What can I say other than I absolutely adore you.. 
You seem to be on my mind through all hours of the day and night and I can’t seem to get enough. 
I’m always on edge waiting for your next snap or text, 
or I’m always asking to hang out or go to dinner with you. 
I love how when we are together you look at me so honestly, 
with full attention and eye contact 
and I can’t help but get lost in the vastness of your somber glaze within your blue iris’.

VERSE 1:
Hey girl I noticed you want me
But you don’t wanna think about it
I pulled you close and you stopped me
Didn’t think that I would be about it

You said you wont behave
	Maybe I dont want you to
My heart’s become enslaved
	‘Cus baby I want you too
							—I want you toooooo~

[CHORUS?]
Hand hearts and peace signs
I want you to be mine
Baby I know that you need time
Anything you want I hope you take it [take it] take it [take it]

Hand hearts and peace signs
I fell hard; I’ll be fine
‘Cus I gave you all my-
Heart. Do you wanna take it [take it] (or) break it [break it]

hand hearts//peace signs

[CHORUS]

Right here by your side
Doesn’t matter day or night
I would always treat you right
Faced with demons I would fight

For you
		Right here
				For you
						Right here
								For you
										Right here
												For you 
														Right here for you; for you.

VERSE 1:

How am I supposed to dream, if I am wide awake?
‘Cus I get caught up in all the words that you have to say
I know you hold your blame, It can’t be all your fault
You keep your secrets guarded in your heart like its a vault

I’m right here by your side for you
I’ll be the light for you
Wear a suit and tie would you give me some of your time
I would love to explore your mind
Maybe relax and unwind with you
I would never lie to you
In me you could confide cus I’m—

[CHORUS]

Right here by your side
Doesn’t matter day or night
I would always treat you right
Faced with demons I would fight

For you
		Right here
				For you
						Right here
								For you
										Right here
												For you 
														Right here for you; for you.


VERSE 2:
I want to kiss you but you use your arms to separate
Keep us apart, But you’ll hold me close with your embrace
	—You start to rub me down, I know you feel me now—
You want to love me yet you force yourself to hesitate

It makes me want to cry, when I see what’s in your eyes
True emotions try to hide, and the fear you try to fight
Darkened pasts that we despise, open wounds we’ll cauterize
From the ashes we’ll arise, as our hearts are intertwined cus I’m


[CHORUS]

Right here by your side
Doesn’t matter day or night
I would always treat you right
Faced with demons I would fight

For you
		Right here
				For you
						Right here
								For you
										Right here
												For you 
														Right here for you; for you.

right here//for you

[CHORUS]
It really only ever took an instance 
And now it feels like you’ve grown distant
Maybe I should be a little less persistent
‘Cus it seems to be I only build resistance

And now there’s friction
All because I wanted to be kissin’-
-you, I even tried to ask you for permission
But I just made you question your decisions


VERSE 1:
You say there’s nothing wrong with me but you won’t take my hand
You start to fall apart with me but I don’t understand
How it seems to me you want me more than I could comprehend
Yet you try to stay away from me like I should be condemned  

I asked you for the truth you said you “want to be alone”
That hurt me like a bruise into the fibers of my bones
Still- I don’t think it’s true, there wasn’t earnest in your tone
Yet, here I am alone..

[CHORUS]
It really only ever took an instance 
And now it feels like you’ve grown distant
Maybe I should be a little less persistent
‘Cus it seems to be I only build resistance

And now there’s friction
All because I wanted to be kissin’-
-you, I even tried to ask you for permission
But I just made you question your decisions

[CHORUS]
It really only ever took an instance 
And now it feels like you’ve grown distant
Maybe I should be a little less persistent
‘Cus it seems to be I only build resistance

And now there’s friction
All because I wanted to be kissin’-
-you, I even tried to ask you for permission
But I just made you question your decisions

VERSE 2:
What I got to give to you to make you take a chance?
You’re scared to pull me back and forth but I can hold my stance
I would wait a while to develop a romance
Yet the way you make it seem is like I never had a chance

Fuck me up, I’m fucking up, I’m feeling like an idiot
All because the messages I send to this recipient
Are stuffed into a box and locked away and not return ’til-
A winter’s eve with gasoline so we can let them burn

I could walk the galaxy on the ashes in the sky
And I’d be feeling better if you were here with me tonight
So, tell me you don’t like me when you look into my eyes
‘Cus I don’t think you can, I don’t believe you like to lie

I asked you for the truth you said you “want to be alone”
That hurt me like a bruise into the fibers of my bones
Still- I don’t think it’s true, there wasn’t earnest in your tone
Yet, here I am alone..

[CHORUS]
It really only ever took an instance 
And now it feels like you’ve grown distant
Maybe I should be a little less persistent
‘Cus it seems to be I only build resistance

And now there’s friction
All because I wanted to be kissin’-
-you, I even tried to ask you for permission
But I just made you question your decisions

kissin//distance

lyrics:

I went to order venti’s but I vented bout myself
To the girl I want to love me, cus I thought that it would help
Well it hurt but that’s okay, I’m here to boost my mental health
But its hard to disregard all those feelings that I felt

I’m just trying to see the bigger picture with the hand I’m dealt
And you began to shuffle when our hearts began to melt
So with these spades I dig my grave and pull a clover out the veldt
Just so you can put me in a box and place me on the shelf

I lack a .45 so I don’t go and paint the walls with misery
All those suicides were brutal, you don’t know what they did to me
How can I thank god If I don’t think that he believes in me
I curse the word “alive” because I don’t think that I’m supposed to be

I thank my brother Bout, he’s the reason I’m still breathing
Gotta thank my sister Jenna, cus she gives my life its meaning
And I’m searching for some clarity, but all these thoughts are screaming
Cus I never figured out if I’m an angel or a demon

In any given season I can swear that I’ve been both
Or I walk the in//between like its a plank beside a boat
I’d rather build our castle than be digging out a moat
Please don’t sink what hasn’t started ‘fore it has the chance to float



Crumbled over coffee, yet I yearn for conversation	
Even though you plainly told me you’re not ready for relations
As I sit there trying to figure out: what’s our situation?
I can’t help but start to notice that my mind becomes elated

With everything that we are saying, I’m just glad to be involved
We talk about our problems that we hope we can resolve
And every time I’m talking with you, I can feel myself evolve
Into a better person, I just hope “we” don’t dissolve

Like the salt into the water or the vapor in the air
Every time you step into the room I have to stop and stare
Not just glare, you can see it in my eyes I truly care
I just wish you’d take my hand like we were living on a prayer

Bon Jovi, Mama told me, that I gotta old soul
You can hear me pour it out in all the messages I wrote
Or when I bang that Rock & Roll, my chest contains a hole
Arrancar, I’m torn apart, I guess I’m reaping what I sew.

venti//iced latte

lyrics:

I’ve been dragging my body through this hell
And my brain couldn’t tell (that) you had it under a spell…
… That it’s okay to just give up and die. No I don’t feel alright
Filled my thoughts with suicide, (I) couldn’t even try and write

How I really feel inside (be)cause you like how I feel inside…
YOU like how I feel beside you every single fucking night 
Lost my love and tried to fight.. only to believe the lie
That you’d do better, you’d be fine.. Now it’s all just wasted time.


[CHORUS]
You said that I broke your heart.. Well I’M Broken, and it’s all because of you


You pulled my heart apart inside apartments at the flowing wells
A HEART that’s made of GOLD, You painted BLACK so you could show and tell
All your friends about us like it’s something from a Fairytale
But you followed the witch and now I’m gone, so here is my farewell

BYE, I don’t wanna do this; I don’t wanna lie
I’m not gonna tell you how to live your life
I’m NOT gonna sit here and just watch you die
(You) Wanna turn into your mother then girl that’s fine

Mold and Decay, Ima start growing now that there is space
Don’t waste emotions or motives on things that are spoken
YOU are the reason that your heart is broken.

[CHORUS]
You said that I broke your heart.. Well I’M Broken, and it’s all because of you

bro//ken

it's the first chapter in a whole new book 
in//between

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