🎵 SONG INSIGHT:
"Mistake" is a raw, emotional confession wrapped inside a late-night emo-rap flow. Drifting between numbness and regret, the track captures the breaking point where love turns predatory, and survival demands letting go. With dark ambient layers, ghosted echoes, and a broken freestyle delivery, "Mistake" strikes like a blade hidden in a heartbeat — slow, lethal, undeniable. A brutal reflection on betrayal, control, and reclaiming identity when there’s nothing left to lose."


🎶 SONG LYRICS:
[Intro]
Watchin’ shadows on my ceiling,
Tell me stay, but I’m leaving,
Bent my soul, can’t find meaning,
Just a vein, just a feeling…

[Verse 1]
Made me freeze,
You said “please,”
Broke my trust,
I can’t breathe,
Just a fix,
Just a glitch,
Just a memory I can’t ditch.

Thought you’d quit,
But you didn’t,
Laid there numb,
Still you’re winning,
Blood runs cold,
Mind keeps spinning,
Hooked on pain,
Soul keeps thinning.

[Pre-Chorus]
You said "love,"
You said "trust,"
Broke us down,
Left me dust.

[Chorus]
Can't see me in the mirror,
Cracked glass, vision unclear,
Fed my veins, made me stay,
You ain’t love, you just prey.

(Ad-lib: "You just prey… yeah, yeah…")

[Verse 2]
Walls closing in,
Breath running out,
Lungs on fire,
Heart full of doubt.

Asked if I’m good,
Nah, I’m lost,
Trapped in your law,
Counting the cost.

Knew you lied,
Knew I died,
Inside.

[Bridge]
Took my name,
Took my breath,
Took my fight,
Left me death.

Just a mistake,
Just a-
Just a fuckin’ mistake.

[Chorus]
Can't see me in the mirror,
Cracked glass, vision unclear,
Fed my veins, made me stay,
You ain’t love, you just prey.

(Echoed ad-lib: "You just prey… you just prey…")

[Outro]
Just a memory,
Just a vein,
Just a ghost in the rain…

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Mistake

🎧 Song Insight: Hollow Static
"Static" is a grunge-drenched memory collapse—built on distortion, shadow, and the residue of betrayal. The track opens in a haze of stereo static and slips into a body haunted by the weight of untold stories. What begins as fragmented remembrance ends in a stark emotional void. The glitch-laced visuals of JNCO denim, fading friendships, and phantom shadows evoke a time that feels frozen and disintegrating at once. It’s not just about what was done... it’s about what was stolen.

🎙️ Lyrics: Hollow Static
Verse 1
Memories flow...
...from graves
Flashing back—
they bleed through
in stereo static...

Verse 2
it's these moments
Trapped inside
My body holds memory
In this skin you took—

Bridge
Tightening—I feel the pull
Something takes hold
curls inside...
parts of me fell—
shedding layers of a heart you never held

Pre-Chorus
Peeling back layers you stole
Stealing light—you tried to take my soul
Killing the person I knew

Chorus
I just wanted something
To hold...
Something I owned
A recollection, a fleeting dream
Anything... a happy thought

Chorus: Refrain Variant
Drained by your lies
Buried by secrets unearthed
Pain dripping, killing me
Just another victim you scream

Outro
.....hollow .......hollow.........

🧠 Artist Reflection
I wrote Hollow Static at a time when my memories felt like corrupted files—playing out in fragments I didn’t choose. The emotional abuse didn’t leave bruises. It left echoes. Some moments never felt real, and others never stopped replaying. This song isn’t structured for comfort—it’s meant to bleed in pieces, like I did. The static isn’t just sound. It’s the interference left behind after someone’s voice has been in your head too long.

🌐 About 4Me2BeFree
4Me2BeFree is more than a project—it’s a reclamation of self through sound. We build audio relics from grief, heartbreak, and recovery, blending nostalgic textures with raw emotional storytelling. Every track is a step out of silence.

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Static

🩸 Song Insight – If I Could Be There 4 You
This song was born in a moment of ignorance...
 when I thought love alone could fix someone.
 When I thought I had to try, no matter what it cost me.
 It felt like my job was to save him—even as I was drowning too.
I wrote this when I still believed he was just “troubled,”
 not realizing the version of him I loved never really existed—
 only what I needed him to be.
Now, I understand something harder:
 Some people can't be saved.
 All you can do is love them from a distance...
 and sleep at night knowing you gave everything you had.
I don’t carry guilt.
 I carry grief—for who he was to me...
 not for who he really was.
Some roads you only walk once—
 and when they burn, you don’t rebuild them…
 You learn why you never go back.
— 4Me2BeFree

[Verse 1]  
Music in the air, killers on the screen  
Where was I but being used, lost, and unseen  
Started life lost, from what was meant to be  
No guide in sight, I wandered aimlessly  

[Verse 2]  
You were having a worse time, that's for sure  
But it didn’t make up for the hell you ensured  
I couldn't defend you, didn’t know your name  
Didn’t know who you were, had no way to claim  

[Chorus]  
I would have done anything, come to fight for you  
(Stand by your side, see it through)  
Stand on my own, take them down too  
(We’d make the silence break in two)  
We could have stood together, screamed your name  
(Made them all see, this ain't a game)  

[Verse 3]  
It's shitty things happened, you faced your nightmare  
No one to stand for you, it wasn’t fair  
Fighting alone, in a world unknown  
Resigning to a love, never shown  

[Verse 4]  
If I had a time machine, I’d fix what’s wrong  
Change it all, make them pay, make you strong  
I’d save you, make you whole  
So you’d be okay, free in soul  

[Chorus]  
I would have done anything, come to fight for you  
(Stand by your side, see it through)  
Stand on my own, take them down too  
(We’d make the silence break in two)  
We could have stood together, screamed your name  
(Made them all see, this ain't a game)  

[Bridge]  
If I could turn back time, I'd save us both  
Know your worth, your heart, your oath  
It's not an excuse for the things you did  
But I’d still save us, for a happier bid  

[Verse 5]  
What made us, we were broken, so different  
Yet still responsible, owning our intent  
Walking this world alone, but now we see  
We’re stronger together, just you and me  

[Final Chorus]  
I would have done anything, come to fight for you  
(Stand by your side, see it through)  
Stand on my own, take them down too  
(We’d make the silence break in two)  
We could have stood together, screamed your name  
(Made them all see, this ain't a game)  

[Outro Chorus]  
If I had a time machine, I’d change our fate  
Make things right, before it’s too late  
We’d live a life, full of happiness  
Free from the pain, in togetherness  


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If I Could Be There 4 You (Cover)

“My Little Desperado” captures the poignant story of vulnerability and the search for refuge in a harsh world. This song resonates deeply with veterans who have faced emotional battles beyond the battlefield—navigating feelings of isolation, loss, and the longing for a safe place. It speaks to the struggle of finding connection and healing when the weight of past experiences feels overwhelming. Through its heartfelt storytelling, the track offers a voice to those who carry invisible scars and honours their journey toward hope and belonging.

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My Little Desperado

Episode 5 Meet Krista Kahlo | From Pain to Purpose: Gymnastics Training Trauma to Artistic Healing

In this powerful episode,  Liliana sits down with Krista Kahlo, a former elite gymnast whose journey from intense training trauma to creative artistic expression will leave you inspired. From the highs and devastating lows of competitive gymnastics, Krista shares her deeply personal story—how the physical and emotional scars she carried led her toward a path of healing through art, resilience, and reinvention. 
Through Olympic Gymnastics Training Trauma to Artistic Healing🎙️ Resilient Now Podcast –
What you’ll hear:

🎯 Training with intensity: The rigorous demands and pressures of elite gymnastics

🌪️ Facing trauma: The emotional toll and “broken” moments that sparked change

🎨 The healing power of art: How Krista turned pain into creative purpose

🔁 Rebuilding identity: Embracing a new chapter beyond the gym

💡 Everyday resilience: Lessons that resonate far beyond athletics

Join us for an intimate, heartfelt conversation that explores the mind–body connection, the resilience born from hardship, and the transformative power of artistic healing.
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Episode 5: Meet Krista Kahlo | From Pain to Purpose: Gymnastics Training Trauma to Artistic Healing

“Cache” is the process of emotional defragmentation—releasing memories, pain, and patterns that no longer serve the story you’re becoming.

It’s not about forgetting; it’s about choosing peace over overload.
A meditative track for anyone rebuilding their emotional system, “Cache” clears space for clarity, resilience, and growth.

Part of the Emotional OS series, this is healing through code, melody, and memory.

Cache

This is not just a song. It’s a confession. A heartbeat. A breath taken after nearly giving up. Written in the aftermath of a suicide attempt, “I’m Still Here” is the sound of survival, raw, vulnerable, and painfully honest.

Every lyric was pulled from a place of deep trauma, and yet… there’s light. There’s life. It’s about what it means to keep going when everything inside says stop.

For anyone who’s ever felt invisible, misunderstood, or broken—this song is for you.

I don’t know where the road leads. But I know I’m still on it.

ADEB

Still Here

🔻 Song Insight – If a Narcissist Had a Heart
If a Narcissist Had a Heart is a cautionary nursery rhyme dressed in circus clothes. It's a satirical swing at the emotional devastation left in the wake of a narcissist—wrapped in Seuss-like rhythm, carnival sounds, and a maniacally cheerful delivery. The track juxtaposes whimsy with psychological horror, inviting listeners to laugh and flinch. Every rhyme conceals a truth; every bounce carries a bruise.

Beneath the jester’s grin is a call to survivors: you are not crazy. Narcissists are emotional illusionists—rewriting reality, charming crowds, and leaving chaos in their absence. This song offers solidarity through absurdity, exposing the cycle of manipulation with theatrical flair. Think of it as an exorcism in rhyming couplets… with a tuba.

🔻 Lyrics
[Intro – Narrator voice, cartoon tone]
If a narcissist had a heart...
He wouldn't know where to start.
He’d call the press, he’d strike a pose,
And sob on camera—God only knows.

[Verse 1]
“It’s better now! I’ve changed, I swear!”
He weeps into the velvet chair.
The news loops play him night and day—
The man who felt, then ran away.

[Verse 2]
But don’t be fooled by mournful gleam,
He edits out what’s in between.
Behind the charm and half-baked tears—
Are stolen years and gaslit fears.

[Bridge]
Through haunted woods and smoky haze,
He drains your light, rewrites your days.
Watch your kids, your keys, your mind—
Before he leaves you two steps blind.

[Verse 3]
You can wash the horse, you can feed the pig,
But this clown’s jig is his own rig.
The facts are sharp, the lies are glue—
You’ll lose yourself before he’s through.

[Chorus]
Run, run, run—don’t wait, don’t stay!
He’ll paint your soul in shades of gray.
You thought it’s love? You thought he cared?
That scream you heard? No one was there.

[Outro]
What’s in store? Chaos galore.
He’s off again—another score.
Save yourself and step aside—
You can’t fix someone who just… lied.

🔻 Personal Reflection
I wrote this with a smirk… and a scar. It started as a joke—what if Dr. Seuss wrote a survival guide for people who dated narcissists? But as the rhyme flowed, so did the rage, the grief, and the absurdity of loving someone who only loved a mirror.

There was a time when I truly believed the apologies. The “new leaf” speeches. The declarations of change. I wanted to believe them. I needed to believe them, because the alternative was facing how far I’d been manipulated.

This song is for everyone who’s ever questioned their sanity after trusting someone who wore a human mask. It's for those who made excuses for monsters because they remembered the first act. And it’s for those who survived, even if they laughed their way out of the fire.

It’s comedy, sure—but satire is truth screaming in a clown suit. And I’ve earned the right to laugh now.

🔻 4Me2BeFree
If a Narcissist Had a Heart is a bold turn in the 4Me2BeFree journey—leaning into theatrical satire without losing the emotional core. This project is about transforming raw truth into immersive soundscapes, whether that truth is beautiful, brutal, or bizarre. Every song is a scene, every lyric a spotlight.

Through comedy, darkness, and cinematic chaos, 4Me2BeFree creates songs that don’t just play—they perform. The goal? To offer catharsis for those who’ve lived through manipulation, heartbreak, and self-erasure—and to do it with rhythm, rhyme, and one hell of a grin.

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If a Narcissist Had a Heart

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ABOUT
Reject the stigmas of trauma and chronic illness by fostering queer forms of intimacy—and embracing the many ways humans can care for one another

The writer behind the popular @softcore_trauma Instagram offers a deeply personal memoir for folks seeking healing and better care

The forms of intimacy and care that we’ve been sold are woefully inadequate and problematic. In a world that treats those who are sick and traumatized as problems in need of a cure, nonbinary writer, artist, educator, and Instagram creator Margeaux Feldman offers a different story.

Trauma, which all too often manifests as chronic illness, tells us that there is something deeply wrong with the world we live in. A world that promotes individualism, fractures us from community through violence and systemic oppression, and leaves us traumatized. That is what we need to cure.

While unveiling their own lived experiences caregiving for their sick father, losing their mother, surviving sexual abuse, and grappling with their own chronic illness, Feldman provides roadmaps for embracing queer modes of care, or “hysterical intimacies,” that reject the notion that those who have been labeled sick are broken. Feldman looks at the lengthy history of branding girls, women, and femmes—and their desires—as sick, from the treatment of hysterics by Jean-Martin Charcot and Sigmund Freud in the 19th and 20th centuries. What emerges is a valiant call for rethinking the ways we seek healing.

This compelling blend of theory, personal narrative, and cultural criticism offers a path forward for reimagining the shapes and forms that intimacy, care, and interdependence can take.

A Selection from "Touch Me, I'm Sick: A Memoir in Essays"

Verse 1
Cut so deep just to feel alive
Looking for a reason, something to survive
Pain on the outside, but it’s deeper within
Try to hide the struggle, try to hide the skin
No one sees the scars that burn beneath
Just a silent war every single week
Hurting myself just to know I’m real
Trading numbness for something I can feel

Pre-Chorus
But I’m tired of the darkness, tired of the game
Tired of holding on to someone else's shame
Looking in the mirror, tired of this fight
Crying out for comfort in the late-night light

Chorus
I want to break the cycle, break these chains
Step out the shadows, let go of the pain
There’s more to my story than cuts and shame
I want to heal, I want to change
God, show me love that will never fade
Pick up the pieces, help me walk away
Breaking the cycle, learning to recover
Finding the faith to love myself over

Verse 2
Every little memory, every little scar
I carried them along, wore them in my heart
Repenting, regretting, reliving mistakes
Tired of feeling hollow, tired of what it takes
Now I’m reaching for hope, reaching for grace
Something to remind me that I’m more than this place
Every time I slip, every time I fall
I hear a little voice saying, "You can stand tall"

Pre-Chorus
It’s a slow process, but I’ll try again
Letting go of sadness, letting new days begin
Promise myself, no more hiding in pain
Promise myself, this won’t be in vain

Chorus
I want to break the cycle, break these chains
Step out the shadows, let go of the pain
There’s more to my story than cuts and shame
I want to heal, I want to change
God, show me love that will never fade
Pick up the pieces, help me walk away
Breaking the cycle, learning to recover
Finding the courage to love myself over

Bridge
I am more than my mistakes
Stronger with each breath I take
Tears are part of the journey, too
I’m worthy of love, and I want something new

Chorus/Outro
I’ll break the cycle, break the chains
Let your light in, wash away the pain
With hope in my hands, I’ll start today
Recovering, discovering, a new way
Breaking the cycle, healing the pain
Learning to live, to love again

Breaking the Cycle

My name is John. I have been a broadcaster for five years and have been writing music and poetry for twenty years. I didn’t even realize I could read and write until I discovered I have mirror-touch synesthesia. I perceive everything from right to left: my poetry, words, and compassion. My childhood was challenging, to put it mildly. However, God showed me a way to help others through the words I share. Every song I write serves as a ministry. By addressing various issues, I hope to assist those with troubled pasts find healing through my words. I am a pastor, and this is how I spread God’s message—by feeling the emotions around me and understanding the feelings of the people I encounter, because I have experienced similar struggles. God allows me to see you in ways that others cannot.

Mi Mate Music – Giving Sound to Silent Struggles

Mi Mate Music is a purpose-driven creative project transforming lived experiences into powerful, emotionally charged tracks. Founded by Dennis Weston, this initiative supports individuals—particularly war veterans living with invisible injuries such as PTSD and other mental health conditions—in expressing what too often goes unsaid.

Through music, we help broken people tell their stories in ways that are honest, raw, and empowering. These tracks are more than just songs—they are lived moments, captured in sound.

Our mission is twofold: to support healing through creative expression, and to foster greater understanding of the silent battles many veterans and others endure daily. Every lyric and every beat is crafted to inspire empathy, connection, and insight into the challenges of mental health injuries.

Whether you're navigating your own journey or seeking to understand someone else's, Mi Mate Music offers a soundtrack grounded in truth, resilience, and hope.

Your support helps us continue turning real stories into music that matters.

"If it didn’t matter, it wouldn’t hurt. Pain is the gift of knowing you’re alive."

4Me2BeFree is more than music—it’s my story, my scars, and my survival. Every song is a piece of me, a raw melody of love, heartbreak, and resilience. I blend AI-generated vocals and instruments with real emotions, turning my experiences—especially from an LGBTQ+ perspective—into something that speaks to anyone who's ever felt lost, broken, or just searching for something real.

Breakup songs? Yeah, they hit different. Music carries us through the worst of it, and every generation finds their own anthems of love, loss, and getting back up. Heartache doesn’t care about age, gender, or where you come from—music connects us all.

I make music because I’ve been there. The pain, the anger, the hope—it's all in these songs. If something here hits home for you, let it. If you feel something, let me know. That’s the connection that keeps this alive.

Meet Liliana Brown – Host of the Resilient Now Podcast

Liliana Brown is the heart and voice behind the Resilient Now Podcast — a powerful space for real conversations, healing, and hope. After overcoming her own life challenges, including growing up in foster care, navigating single motherhood, and walking the path of recovery, Liliana created this podcast as a safe and supportive platform for others.

In each episode, Liliana speaks with inspiring guests who have turned pain into purpose, sharing raw and honest stories of resilience, strength, and transformation. Whether you're going through grief, loss, trauma, or personal growth, Resilient Now is here to remind you: you are not alone.

Tune in for empowering episodes that offer wisdom, connection, and encouragement — straight from people who have walked through the fire and made it to the other side.

🎧 Listen. Heal. Grow. Only on the Resilient Now Podcast with Liliana Brown.
www.ResilientNowPodcast.com

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🎙️ Independent storyteller | 🇺🇸🇲🇽 | Voice through survival
I use AI-assisted tools to co-create some of my music, but every lyric, edit, and emotional heartbeat is mine.

All songs are legally licensed for commercial release. I rewrite, restructure, and remix every line until it reflects real life — mine, and maybe yours too.

If it helps even one person feel less alone in their frustration, grief, or journey… then it was worth creating.

🧠 Music built from survival.
🫀 Songs crafted with truth.
🤖 Powered by technology. Driven by heart.

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