Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/6CKbYYOrgXO3v4EOQf3Gvf?si=CjLxpVZJRTCBv6-cUJ_THA&context=spotify%3Aalbum%3A1zsuMYL6oJzObQOkU5LeY6

Apple Music: https://music.apple.com/us/album/fade/1757105945?i=1757105947

Bandcamp: https://theendatlast.bandcamp.com/album/the-end-at-last

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Lyrics:

Verse 1:
Piercing stares that pass right through me
Silently judging all that I am
In and out with focused breaths 
I remind myself to keep my composure
But this divide growing between us Is bigger than you and me
Reduced to the town pariah, Is it all I’ll ever be?

Bridge/Chorus:
Alone and empty, escaping the pain
Turning to vices and bathing in shame
A body so numb and a mind all the same
Desperate to fade away

Verse 2:
Did you ever care or did I make that up?
Was I just convincing myself that was love?
Cause it was real to me, but I’m good at creating a false reality
I shouldn’t expect you to understand
When I don’t even recognize who I am
But isn’t this what you want?
To understand what’s in my head for once?
No, it’s never enough

Chorus:
Alone and empty, escaping the pain
Turning to vices and bathing in shame
A body so numb and a mind all the same
Desperate to fade
Desperate to

Breakdown:
It’s in the back of my head
The churning pit in my stomach It all goes left unsaid
But I feel it (I FEEL IT)
I keep on moving in circles
Cause it’s the path I know
Hanging on every word
Yeah I hope you fucking choke
Gag
Your judgment cuts right through
The tension filling the room
But I have nothing to prove
(I’LL NEVER BE QUITE ENOUGH FOR YOU)

Outro:
Cold and broken
My lungs are empty
And I know that you will forget me
Cold and broken
Just forget me
Just forget me

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Credits:
Vocals - Parker Buhrman
Guitar - Alex Watson
Bass - Nate VanBuskirk
Drums - Christian Enochs

Production & Mixing - Nate VanBuskirk
Mastering - Marvin of Tide Studio London

The End At Last

Fade

Stream: https://ffm.to/dj3bmzd?fbclid=IwY2xjawEsLpVleHRuA2FlbQIxMAABHUNglsIsnep2_zRAmIjsAzogy_qunCUqmJG31VSnbkI-gsX7sADykmBnMA_aem_GgJq-KIuzm_VdAmIjq9b3g

Bandcamp: https://theendatlast.bandcamp.com/album/the-end-at-last

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Lyrics:

Intro:
Yeah
And as I blend into the background
Sinking into the depths
Grasping at
A nonexistent hope for what’s left
The pain of the separation
Cuts deeper than any blade
Rediscovering how to hurt
As I know
The purpose for what I was made

Verse 1:
Just a static station
Failed attempts at communication
Twisting the dial while patiently listening
Searching the wavelengths
For (CLARITY IN EVERYTHING)
Bury me in an eternity of discontent
Turn me into a bittersweet memory
And bring us to an end
So we can be free to suffer all over again

Chorus:
When I speak to you
I feel the effects of my lies
And when I look on through
I see the hurt in your eyes
But as soon as these feelings subside
I realize, a life spent by your side
Feels like, watching the paint dry

Verse 2:
Under crushing weight of the guilt
That I am the reason for every failure
Leave it all up to me
To spread that hate around in eruptions of anger
And endless selfishness
Putting myself high above everything
You were always deserving
Of an equal partner that (I COULD NEVER BE)

Verse 3:
But let’s stop beating around it
I’m not the only imperfect one in this
I’ve grown sick of the crippling judgment
And belief that you are (SOMEHOW ABOVE ME)
So let’s climb this ladder together
I’ll push you from the highest rung
As your body flails in helplessness
You can finally empty your lungs

Chorus:
When I speak to you
I feel the effects of my lies
And when I look on through
I see the hurt in your eyes
But as soon as these feelings subside
I realize, a life spent by your side
Feels like, watching the paint dry

Pre-Breakdown:
Bite your tongue
Right your wrongs
You scream these words to me
But the man that you need me to be
I have strayed from

Breakdown:
All alone
(DESOLATION)
Nothing Left to give
All out of patience
Lower me into a destination
One in which I can never escape from
Reaching out desperately
But we’re both afraid
Of the man that I’ve become

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Credits:
Vocals - Parker Buhrman
Guitar - Alex Watson
Bass - Nate VanBuskirk
Drums - Christian Enochs

Production & Mixing - Nate VanBuskirk
Mastering - Marvin of Tide Studio London

Disconnect

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/2SWUTax6ljnfFkDh7dhvuF?si=af26facbe21e4d3a

Apple Music:

Bandcamp: https://theendatlast.bandcamp.com/album/the-end-at-last

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Lyrics:

Intro:
You wanna see inside the mind of the patient? 
Interrogating, but I promise you couldn’t take it 

Verse 1: 
Ask me the question 
And you’re just another voice 
Perpetual struggle 
With how to drown the noise 
Residing in bedlam 
Desperate to feel alone 
Unceasing state of unrest 
Compromised consciousness 
Disorder feels like home 

Chorus: 
The scales are tipping in my head 
I stand unaware of whose favor they’re in 
I’ve grown tired of this conversation 
(SO DONE WITH YOUR OPINION) 
Tell me, what’s my diagnosis? 
Do you believe that I’m your patient? 

Verse 2: 
What are the symptoms of my condition? 
Have you sufficiently evaluated my cognition? 
If I told you everything, would you listen? 
What’s your take on my disposition? 
Should I put an end to this misery? 

Chorus: 
The scales are tipping in my head 
I stand unaware of whose favor they’re in 
I’ve grown tired of this conversation 
(SO DONE WITH YOUR OPINION) 
Tell me, what’s my diagnosis? 
Do you believe that I’m your patient? 

Bridge: 
Do you believe that I’m your patient? 
(Is that what you believe?) 
Do you believe that I’m your patient? 
(Is that what you want me to be?) 
Do you believe that I’m your patient? 
(Is that what you believe?) 
Do you believe that I’m your patient? 
IS THAT WHAT YOU WANT ME TO BE? 

Breakdown: 
Fuck your diagnosis 

Chorus: 
The scales are tipping in my head 
I stand unaware of whose favor they’re in 
I’ve grown tired of this conversation 
(SO DONE WITH YOUR FUCKING OPINION) 
Tell me, what’s my diagnosis? 
Do you believe that I’m your...

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Credits:
Vocals - Parker Buhrman
Guitar - Alex Watson
Bass - Nate VanBuskirk
Drums - Christian Enochs

Production & Mixing - Nate VanBuskirk
Mastering - Marvin of Tide Studio London

Patient Mind

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/2U4gzO3fcAQ8bzHpB8yWiw?si=070f93a62bd8445d

Apple Music:

Bandcamp: https://theendatlast.bandcamp.com/album/the-end-at-last

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Lyrics:

Verse 1:
Do you fear the end of your time? 
Clocks Tick, Days Slip, 
Can’t embrace the present moment 
Do you fear the loss of your mind? 
Thoughts blend, broken, hazy torment 
Bodies will break and 
Our hearts will not ache and 
The work is opaque 
To a future still unseen 
When you’re down in the grave 
No clear thoughts will remain 
No reflections sustain 
Any semblance of who you were 
Disconnect and Fade 
Disconnect and Fade 

Bridge:
Breathe I often wonder how I’ve conducted my life 
Have I done enough with my time? 
Have I done right by those around me? 
Did I ever find any higher purpose? 
Our time here is quickly expiring 
Every day I remind myself of this fact 
That it’s later than we think 
And I feel the end approaching 

Verse 2:
The clock’s cruel hands Keep passing me by 
Our curtains will close 
And we all will die 
So make the most 
Don’t squander your time 
And feel your life In your heartbeats’ chime 

Bridge 2:
I feel the end approaching 
There’s nothing more to be done 
Desperation can’t hold this any longer 
I fear the end has come 

Breakdown:
The End At Last 
The End At Last 
The End At Last 
The 
End. At. Last. 
End. At. Last. 
End. At. Last. 
End. At. 

Is this it? The End At L-

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Credits:
Vocals - Parker Buhrman
Guitar - Alex Watson
Bass - Nate VanBuskirk
Drums - Christian Enochs

Production & Mixing - Nate VanBuskirk
Mastering - Marvin of Tide Studio London

Contact: TheEndAtLastOH@gmail.com

Poised to break into the Ohio Metalcore scene, The End At Last is nearing the release of their debut, self-titled EP. Created by Parker Buhrman, Nate VanBuskirk, Alex Watson, and Christian Enochs, the Dayton, Ohio four-piece have spent most of their years as solo bedroom musicians, now brought together as a collective.

With influences such as Varials, Kublai Khan TX, and Harms Way, The End At Last's low-tuned guitars, electronic elements, and punishing vocal delivery create a powerful, groove-like atmosphere. On the cusp of their first release, they look to further cultivate this dynamic sound and develop their niche in future releases.

Parker Buhrman - Vocals
Alex Watson - Guitar
Nate VanBuskirk - Bass /  Production / Mixing
Christian Enochs - Drums

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