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Vibe: Hustle / Rock Bottom / Survival

Summary:
When there’s no job, no savings, and no help, all that’s left is ambition and risk. This track kicks off the project with desperation in the air and hustle in the blood—a blueprint for those with nothing left to lose.

Lyrics: 
Intro
I gotta get me a bag
I gotta get me a bag
Yeah 

Hook
Whatchu think I’m doin this for (for)
I need the money of course (course)
I got 'em bills to pay 
Keep it a hunnid or stay out the way
I took more L's today (huh)
I'm boutta smoke it anyway (yeah) 
I got a plan so it wont be long till i am back up again

Verse
what you think I’m doing this for
It's not to slide inna foreign
It's not to drip in dior
I need the cash an I need it bad
Wanted a job but nobody hiring
I had a job an they went and fired me
12 hour days that job was so tiring
Think i need one thats a bit more exciting
Can't afford streak, I eat out at denny's (denny’s)
Never ask niggas for money
Hate to ask niggas for help
B-bro wanted help
Said he got more product to sell huh
Buckets they bangin his cell
Blicky we keep it around
Was down to my last I needed the cash 
The bank they froze my accounts

Hook
Whatchu think I’m doin this for (for)
I need the money of course (course)
I got 'em bills to pay
keep it a hunnid or stay out the way
I took more L's today (huh)
I'm boutta smoke it anyway (yeah) 
I got a plan so it wont be long till i am back up again

I Got A Plan

Buy 'Rundown' - https://www.beatport.com/release/rundown/5024125

Two of the finest producers in the early 2010s combine forces once again on the newly revived Audio Tactics. Having previously collaborated on an album and a host of other EPs and singles across huge labels in the scene, the deadly combo of Survival and Silent Witness strike again with the new release 'Rundown'

↪ https://soundcloud.com/survival-dnb
https://www.instagram.com/survival_audiotactics/

Survival & Silent Witness - Rundown

[Verse]
Claws in the dirt fists to the sky
Hunger burns like a fire high
Shadow moves so sleek so sly
Born to fight never ask why

[Chorus]
Eye of the wild rising in the dark
Heat of the hunt leaves a burning mark
Chased by thunder heart like a spark
Never let go run through the arc

[Verse 2]
Teeth bared raw no room to falter
Dreams on fire prayers to no altar
Howling winds bite sharp like a razor
Run to the edge no time for a chaser

[Chorus]
Eye of the wild rising in the dark
Heat of the hunt leaves a burning mark
Chased by thunder heart like a spark
Never let go run through the arc

[Bridge]
Fists to the wall hear the night’s call
Everything to lose or win it all
Bones collide storms never stall
Chasing the destiny standing tall

[Chorus]
Eye of the wild rising in the dark
Heat of the hunt leaves a burning mark
Chased by thunder heart like a spark
Never let go run through the arc

Eye of the Wild Beast

This song is inspired by the song "Shepherd of Fire" and the Video Games Black Ops 1 & 2. I wanted to add my own twist with several melodies, a bit of EDM, Heavy Bass and no words. I have been working on some Dubstep for the past time which I wanted to step back and work on a new project. Making songs without words has been an authentic experience that I have been having an absolute blast to work on. I want to rekindle those Beautiful Memories of slaughtering Zombies and pay tribute to a recent NightTerror that I had where I was forced to survive a wild Zombie Apocalypse. Thanks for taking your Time to listen  

Shepherd of the Hollow - Instrumental

Episode Description:

Peter Metzelaar, a Holocaust survivor, joins Beth on today's episode. Peter was born in Amsterdam in 1935. In 1942, when Peter was 7, the Nazis seized Peter's entire family except for Peter and his mother. He tells us his incredible story of survival, resilience, and the importance of Holocaust education.

Bio: 

Peter was born in Amsterdam in 1935. In 1942, when Peter was 7, the Nazis seized Peter's entire family except for Peter and his mother. Peter's mother contacted the Dutch Underground for help. The Underground found Klaas and Roefina Post who agreed to shelter Peter and his mother on their small farm in northern Holland, putting their own lives at risk. For two years they lived with the Posts until it became too dangerous and they found another hiding place with two women in The Hague. Peter, his mother, and his aunt were the only survivors of his family. Klaas and Roefina Post have been recognized as Righteous Among the Nations by Yad Vashem.

After the war, Peter and his mother immigrated to the United States in 1949, arriving in New York. Peter was 13 and didn't speak any English, but was placed in the 8th grade. Peter had a long career as a radiology technologist. He and his wife Bea raised two children from Pete's previous marriage and had a third son in California. The Metzelaars moved to Seattle in 1997. Peter continues to be an active member of the Holocaust Center for Humanity's Speakers Bureau.

Sources: 

Survivor Encyclopedia: Washington State. Peter Meztelaar: https://www.holocaustcenterseattle.org/peter-metzelaar


Mental Health Resources:

The content featured in this podcast may be emotionally disturbing and intense. Listener discretion is advised. Please consult this document for mental health resources if needed.

U.S.-Based Resources:
• SAMHSA’s National Helpline: 1-800-662-4357
• Suicide and Crisis Lifeline: 988
• Open Path Collective: https://openpathcollective.org/
• BIPOC Mental Health Resources: https://www.thementalhealthcoalition.org/wp-content/uploads/2020/07/BIPOC-Mental-Health-Resources.pdf

Global Resources:
• Befrienders: https://befrienders.org/
• Find a Helpline: https://findahelpline.com/
• I Call Helpline: https://icallhelpline.org/
• 13 Yarn: https://www.13yarn.org.au/
• Help Guide: https://www.helpguide.org/find-help.htm


Episode 21: Peter Metzelaar: Story of a Holocaust Survivor

A powerful emotional rock ballad about resilience and survival. Featuring gritty, heartfelt vocals in the style of Aaron Lewis (Staind) and the anthemic energy of Creed’s “My Sacrifice.” Built on acoustic warmth and full-band emotional peaks. This is one of John Lockhart’s most personal and inspiring tracks to date.

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Carry The Fire

This track feels like the final confession after a long battle.
The vibe is very cinematic, soulful, post-struggle like the scene after the rain when the character just breathes under a streetlight.
It’s neither victory nor defeat.
It’s existence.

Survived

In an endless silence, every shadow becomes a memory.
Among ruins swallowed by the mist, the boundary between what once was and what will never return dissolves.
Dust lifts ancient memories, while the wind carves wounds that time has never been able to heal.
Wasteland is not just an abandoned place:
it is the echo of an absence,
the breath of the void left behind when everything else fades.
Yet, beneath layers of ash and silence,
a fragile hope still trembles,
whispering that even in the deepest emptiness,
something can survive.

Wasteland

Today I Won't Die - Instrumental

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HellRaizer’s music is built on personal reflection and real-world challenges, offering listeners a genuine connection through raw, relatable storytelling.

I make Christian songs from my Memories, Dreams or Commissions. I have Notebooks filled with my Dreams, so I'll be making a good amount of Music of all kinds :)
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“I create then disappear. I lost everything, but I’m still here.”

I’m not here to make waves—I’m just trying to keep the light on.

This music is for the ones drifting… the ones caught between the shore and the storm.
I know how wild these waters get—sharks circling, tides pulling, strange creatures below.

I built this lighthouse not to be seen by everyone, but to be found by those still swimming.

Welcome back to Earth. You’re not alone.

——

Genre: Smogwave
Post-apocalyptic soul.
Built from grief, survival, and spiritual fire.
This is what the end sounds like when you’re still here.

I am an Italian psychotherapist with a deep passion for understanding the human mind and helping others find balance and peace. By day, I work with people to guide them through their challenges, offering support and insight, while by night, I turn to music as a form of creative release and emotional expression.

For Contact:
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If you enjoy my Future Garage project, Oblivor, make sure to check out my lo-fi project, Velunai! 🎶
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Strictly underground, strictly heads.

Ziko's musical journey began at 16, diving into electronic chillout before branching into EDM, dubstep, even hip-hop and electro-funk. 
After a five-year break, he’s back with a fresh perspective and a mission to bring the funk - bold grooves, funky basslines, and dancefloor-ready energy.

For the first time, Ziko is stepping out solo, parting ways musically from his brother David (a.k.a FunkCell). Each is now exploring their own unique sound, but the funk runs deep in both. Ziko’s vibe? Pure rhythm, feel-good beats, and a whole lot of FUNK.

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