This week's topics:

• Having a moral code, even if you're living a criminal life
• Notting Hill Carnival  murder
• Liam Gallagher performance at the AJ boxing
• Blink Twice movie
• Films to add to your watchlist. Including Korean films
• Improvising the words to dancehall songs
• Murder She Wrote v Bam Bam v No No No v Ring The Alarm
• Confusing one Asian for anohter
• shxtsngigs / Andrew Schulz controversy around Black women jokes
• AJ losing to Daniel Dubois
• The state of the heavyweight boxing scene
• Diddy getting arrested for allegedly being a dutty bastard
• #StavrosSays :  Cruise. [https://www.youtube.com/@jointhecruise]
food hall was gonna say, but the crown has introduced me now

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Eloquently Saying Nothing

ESN #478 : The Oily Takedown Episode

Our heroes watch a really good movie about things that are very hard to watch.

We Just Watched... Blink Twice

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Trigger Warning (ORIGINAL TUNE) | Jon Amado Music

death row (prod. jack james beats)

You need a uniform
So you won't be ignored
You are affected
And so you're accepted

Heeeeeeyyy!

So you won't be ignored, you are affected
And so you're accepted, hey

It's time that you invested in a bottle of poison
So we don't have to hear about you bitchin' and moanin'
You think you could afford a fuckin' bottle of aspirin

Boo-fuckin'-hoo, you're not the only one whose life's a piece of shit
And yet miraculously somehow we all seem to deal with it
Did anybody think that you would really seriously slit your wrists?
In fact I think that everybody thinks you're seriously full of shit

(You don't mean it)

You need a uniform
So you won't be ignored
You are affected
And so you're accepted

It's time that you invested in a bottle of poison
So we don't have to hear about you bitchin' and moanin'
You think you could afford a fucking bottle of aspirin

(You don't mean it)

You need a uniform
So you won't be ignored
You are affected
And so you're accepted

It's time that you invested in a bottle of poison
So we don't have to hear about you bitchin' and moanin'
You think you could afford a fucking bottle of aspirin

You think you're saying something relevant as you connect the dots
You never realised you have to get in line to suck a cock
You're telling me that fifty million screaming fans are never wrong
I'm telling you that fifty million screaming fans are fucking morons

(You don't mean it)

(You don't mean it)

So you're accepted (So you're accepted)
So you're accepted (So you're accepted)

Boo-fuckin'-hoo, you're not the only one whose life's a piece of shit
And yet miraculously somehow we all seem to deal with it
Did anybody think that you would really seriously slit your wrists?
In fact I think that everybody thinks you're seriously full of shit

You think you're saying something relevant as you connect the dots
You never realized you have to get in line to suck a cock
You're telling me that fifty million screaming fans are never wrong
I'm telling you that fifty million screaming fans are fucking morons

Boo-fuckin'-hoo

(You don't mean it)

You're not the only one whose life's a piece of shit
And yet miraculously somehow we all seem to deal with it
Did anybody think that you would really seriously slit your wrists?
I'm telling you that I think that everybody thinks you're seriously full of shit

You think you're saying something relevant as you connect the dots
You never realized you have to get in line to suck a cock
You're telling me that fifty million screaming fans are never wrong
I'm telling you that fifty million screaming fans are fucking morons

(You don't mean it)

(You don't mean it)

So you're accepted (So you're accepted)
So you're accepted (So you're accepted)
So you're accepted (You're accepted)
So you're accepted (You're accepted)
So you're accepted (You're accepted)
So you're accepted

So you're accepted

(You don't mean it)

(You don't mean it)

(You don't mean it)

Skulls Of The Throne

You'll Rebel To Anything (As Long As It's Not Challenging) [MSI Cover]

Whiskey, Tango, Bravo

'Setting the Traumatic Scene' is part one of a two part special episode where Nalu explains some key concepts related to the cycle of abuse. The overarching theme of the podcast is established as the nuanced dynamic between mental health and intimate and/or romantic relationships.

Setting the Traumatic Scene: Red Flags Through Our Rose-Colored Glasses

Nalu sits down with her good friend Winnie to casually discuss some of their experiences with tumultuous relationships and what abuse can look like. At the end of the day, they agree that rewriting your own narrative for yourself will free you from your abuser.

Gab Sesh with my good friend Winnie: Red Flags Through Our Rose-Colored Glasses

OVERSTIMULATION

All lyrical content is mine, the beat I do not own for all the credentials belong to NecKlippA. 

Ambulance (Prod. by Neckclippa)

This song is about true stories of my past events

(lyrics)

Oh me oh my, head held down no line of sight 
This ends tonight, how thats said don’t feel so right 
The my  mind start racing, anxiety from the fears that I’m facing
I lay down cold wondering if there’s a god above 
Does he forgive will he forgive me if I do this
Are these my final thoughts 
Thinking if heavens real
I Don’t know how to feel
Cause I don’t know if god is real

I’ve been real spiritual 
These Energies we all emit 
All my life need medicine 
Can’t breathe can’t sleep no common sense 
I’m hard to miss
I’m really sad or hella lit
Over the top here we go
Then crashed so hard the floor gave in
Yeah, the floor gave in

It Got me thinking this is it
Just ODed on my medicine 
Broke off all the locks again
Fading fast and fading slow
God dammit my sisters here 
She just picked up the fucking phone 
Her screaming crying is all I hear

Stay with him till help arrives
It’s ok honey you'll be fine
Just make sure he don’t shut his eyes
Cause if he sleeps then he will die 

Oh me oh my, really low don’t feel alright 
Tired committing suicide, helpless since my feeling died
Can’t sleep tonight, These walls real white, they closing in
This locker filled with paper clothes, can’t have my shoes, no strings In here
Therapy 9 times a day, they making sure you feeling great
I lied to them on my intake, cause honestly I’d try again
I don’t feel like nothing stopping me because I’m sad as shit
My family keep on callin, keep ignoring I ain't answering 
I’m feeling real petty because I didn’t wanna go here
But honestly what fucking kid really wants to go here
I changed a lot, friends at school thought that I died
Surprise, I even suck at taking my own life

Oh me oh my, head held down no line of sight 
This ends tonight, how thats said don’t feel so right 
The my  mind start racing, anxiety from the fears that I’m facing
I lay down cold wondering if there’s a god above 
Does he forgive will he forgive me if I do this
Are these my final thoughts 
Thinking if heavens real
I Don’t know how to feel
Cause I don’t know if god is real
I don't know how to feel
I don't know how to feel

Final Thoughts

!! TRIGGER WARNING !!
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V0l 2 : Love, Ezy K

Made in 2021. Ezy reflects on himself and explores his emotions. A farewell and the start of a new journey. A letter to himself and the world. 


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TRACK-LIST 
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Snotty Nose 

0:00 - 1:43



South Park - Feat. Krazy Attitude (prod. Kiaah)

1:44 - 3:17



Let My Heart Talk 

3:18 - 4:51



I SEEM SO OUT OF IT

4:52 - 6:19



EL TORO COMBO REMIX

6:20 - 8:48



Wrote This During AP Calculus 

8:50 - 10:21



BONUS TRACKS 
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NO MORE - EZY X ELI
TAPPIN ON GLASS

OUTRO
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Hit Em With Steez (prod. notwokky)



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Goodbye Ezy Kage!

(If you produced any of these tracks please get in contact with me)

email : ezykage17@gmail.com 
IG: @weloveyouezy

cover art by J.B.
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Welcome to the Ice Hotel

V0L 2 : LOVE, EZY K

This week's topics:

• Arsenal Women's Champions League win
• Tottenham's UEFA League win
• Losing on purpose to spite your enemies 
• Not wearing seatbelts
• Age when a parent 
• Family talents
• Diddy court case update
• Kid Cudi's part in the Diddy case and if he's snitching
• Can a civilian be a snitch
• Emo rap/pers
• Cassie lashback due to the Diddy trail 
• Going back to an abuser
• Cancelling in 2025
• Was it ever ok socially for men to hit women
• SA in Star Wars & Game of Thrones
• Finally understanding the use of trigger warnings
• New Women only gym 'The Girl Spot' owner catching controversy over price structure
• Speaking out in public when you're a business owner
• Am I The Asshole for not telling my client I'm not Christian
• #StavrosSays : Google's NotebookLM [https://notebooklm.google]


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ESN #513 : The Snitch Or Not Episode

⚠️ Trigger Warning: This song deals with themes of mental health, emotional neglect, and implied suicide. Please listen with care.

“I Didn’t Know I Was Breaking” is a track about the quiet damage we don’t notice until it’s too late. It’s not loud, but it hurts. If you’re in a fragile place, skip it for now.

You matter more than the story this song tells. ⚠️

Lyrics:

You made tea, didn’t drink it
Said the silence helped you think
I joked about the weather
You smiled like you might sink

You said, “Do you ever feel like you're still 13?”
I said, “Yeah… but I’m better at pretending now.”
You laughed too hard
Then looked down

I saw the mess behind your eyes
But I didn’t ask
Didn’t know how
Didn’t know I was allowed

Were you screaming in a language
I forgot how to hear?
Were you dying while I stood there
Just trying to disappear?
I thought I was holding space
But I was making you small
I didn’t know I was breaking you
By not breaking your fall

Found your note in the bathroom drawer
Folded like a prayer you never meant to send
You wrote:
“I’m not sure what hurts more
being seen, or being pretend.”

I kept the sweater you bled on
The song you said you’d die to
The toothbrush you left
Still waits like I do

Were you screaming in a silence
That I dressed up as peace?
Were you begging me for rescue
In your quietest release?
I thought I was giving love
But I just built up the wall
I didn’t know I was breaking you
Until you couldn’t call

…I didn’t know I was breaking
I didn’t know
You were already
Gone

I Didn't Know I Was Breaking

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:: Anhedonia’s Keeper ::

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96% of my music goes to the beat of my throbbing dick. other 4% is throbbing of ellas pussy

Sometimes you leave the light on, not because you think they’ll come home, but because you need to believe you still could be found.

LEAVE MY LIGHT ON
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Singer/Songwriter based in Portland, Oregon. Musical output tends to be pop in character but identifies as rock. Oh, and I play piano.

Podcasts developed by the students at AUR (The American University of Rome) for their class COM211 - Intro to Podcast and Vidcast. This is a weekly show with a rotating cast, so each week the students will take part in all the aspects of creating a full studio podcast episode. The students will also be creating a personal Podcast and Vidcast for their Midterm and Final Exams. Stay tuned to the future of AUR and Podcast creation.

Eloquently Saying Nothing is a weekly podcast discussing current events, politics & entertainment whilst answering listener questions and dealing with lifes big issues, all with a dash of humour.

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SSF TILL I FUCKIN DIE

A creature on a journey on this organic space craft called Earth.

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