https://open.spotify.com/track/4tVF35WEj3W71T6XukLZDG?si=2e8a3d94e17642da

clozapine
--
the wall is dripping down with the colors
a scream down the hall its a call from my mother
gimme the xan i need another
i gotta feel numb so i can feel way better
whats the point if i cant feel better?
ill kick over this chair, fuck writin out letters
cuttin my wrists to hold out for my bros i love my fuckin brothers

perc$ice
--
i thought u were the one but ur js like the others
im smokin another blunt, ima write you another letter
she was so blunt, how could i forget abt her
drugs all in my cup, these voices are starting to get louder
coke up in my nose, im starting to see all these spiders
im gonna overdose, just cus i cant live without her

dripping blood down the walls (prod. luper)

been trying my hardest but im still fuckin up
im so done with my life about time i give it up
im tired of being in their eyes and never being good enough
jus too scared to do anything about it though

i cant feel a thing when tears fall out my eyes
i just lay in bed in hopes one day ill fucking die
they wont ever miss me if i take my life
only when i smoke is when i can feel alive

all everyone does is fucking doubt me
i can just never be enough somethings wrong about me
im tryna go fast and wrap myself around a tree
maybe then everyone else will be happy

Perc$ice
---
nobody loves me im just givin up
take the xanax i hope i dont wake up 
i wont do drugs with u, i start to act up
im all alone in my room js getting zooted up 

you dont love me u just luv the feelin
rolling off a bean, bitch im awful feelin
i know you hate me but i dont believe it  
i bleed for you but u never see it

ill_never_be_enough (prod. Combination Lock)

Bitch im in this cut, with my pole and im steady aiming
Let off twenty shots, out this gun, now his brain is leakin
It feels so good i feel the rush it  feels amazing
I hear these voices in my head it feels like they're some demons

I can see, i cant hear shit the voices fuckin talking
Fuck them up, like an owner they're the dogs that ill be walking
I can only gain sum weight by sippin on sum wocky
I blast my music hella loud to drown out all the talking


pourmore (prod.drugl1nk)

I get embarrassed when you look at my face
and i wanna get outta here i wanna leave this place
i just cannot stand this shit, im a fucking disgrace
im wishin that these pills are all fuckin laced

Perc$ice
---
im not enough for you but thats alright
im slashin at my wrist, someone take my knife
i hate myself more n more every night
you abused me n i wanted to die

Clozapine
---
I cannot take it when you look at me
I cut straight through bedrock, dont watch bleed
Where the fuck were yall, when you were what i need
I cannot take this shit any longer please

I get embarrassed when you look at my face
And i wanna get outta here i wanna leave this place
I just cannot stand this shit, im a fucking disgrace
I'm wishin that these pills are all fuckin laced


dontlookatmyface (prod. gjc)

Для меня твардовский - клоун

Сюрреал из сюрреала - нет
Соцреал из сюрреала
Коль остался, то соси
Непричастные к движению
Гюисманса в две ноздри
Где поэты - я не знаю
Кувыркаясь, вносим жертву
2 рубля - отдаться крану
Может, вытянул игрушку
Может, вытянул себя же
Инклюзивные игрушки
Нос болит, я вас не знаю
Никого ничему

Фет, фон, фен
Кет, фон, фен
Марафон идей

для меня твардовский - клоун [prod. by vizzyside]

This is my last composition, I'm taking euthanasia tomorrow

Хочу убить себя (Gаyлиевая версия FEAT. MEICHCHARA)

Smile триединый славянский твинкоХор FEAT MEICHCHARA

Гелиевые воспоминания в предсмертной агонии Хор FUTA MEICHCHARA

#corekult #hinatecore
I WANT TO COME OUT BLEEDING AND MY UPPER CHEST FILLED TO THE BRIM WITH CUTS

lyrics:

DRAG MY CHAIN THRU DA FIRE x4

IMMA SKIN U LIKE A LEOPARD X4

DRAGMYHEADTHROUGHGLASS (BLOODGONECOLDFM66.6)

links on me:
youtube: www.youtube.com/@DjHxshikx
telegram: t.me/DjHxshikx

45, 46 (prod. Dj Hxshikx)

Silk Road Posse
disc - warne_d
i hope my bro gets better

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