I thought for the release of Episode 5 I would at least do something.
Welcome To The Crew, Idiot (ITSO s3)
Original by Gooseworx

Made in FL Studio

Welcome To The Island, Idiot

What they should've done in the 1953 adaptation
Original by Gooseworx

Made in FL Studio

Intermission time (ITSO s1)

Your New Home - Don't Hug Me I'm Digital

Got It Maid (Jax - The Amazing Digital Circus)

Huge Shout-Out to my friends Tara, Brennan, and Bryan for helping to give me the help and confidence to finally put this one out~

I've been taking a break from DJing over the past couple years, so I haven't had the chance to upload any new DJ mixes in that time. However, I've still been coming up with DJ set ideas since Ohayocon 2023, and I decided to put all of them together in this two hour multigenre audio journey for your ears!

I actually put together the first iteration of this set for the charity music stream Hydration Station 2025 all the way back in March, but I let my perfectionism take over for a while as I compulsively began to make changes to the set over and over and over again. It was like a voice in the back of my head kept telling me "this isn't good enough, it's sloppy, there are flaws everywhere" - it was a toxic perfectionism that had taken hold of a lot of my life and unfortunately bled into my passion for music and DJing too.

Fortunately, I've finally reached a point both with the set and in my life where I still hear what I perceive to be mistakes but don't really care anymore. So, here's the full mix in all of its beautiful, imperfect glory. Enjoy!!!

Mesmerist - 2023-2025 Catch-Up Mix

Back online... :3

LYRICS:
They say watch this
Put this shit inside the carpet cause theyre dumb shit
its 2025 and I just needa lock in
too many ppl in my life that be stuck in
maybe thats my paranoia in a closet
mindless like a bop it
why do all these ppl that don't like me have a plate to tell me stop it?
type of person that'll wanna see me in the carpet
shove me like a hair down the drain leaky faucet 

I got shit I needa 'dress I'm not an honor
I think its cause everyone around me is just toxic
I can't die for any of my homies, not my slaughter
I swear I'm not selfish can you please just switch the topic
Thats the reason why I always think that I'm the problem
That shit is not consequential I could never solve em
I can't find my life this
I don't really like that
Sometimes I just gotta deal with stuff that they don't like back

So I said my bad
I don't really mind that
I could do it your way and I don't wanna decide that
I could switch my personality I bet they want that
Give them what they want and not what you want cause they want that
Sometimes when I talk to people I don't think I am Bats
I know I'm not sorry but I'm sorry that was my bad
Gotta stay past that, I know that they're all mad
That was never my intention now I am sad :(

They say watch this
Put this shit inside the carpet cause theyre dumb shit
its 2025 and I just needto lock in
too many ppl in my life that be stuck in
maybe thats my paranoia in a closet
mindless like a bop it
why do all these ppl that don't like me have a plate to tell me stop it?
type of person that'll wanna see me in the carpet
shove me like a hair down the drain leaky faucet

igettakenadventageoften (prod. ohbats)

[Verse 1]
Siren blaring in a dead-end hall
Somebody tripped and I’m here for the fall
Not the hero — I’m the one who grins
When the plan backfires and the fire wins
Skip the speeches, they all sound the same
I’m just here to wreck the game
If it’s neat, I’ll kick it sideways
Light the fuse and watch it blaze

[Pre-Chorus]
If it’s strange, I’m in for the thrill
If it’s flat, I’m ready to kill
Keep your comfort, I’m chasing the spark
Laughing loud when it all falls apart

[Chorus]
Clock out or burn out — your choice, make it fast
The fuse is lit, let’s see if it lasts
Push me to the edge, I’ll drop the machine
Chaos tastes better than keeping it clean
Clock out or burn out — no middle ground here
You want safe? Then disappear

[Verse 2]
Compliments rot if you hand them each day
So I’ll break the pattern, toss it away
Ooh, I like when the claws come out
When you’re bleeding pride, I’ve got no doubt
Crank the volume ‘til the windows shake
Turn a calm night into an earthquake
If it’s smooth, I’ll rough it up
If it’s full, I’ll spill the cup

[Pre-Chorus]
If it’s strange, I’m in for the thrill
If it’s flat, I’m ready to kill
Keep your comfort, I’m chasing the spark
Laughing loud when it all falls apart

[Chorus]
Clock out or burn out — your choice, make it fast
The fuse is lit, let’s see if it lasts
Push me to the edge, I’ll drop the machine
Chaos tastes better than keeping it clean
Clock out or burn out — no middle ground here
You want safe? Then disappear

[Bridge]
Step back or get swallowed whole
I’ll chew the brakes and spit out control
If the floor gives way, I’m diving through
And dragging the wreck right down with you
Every scream’s just fuel to spend
We don’t slow — we don’t pretend

[Final Chorus]
Clock out or burn out — the countdown’s begun
The switch is flipped, and I’m loading the gun
Push me to the edge, I’ll torch the routine
Chaos tastes better than keeping it clean
Clock out or burn out — no middle ground here
No middle ground… now disappear

[Outro]
Clock out or burn out…
Make it loud.
Or don’t bother at all.

Clock Out or Burn Out - Jax Song (The Amazing Digital Circus)

[Verse 1]
Every door I try to open
Leads me to the same dead end
Promises feel like they’re choking
But I still pretend
Pressure in my chest keeps climbing
Walls are closing in too fast
Chasing something I can’t find
But I can’t turn back

[Pre-Chorus]
I’ve been hit, I’ve been broken, I’ve been spun around
But the fire in my gut won’t let me drown

[Chorus]
Through the pressure, I’m still breathing
Every crack just makes me fight
Though my grip is barely holding
I’ll push harder through the night
If my mind starts coming apart
I’ll outlast the dark inside my heart

[Verse 2]
All the noise is getting louder
Voices I can’t shut away
They remind me of the coward
That I was yesterday
If I let the fear take over
I’ll forget what makes me real
And the damage will grow colder
Till there’s nothing left to feel

[Pre-Chorus]
I’ve been hit, I’ve been broken, I’ve been spun around
But the fire in my gut won’t let me drown

[Chorus]
Through the pressure, I’m still breathing
Every crack just makes me fight
Though my grip is barely holding
I’ll push harder through the night
If my mind starts coming apart
I’ll outlast the dark inside my heart

[Bridge]
Even when the ground keeps shaking
Even when my pulse runs dry
I refuse to be mistaken
For the one who won’t survive

[Chorus]
Through the pressure, I’m still breathing
Every crack just makes me fight
Though my grip is barely holding
I’ll push harder through the night
If my mind starts coming apart
I’ll outlast the dark inside my heart

[Outro]
Through the pressure, I’m still breathing
Through the pressure, I’m still breathing

Through the Pressure - Ragatha Song (The Amazing Digital Circus)

I really like that scene from Episode 6 so why not make this..

Made in FL Studio

Super Mario All-Stars Music - SMB1 Underwater (Bell Mix)

I literally just ripped this from the episode so I could listen to it over and over ^_^

Jax and Pomni singing daisy bell ! - audio from TADC

Who says you have to live subject to endless suffering?

There is no way people are genuinely trying to pick fights with me in comment sections that are almost a year or so old PLEASE be fr I am not worth your time 💔

Hi there, Im Burg/William! I ended up getting rid of my big ahh bio because im tired of it being outdated and such, plus im kind of inactive on here, sorry gangalicous

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DJ/VJ/Music Producer. EDM's Anime Protagonist. They/She/He. 

DJed at Youmacon 2016, 2017, 2018, & 2019. DJed at Matsuricon 2018 & 2019. Headlined Colossalcon 2019 as a DJ/VJ. 

Co-Leader of Drink Water Squad

I arranged either video game OST or train stuff

Usually done in FL Studio

New tracks tagged #Tadc