dün gece bir deniz,
aklımsa rüzgardı
içim bu yüzden dalgalı

bak yine bu gece
aklımda sen vardın
savruldum bile bile

gel, kapıldım akıntıya
çırpındım vura vura
su aldım, batıyorum 
derine batıyorum

dün gece bir deniz, 
saatlerse paslıydı
zaman dondu kaldı

bak yine bu gece
su altında tutsaktım
nefes bile almadım

dün gece ne olduysa
hepsini yuttum
yine geldim karşında
öylece durdum

söz/müzik/mix/master: Yağmur

Dün Gece (Ne Olduysa)

Frozen Haze: Cold, Airy Synth Beat

Drums with loud #snareclap. #airypad with #synthkeys and a supporting lead. #heavyelectricguitar as a build-up. Choir in the last chorus for more #intensity.

Frozen Haze: Cold, Airy Synth Beat

it was such an honor to be a part of this event. the energy in the room was electric and all of the artists were incredible! i encourage all of my listeners to please check out the other acts on this bill. i played a new song, and some of the same stuff i played at the snugg a few weeks ago. going to work on improving my setup a little bit ( cutting down on the buzzing ) and getting some new instruments too! stay tuned <3

setlist:
1. redwood
2. retrograde
3. damnation
4. bondage fairy 721
5. i remember everything
6. meow meow i cant be here right now

mrow mrow meow meow !!

live @ turn! turn! turn! 12 - 6 - 2025

Sunday Blues

Abyss of humiliation

finally. MY VERSION of heartaches. this is my baby, but she's unmixed & vocals are scrapped from over 5 years ago, which is okay. please enjoy this version that i produced myself; it sounds like it should've sounded all those years ago <3

LYRICS:

Shit is hard
Knowing you’re with someone else right now
When you were with me only not too long ago
I don’t like the way that sounds

“It’s only for the best” you said
That feelings fade 
And people like me don’t deserve your love

But you don’t know
I know I’m not
I’m only rough around the edges
And your love is just so wrong

I’ve been waiting long enough
But I just cannot walk away
My heart aches for you
Aches for you

Fought these feelings for you, baby
My eyes just cannot close
My heart aches for you
Aches for you

I don’t know
Why the atmosphere is deeper in here
But after all the words I put into your head
You ran from me and went to someone else instead

I’ve been waiting long enough
But I just cannot walk away
My heart aches for you
Aches for you

Fought these feelings for you, baby
My eyes just cannot close
My heart aches for you
Aches for you

I’ve been waiting long enough
But I just cannot walk away
My heart aches for you
Aches for you

Fought these feelings for you, baby
My eyes just cannot close
My heart aches for you
Aches for you

heartaches (KARLEE'S VERSION) - demo

Remorse Horse

falling back up

Things I Do

If You Like It, Does It Matter If It's Real?

synth pop made with luv ⚔️
fl studio, sp404 mkii, ko ii

industrial / techno / post-punk musician 

https://www.sulkygirl.com/

https://www.instagram.com/sulky.girl?igsh=MTdzMDZzdTNkdWI1bQ==

🎹 Producer blending retro-pop synths with raw, upbeat rhythms.
🌆 Creating nostalgic soundscapes with modern energy.
🔊 New tracks every week — stay tuned!

I was a child from an infant home with a physical disability. Am I allowed to have had the childhood I really suffered ? Some of my friends died when I was a little kid, nobody there, when I asked to speak about. So sad - nobody knows - And then that :  I was sent away for life by my stepparents with a head injury resulting from a severe headbutt attack. Emergency call refused by Paul (Ptr. Kn.) in his pub called Kapovaz in Bremerhaven. Lost pre-engineering training nearby.
Then it was falsely claimed that I was a polydrug user. Later declared insane by a false drug analysis without signature, evidence must be presented. There is overarching evidence that I did not consume any drugs.
Raise your children : Don't rape disabled victims of violence.

Totally just exploring sounds with guitar, drums and bass!

New tracks tagged #SynthPop