE DISCUSSION. On this episode Dan Hurd, AKA Lt. Dan joins me, and we talk a considerable amount about the sensitive topic of suicide so please be aware. Dan himself has attempted suicide several times and lucky for him, and all of us, he found the bicycle and it changed his life for the better. He had only been on a few rides when he decided to join a friend for a long ride. As we all do at times, as the miles ticked away, the complaining started and Dan’s friend came back at Dan with some tough love and a phrase that stuck…one pedal at a time. The bicycle became Dan’s new obsession and he went from just a guy on a bike to a cyclist who spent several years biking the lower 48 states….all 48 of them! His bicycle journey became a mission to promote suicide awareness and to talk suicide prevention to anyone that would listen. And from that a nonprofit was born called One Pedal at a Time Movement, or OPAATmovement.com which focuses on suicide prevention. Most days when he is out riding he has a huge sign on his bike that reads Make a Stranger Smile. The bicycle is where he finds his peace and in this episode you will learn how he helps others find their peace as well.
Again, please be aware this episode talks a lot about the sensitive topic of suicide.
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Ryan Van Duzer Episode: https://soundcloud.com/murphology-podcast/episode-113-bike-adventurer-ryan-van-duzer-recaps-ragbrai-xlix
Rum Runner Tour Episode: https://soundcloud.com/murphology-podcast/episode-146-riding-the-rum-runner-tour-to-key-west
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Episode 148: The One Pedal At A Time Movement with Daniel Hurd

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Lyrics

It's not your time
It's not your time
It's not your time

You made a promise to me last night
That if I died you would not cry
In event that I did lie
I would miss you all the time

But now I’m
Flying away
The ghost of time
In my eyes I heard you die
Far too soon
I look at the stars
With hope in my eyes
That if I die tonight
I will not be missed

At one point you look at the stars
Wonder where you are
Look at your heart
Look at how far you’ve gone
Look at your heart
Look at how far you’ve gone
If you die tonight
If you die
It's not your time

If I die tonight
Be sure to thrive
Show off your light
I loved my dear
It's not your time
It's not your time
If I die tonight
Do not cry
I loved you with all my heart
Just Remember who you are

Its not your time
Its not your time
Its not your time
Its not your time

Its Not Your Time

I make my best tracks when I'm feeling down. This one came from the depths.

Rope

If you don't want to lose people that you care about...
Then love them today as if they were gone forever tomorrow...
Please do not end it. There are people that care about you. 
Care about the people who are feeling down.
If they lose their battle against depression and suicide...
Forgive them for their weakness. Hopefully they found peace and will rest in peace. 
Have a great life <3

If You're Going To Leave, Think Of The Ones Who Love You, Don't Hurt Them Like That Please!

I wrote this song a couple days after attending a suicide prevention course at my college campus and wanted the lyrics to serve as a kind of script for people to follow when they're engaged with someone who's in that mindset of ending their lives. I was really inspired by the subject matter. Stay strong.

Stay With Me (Prod. sorrow bringer) 444hz

This instrumental was created in Remembrance and homage of my beloved late uncle Errol who going through psychological hardships, He took his own life by Jumping onto the tracks of an oncoming metropolitan train rolling at Full speed outside the back of my home(garden) in 2001.i have decided to create this to raise awareness to the world, of the difficulties of Mental health around the world and to reach out to those who have been deeply affected by suicide in what ever way. I myself struggle with my mental health and have tried to commit suicide twice and ended up in psych hospital in the past. if you are experiencing anything like this or have done reach out to me for support as I understand and can resonate with this world. Stay strong, Stay positive and Talk about it. if YOU or anybody you know is having a heard time? talk to someone today 116123 (Samaritans)

FlexXnwL 144000 Instrumental (suicide on the metroline) Rest in Paradise Uncle Errol #Always missed and FOREVER Loved

Navigating Grief and Finding Purpose: Understanding the Impact of Suicide on Families | Episode 165

Chapter Markers
0:00 Impact of Suicide on Children
26:59 Finding Purpose in Daily Life

How do you help a child understand the unfathomable loss of a parent to suicide? Through the heartbreaking story of Stephen "Twitch" Boss, the talented DJ and beloved TV personality, we confront the profound impact that suicide has on families and, in particular, young minds. As we reflect on the chasm left by Twitch's unexpected death in December 2022, we also share personal stories of grappling with grief, emphasizing that the shadow of loss doesn't easily fade with time. Our conversation aims to break down the barriers of stigma surrounding mental health, opening up a much-needed dialogue about the importance of support and understanding in the face of such tragedies.

Beyond the shadows of loss, we guide you through an exploration of life's greater purpose. What keeps us moving forward, even when the routine seems to weigh us down? As your host of Voices for Voices®, I invite you to join our mission of amplifying voices and making a meaningful impact on billions of lives. Together, we navigate the universal quest for purpose, offering insights and inspiration for those seeking to find meaning amidst the chaos of daily life. This episode is part of a collective journey, and we encourage you to be a part of future discussions as we tackle essential topics that resonate with our shared human experience.

This episode tackles the difficult topic of suicide, focusing on its impact on families and especially children. With personal insights and stories, we discuss how to navigate these crucial conversations, combat stigma, and emphasize the importance of empathy and open dialogue.
• The conversation begins with the topic of suicide and its societal implications
• The story of Stephen Twitch Boss serves as a pivotal touching point
• Children’s understanding and reactions to loss are explored
• Personal anecdotes concerning loss and grief are shared
• The importance of transparent discussions with children is highlighted
• Strategies to combat the stigma around suicide are offered
• Listeners are encouraged to access resources for suicidal prevention

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Navigating Grief and Finding Purpose: Understanding the Impact of Suicide on Families | Episode 165

Veterans are at a 72% higher risk of suicide compared to those who haven't served. Over the past two decades, more than 131,000 veterans have died by suicide, averaging over 6,000 deaths annually. Notably, suicide is the second leading cause of death among veterans under age 45.
This song serves as an ode to veterans who lost their battle to the unseen scars of war.

Pour One on the Ground (female vocals)

Song written for Drake Woolf TFO book, but good song for mental health and holding on despite feeling of helplessness

CARNIVAL MIND

I choose Today

Written to raise awareness of the increase in suicide in men over the past 25 years, which has risen by around 35% during this time. Inspired by one of best friends, who has suffered from depression for several years, and by the many men I've known over the years who are no longer with us. Gone but not forgotten....

From the album Never 2 Late, out July 28th!

Big Boys Dont Cry

At Bonfire nights
under the pale moon light
Promises of Forever...
where dreams take flight...

By a fire-lit lake – we carved our fleeting trace
We met at Pixie’s.. Mystic space...
Behind the laser smoke, I watched your laughing face
Unafraid to break the mood with what I’d chase

We were at the shores of DMT's embrace
In echoes of techno lost within the maze
Though our roads later split and you drifted far away
Pretzel, you and I—still in sync today

The plans we made lit up on sleepless nights
Then flickered out beneath those pulsing laser lights
Your blanket wrapped me up when I was cold
In plugin chains, we mapped out secret codes

Shadows cast in your promise I believed
But silence took its turn and made me grieve
With every track, your vibrant echo fades
In empty clubs, our friendship's unwritten plays

Beneath the beat, your voice—a ghost within the tune
Whispers of Pretzel lost beneath the moon
Lonely beats in shadows, our plans unwind, then fray
Those memories of you now seem so far away

By a fire-lit lake – we carved our fleeting trace
We met at Pixie’s.. Mystic space...
Those laser lights now flicker out of reach
A washed-up sandcastle on an empty beach

Through sleepless nights, I hear your voice once more
A message lost, erased beyond this door
The beats don’t thump the way our hearts once did
I drown in sorrow for the love we never hid

A bitter truth, it echoes through the bass
A lonely walk, an empty hollow space
Your laughter flickers, phantom in the haze
A silent cry escapes—my heart ablaze

# # # #

At Bonfire nights
under the pale moon light
Promises of Forever...
where dreams take flight...

# # # #

lost in tales we lived
Like a bittersweet, fading dream
But in the silence, I remember your embrace
A memory twirling in that mystic space

Bygone nights where love and beats entwined
Your whispers haunt the space we left behind
In every drop, more tears I shed for you
In endless loops, my love for you echoes through and through

Restless dreams and static in the air
Pretzel's graffiti art in colors bright yet rare
We traced our hands through music’s spectral hue
But sunrise skies couldn't bring me back to you...

I breathe your name in every gust forlorn
In the chasm where a brother’s bond is born
We flew like birds, our hopes taking wing
Those Bonfire nights—Detroit’s wild spring!

But fate’s cruel hand just shattered all we’d seen
Left you lost forever, while I search for signs unseen...
We built songs all throughout the night
Ketamine and reverb plates that sound so fucking bright

Then silence came, that argument’s dark thrall
You crashed us hard against a wall
This grief still hits, an echo in the bass
Your sudden choice, this hollow, aching place

Searching for reasons that seem to lack...
Shane, I miss you so much... please come back...

#  #  #  #

In the twilight where our laughter used to soar
I chase the echoes, still waiting by the shore
Pretzel, your smile lingers under neon skies
Faded memories flash like stars—and I realize

That love, like stardust, dances in the air
With sweet vibrations that we’re meant to share
Every tear we shed, a spark ignites anew
In memories of laughter... I still find you

I Still Find You

Why do I try...? I might just give up the fight.. 🤷💔

I Might Just End It

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Formally known as Kryogenic, I have left this persona in the past. 

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