lyrics:
everyone thinks im stupid
but i just wanna be normal

i guess youll never see me
how i see myself
cuz im so fucking done
i cant do simple things
and i mess up again and again
and you keep yelling at me
and i cant keep up

i cant get you out my head
i know you want me dead
i miss you and im always so sad
i know in the end ill be alone again
im so fucked up
i cant help myself
I wanna get fucking help
but i cant bring myself to it
i know you think its simple
i know i wanna slit my wrists
and die but not alone.

i dont know what im doing
im so lonely
and im dying
but i dont know what i can do
and i cant help myself
im a fucking fool



i dont think like other people do

soo… this is the remastered version of “i’m tired of u” and i think that this one is wayyy better
ps: in this version, the cuss words aren’t censured, so that’s why i put a parental advisory explicit content on the cover of the single

anyways, hope u like it

ig: @siq_official_

i’m tired of u

Wrote this about a year ago, finally decided to finish it.

Permit

Lemme Be Real [Remastered]

Damn

моя агрессия и усталость - это звук
окей продолжи

УСТАЛОСТЬ//АГРЕССИЯ

I recorded Jacqueline Tay’s sound baths at her apartment in Sengkang, the northeast part of Singapore. Her living room had no furniture save a dining table and 5 gongs. She mainly plays planetary gongs has an array of mallets and silicone mallets rain stick, and conch shell.

Our first session was a warm-up for the general audience. She blessed her gongs with ocean sounds from a conch shell before announcing the beginning of the session with a loud call that resonated the gongs. She slowly emerges from silence with a large friction mallet waking up the gongs one by one before she begins release their vocal spirits. The smaller friction mallets created higher, human-like voices. This session was dark and moving, with ominous swells swallowing and swirling us around its tumultuous sea. Until, in an instant, everything stops and we can finally take a breath. The sea disappears and we find ourselves back on land as she turns the rain stick and plays the chime harp.

https://insig.ht/HsW3pM1eNSb


Insight Timer

Sound Bath Sessions 076: Jacqueline Tay

𝐏𝐡𝐢𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐨𝐩𝐡𝐢𝐜𝐚𝐥 𝐓𝐢𝐫𝐞𝐝 𝐆𝐲𝐦

𝐏𝐡𝐢𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐨𝐩𝐡𝐢𝐜𝐚𝐥 𝐓𝐢𝐫𝐞𝐝 𝐆𝐲𝐦 Zodd fight and Guts...

Thram

Cry__YuWee_Cover

I Need More Time is about living fast, feeling drained, and trying to hold everything together while the hours keep slipping away.

The track reflects the constant tension between needing space and craving connection, between moving forward and feeling permanently exhausted.

Driven by a fast Drum & Bass rhythm, the energy contrasts with the emotional weight underneath — the pressure, the guilt, and the feeling of never having enough time for anything, or anyone.

Fast on the outside. Heavy on the inside.

I need more Time

3. LOST MY MIND (Feat. 레네플온) (Prod. Zrome)

[ Credit ]
Lyrics by billuke, RanAePron_12
Composed by Zrome
Arranged, Mix & Mastered by billuke

[ Lyrics ]
넌 잘 되어가는 형, 동생들을 보며
대체 넌 뭘하고있는질 생각해봤니,
그래 인지하지, 잘못됐다는 것도 난 사실
근데 그걸 바꿀 생각을 안하니 just kill it
이것부터 녹음하고 바로 작업해
이젠 그닥 원하지않던 냄새가 여기, 비린내
삶의 목표도 사라진 내가 더이상 뭘 원해
어디로 가야될질 모르겠는게 biggest, babe

느끼고 있나봐 열등감 like L1woo, baby I’m dangerous
널 지키겠다고 다짐했지만 먼저 떠났어 manace
어쩌면 존재보다는 그 행동이 문젤까 say it
몰라 모든게 힘들어져, 또 날 버리게 될 그 내일이
어떻게 해야, 빠져나올 수 있을까 이 굴레속
Baby 난 고여있어, 나올 수 없는 굴레속
익숙해져있어 생김새 깊은 굴레속
어떻게 해야, 빠져나올 수 있을까 pools, let it go

Purple, shawty everything’s purple
같은 p로 start with, but baby I’m not perfect though
하지만 u chosen 동시에 u leave it
알고있어 얼마나 힘들었을진 understandable

넌 잘 되어가는 형, 동생들을 보며
대체 넌 뭘하고있는질 생각해봤니,
그래 인지하지, 잘못됐다는 것도 난 사실
근데 그걸 바꿀 생각을 안하니 just kill it
이것부터 녹음하고 바로 작업해
이젠 그닥 원하지않던 냄새가 여기, 비린내
삶의 목표도 사라진 내가 더이상 뭘 원해
어디로 가야될질 모르겠는게 biggest, babe

니네는 진짜 잘나가자나 임마
니네처럼 되고싶은데 역부족인 나
힘들어도 자책하면 좀 나아지네 기분이
나처럼 되기싫음 받아 부자들 기부나
많이 힘든거 알면서 이길을 선택해
재능충 많은거 알면서 포기를 못해
노력을 하지만 내 실력 안키워지네
남들 성공할때 6년 연습하고 집가네

나는 가만히 있을건데 세상이 자꾸
나를 끌고가 쉴틈없이 지쳤는데
나를 좋아하는 애도 없는거 같은데
나만 이꼴인거지 너는 잘나가자나

넌 잘 되어가는 형, 동생들을 보며
대체 넌 뭘하고있는질 생각해봤니,
그래 인지하지, 잘못됐다는 것도 난 사실
근데 그걸 바꿀 생각을 안하니 just kill it
이것부터 녹음하고 바로 작업해
이젠 그닥 원하지않던 냄새가 여기, 비린내
삶의 목표도 사라진 내가 더이상 뭘 원해
어디로 가야될질 모르겠는게 biggest, babe

LOST MY MIND (Feat. 레네플온) (Prod. Zrome)

Tired
Work, work
Tired, I'm tired, I'm tired, I'm feeling very tired
Work
I'm tired, I'm tired, I'm feeling down and deezy
No way out of the world, I'm tired, I'm tired, I'm tired
(Uhm)

Walk to be the dream that’s meant for us all
I was going to be a child and wonder all
I'm dying, I'm trying not to panic
Love again
Try to find, oh, I'm crying out

Life can be so tough, tough, tough
A danger meant to the other side
Take me to evermore
If you want to take on forevermore

ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh

Tired
Work, work

Tired

Почему?

tired of it

TIERODDE

tommy x @sewerperson reunion

Booted up don’t take no shit from no one
I can’t cuff the bitch she going 
If I get paper I’m gone show it yeah
I’m not just gone up for none
Bro got spooked and tried to run 
They put that beam on his body
That’s why I can’t show no love to anybody 
If I’m tired tired
Tell me if you’d stay for a while
I don’t wanna let you go
And I don’t wanna leave you yet


I dont wanna leave you tired
Tired
Lately I been wired
I jam up this fronto im not getting any higher
Blood line out the forgiatos I put on the tires
Fire fire
Baby im on fire
I roll up this 3.5 im floating in this vacuum
There’s just all these hormones in the air im tryna pipe sum
Baby bend that back and look at my face it make me feel sum
Im fine pouring this drank up till the rest those fucking pills come

Booted up don’t take no shit from no one
I can’t cuff the bitch she going 
If I get paper I’m gone show it yeah
I’m not just gone up for none
Bro got spooked and tried to run 
They put that beam on his body
That’s why I can’t show no love to anybody 

Yea oh Alright
Its just me and my dawgs in this function and we spiked
I blew thru his fucking skull I dont need a green light
Hit this peace pipe yea
Me and my guys in here we drugged up bad and mean right now

TIRED ft. SEWERPERSON

Immersive sound. Authentic connection. Inspired by Asia.

Sound Bath Sessions is a curated audio platform that brings the artistry of live sound baths directly to listeners worldwide. Captured on location across Asia, each recording is an intimate, unfiltered portrait of the practice—where improvised performance meets the raw beauty of ambient sound.

More than just meditation tracks, SBS celebrates sound baths as living works of sonic art. Every session is designed to transport, whether for deep relaxation, mindful reflection, or pure listening pleasure.

By connecting local practitioners with a global audience, SBS builds a bridge between tradition and innovation, offering a catalog that is diverse, honest, and welcoming to listeners of all levels.

Discover sound baths as they truly are—alive, spontaneous, and resonant with the world around them.

https://insighttimer.com/sbsessions

тгк - riprrrtracks 

Моя музыка не пропагандирует самоубийство, и наркотики. Не призывает быть разбитыми, и находиться в ужасном состоянии.
Моя музыка - мои мысли.
И я пишу это, лишь чтобы помочь людям которые страдают.

My music doesn't promote suicide or drugs. It does not call to be broken, and to be in terrible condition.
My music is my thoughts.
And I'm writing this just to help people who are suffering.

https://t.me/riprrrtracks

#emo #emorap #emocore #darkrap #alternativehiphop #lofi

"The only way to deal with an unfree world is to become so absolutely free that your very existence is an act of rebellion,"
-Albert Camus

Spontaneous is a young up-and-coming rapper from Nova Scotia, fueled by only a deep hatred for authority figures, his peers, and the system as a whole.

my debut EP, American, out jan 2nd!!!💛☀️🌊

ig: @siq_official_
my songs are also on spotify, apple music, deezer, etc!! plz check it out there too!!

hello! i’m a 12 year old who loves pop music!!
i love making make-up stories on my mind to put into music and to turn simple things into art!!
i hope you like my songs!!

I quit / took a break from music for now this account is now my archive
and if i ever post on this as a archive its old / unreleased music from me
rip swipv
rip idel
#internetcore

I’m TÆTHAN, an artist shaping my sound through emotion, intention and craft. I write my own lyrics, build my arrangements, create my bases and produce everything on my MacBook Pro using Logic Pro and my AKAI MPK Mini MK4. I also use AI for vocals and some accompanying elements as part of my creative workflow, and I’ve become very skilled at creating prompts that translate my ideas into sound.

Being neurodivergent gives me a unique way of perceiving patterns, emotion and detail, and that perspective naturally flows into my music.

I don’t sing; I focus on composition, storytelling and production because that’s where my creativity feels the most honest. Each track begins with my own ideas and evolves through experimentation and learning.

My music is published on more than 30 platforms, and I continue growing and refining my sound with every project.

Just your average run of the mill singer, so enjoy my broken down voice.

New tracks tagged #Tired