lyrics:
everyone thinks im stupid
but i just wanna be normal

i guess youll never see me
how i see myself
cuz im so fucking done
i cant do simple things
and i mess up again and again
and you keep yelling at me
and i cant keep up

i cant get you out my head
i know you want me dead
i miss you and im always so sad
i know in the end ill be alone again
im so fucked up
i cant help myself
I wanna get fucking help
but i cant bring myself to it
i know you think its simple
i know i wanna slit my wrists
and die but not alone.

i dont know what im doing
im so lonely
and im dying
but i dont know what i can do
and i cant help myself
im a fucking fool



i dont think like other people do

soo… this is the remastered version of “i’m tired of u” and i think that this one is wayyy better
ps: in this version, the cuss words aren’t censured, so that’s why i put a parental advisory explicit content on the cover of the single

anyways, hope u like it

ig: @siq_official_

i’m tired of u

imsofuckedreally

Wrote this about a year ago, finally decided to finish it.

Motive [Remastered]

Hell And Back

North Of The Border

Permit

Lemme Be Real [Remastered]

Damn

моя агрессия и усталость - это звук
окей продолжи

УСТАЛОСТЬ//АГРЕССИЯ

I recorded Jacqueline Tay’s sound baths at her apartment in Sengkang, the northeast part of Singapore. Her living room had no furniture save a dining table and 5 gongs. She mainly plays planetary gongs has an array of mallets and silicone mallets rain stick, and conch shell.

Our first session was a warm-up for the general audience. She blessed her gongs with ocean sounds from a conch shell before announcing the beginning of the session with a loud call that resonated the gongs. She slowly emerges from silence with a large friction mallet waking up the gongs one by one before she begins release their vocal spirits. The smaller friction mallets created higher, human-like voices. This session was dark and moving, with ominous swells swallowing and swirling us around its tumultuous sea. Until, in an instant, everything stops and we can finally take a breath. The sea disappears and we find ourselves back on land as she turns the rain stick and plays the chime harp.

https://insig.ht/HsW3pM1eNSb


Insight Timer

Sound Bath Sessions 076: Jacqueline Tay

Thram

Cry__YuWee_Cover

“I Need More Time” is about living fast, feeling drained, and trying to balance everything while the hours slip away. It reflects the struggle of wanting space, wanting connection, and never having enough energy for either.

The fast Drum & Bass pace mirrors the chaos, while the emotional synths and vocals capture the pressure, the burnout, and the hope that keeps us going.

A song for anyone fighting the clock and trying to hold on to the moments that matter.

I need more Time

prod fauxf6r & 16res 
@ballinwitbalmains on ig 


fed up prod fauxf6r & 16res *thanksgiving drop*

3. LOST MY MIND (Feat. 레네플온) (Prod. Zrome)

[ Credit ]
Lyrics by billuke, RanAePron_12
Composed by Zrome
Arranged, Mix & Mastered by billuke

[ Lyrics ]
넌 잘 되어가는 형, 동생들을 보며
대체 넌 뭘하고있는질 생각해봤니,
그래 인지하지, 잘못됐다는 것도 난 사실
근데 그걸 바꿀 생각을 안하니 just kill it
이것부터 녹음하고 바로 작업해
이젠 그닥 원하지않던 냄새가 여기, 비린내
삶의 목표도 사라진 내가 더이상 뭘 원해
어디로 가야될질 모르겠는게 biggest, babe

느끼고 있나봐 열등감 like L1woo, baby I’m dangerous
널 지키겠다고 다짐했지만 먼저 떠났어 manace
어쩌면 존재보다는 그 행동이 문젤까 say it
몰라 모든게 힘들어져, 또 날 버리게 될 그 내일이
어떻게 해야, 빠져나올 수 있을까 이 굴레속
Baby 난 고여있어, 나올 수 없는 굴레속
익숙해져있어 생김새 깊은 굴레속
어떻게 해야, 빠져나올 수 있을까 pools, let it go

Purple, shawty everything’s purple
같은 p로 start with, but baby I’m not perfect though
하지만 u chosen 동시에 u leave it
알고있어 얼마나 힘들었을진 understandable

넌 잘 되어가는 형, 동생들을 보며
대체 넌 뭘하고있는질 생각해봤니,
그래 인지하지, 잘못됐다는 것도 난 사실
근데 그걸 바꿀 생각을 안하니 just kill it
이것부터 녹음하고 바로 작업해
이젠 그닥 원하지않던 냄새가 여기, 비린내
삶의 목표도 사라진 내가 더이상 뭘 원해
어디로 가야될질 모르겠는게 biggest, babe

니네는 진짜 잘나가자나 임마
니네처럼 되고싶은데 역부족인 나
힘들어도 자책하면 좀 나아지네 기분이
나처럼 되기싫음 받아 부자들 기부나
많이 힘든거 알면서 이길을 선택해
재능충 많은거 알면서 포기를 못해
노력을 하지만 내 실력 안키워지네
남들 성공할때 6년 연습하고 집가네

나는 가만히 있을건데 세상이 자꾸
나를 끌고가 쉴틈없이 지쳤는데
나를 좋아하는 애도 없는거 같은데
나만 이꼴인거지 너는 잘나가자나

넌 잘 되어가는 형, 동생들을 보며
대체 넌 뭘하고있는질 생각해봤니,
그래 인지하지, 잘못됐다는 것도 난 사실
근데 그걸 바꿀 생각을 안하니 just kill it
이것부터 녹음하고 바로 작업해
이젠 그닥 원하지않던 냄새가 여기, 비린내
삶의 목표도 사라진 내가 더이상 뭘 원해
어디로 가야될질 모르겠는게 biggest, babe

LOST MY MIND (Feat. 레네플온) (Prod. Zrome)

Project Terminated by Dark Company.
From CD 1, 'SNAFU', of the triple CD album 'A for Acronym'.

PROJECT TERMINATED
Crimson schizoid hollow man
Twenty first century airport scan
Marked flood upon the shore
Apocalyptic foreign war
Greed has come and the money’s gone
Now we pay for others' wrongs

Atlas says he’s getting tired
The trouble is he can’t be fired
More and more the souls pile on
Already things begin to go wrong
The prophecies of theosophy
Says voices shout “You’re killing me”

Let me tell you of all my fears
You got to listen so you can hear
I worry when I seem to know
More than that they say is so
Truth is thought no longer right
“Certainly” becomes “maybe”, “might”

Nostradamus said so much
Reached from history with his touch
He spoke of the end of the human race
Now it’s staring us in the face
We can no longer steer the ship
It’s gone too far to stop the trip

Lyrics by P. Greatorex January 12th 2011.
Music by G. Davies/P. Greatorex

This arrangement by Dark Company.
Copyright © 2011 D & G Music/Explicit Music.

Cover Art:
“Give It All You've Got!” by Peter Greatorex.
See: https://www.wudrecords.co.uk/artists/dark-company/original-artwork-by-peter-greatorex/original-artwork-by-peter-greatorex-gallery-2/

Performers:
‘Speedy’ Pete Greatorex – vocals
Barry Bridges – guitar
Maxx Damage – bass
Sven Stiglund – drums

Copyright ℗ 2025 Wud Records.

FUN FACTS:
* Pete bought a funny purple plastic loudhailer toy from Maplins on the way to the studio one day.
* He proclaimed, among other things, "Project Terminated!" into it a few times, on its most Daleky setting, which was tremendous fun.
* The lyrics for this song were written 12th January 2011.
* This was another of the most stand-out and immediate demo tracks.
* Zakk has not yet recorded his guitar part for this song.
* The guitar is not quite in tune, sadly.
* Barry's guitar is in standard tuning, tuned down to D standard.
* That makes the key of the song C.

See also:
https://www.wudrecords.co.uk/artists/dark-company/
https://www.wudrecords.co.uk/artists/dark-company/a-for-acronym-cd-1-snafu/
https://linktr.ee/dark.company
https://www.explicitmusic.co.uk/lyrics-information/dark-company/a-for-acronym/project-terminated

A for Acronym CD 1: SNAFU

Project Terminated

Downloads

Dark Company: Project Terminated (demo)

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Sound Bath Sessions is a curated audio platform that brings the artistry of live sound baths directly to listeners worldwide. Captured on location across Asia, each recording is an intimate, unfiltered portrait of the practice—where improvised performance meets the raw beauty of ambient sound.

More than just meditation tracks, SBS celebrates sound baths as living works of sonic art. Every session is designed to transport, whether for deep relaxation, mindful reflection, or pure listening pleasure.

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i hope you like my songs!!

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