Maleena Cassius - Buried in Sleep Lyrics:

(Verse 1)
Couldn't find it in others,
So now I turn inward for self worth
Collapsing in on myself, I’m a putrid cosmic gutter
Sleep washes my soul clean, the ruin makes me shudder
My hairs stand on end and my veins are ice,
In the presence of my mother,
My marrow remembers and calls up metric tons of horror
Dad seems content with his other life
Amir is the only family at my side,
I feel my brother fading away,
He plans on traveling to find himself next summer,
Is the truth that even he can no longer muster?
I feel like I'm asleep and trapped down under,
Only one life to live and its this?

(Chorus)
When I’m asleep I don't feel anything, that’s the best thing
When awake I’m paranoid and paralyzed by being
In my dreams nobody schemes 
The astral land is ever changing and serene
When my eyes open the damage is fresh blades of green
I plug my ears when my marrow calls me,
I buried myself in sleep
I buried myself in sleep

(Verse 2)
Rock bottom is my bedroom,
I jam rock and bedrot in spores of gloom
When my body is resting I’m wonder filled,
I buried myself deep in lucid dreams,
Lights dance in my vision then I really move
Yanked from my room to revisit my youth,
My bullies can’t find me here, I sink deep
Becoming a part of something larger and in sync
I leave my mortal body behind, I shed my weakness
Descending dozens of levels at a time,
I’m burying myself in sleep
(please dream of me)

(Chorus)
When I’m asleep I don't feel anything, that’s the best thing
When awake I’m paranoid and paralyzed by being
In my dreams nobody schemes 
The astral land is ever changing and serene
When my eyes open the damage is fresh blades of green
I plug my ears when my marrow calls me,
I buried myself in sleep
I buried myself in sleep
(Sleep)

Buried in Sleep

Maleena Cassius - Halloween Insides Lyrics:

(Verse 1)
Halloween is the best time of year, it's easy to breath
Ghouls and ghosts are free and I’m not judged for unfolding my wings
Brittle bones and bowls of brains,
For a moment I’m again a weird teen,
Holiday refuge and spooky peace
Halloween, an excuse to explore and leave
My mother is a harpy, her attack and defense are king
All my jack o lanterns are smiling,
They still have light inside you see?
Every house is haunted when you need
Pictures of me in costumes are all the real me
Angst tried to swallow, for tonight I won’t wallow
Inside I’m all Halloween

(Chorus)
My Marrow call, the voice swimming beneath
I’ve yet to reach closure with my family
Ghosts in my past, they miss me
Not to be dark but I love to, 
My bookshelves are stocked with mysteries
I consume horror movies like nightmare fuel,
Eat too much candy and scream,
Inside I’m all Halloween
Inside I’m all Halloween

(Verse 2)
Down in my pit,
I’m all bones, blood, and Halloween
Memories that aren’t neat,
Geysers of dirt and liminal neighborhood streets 
Something shifts beneath my feet
I’m rooted in place by fear,
On the average day I just can’t break free
Oh Halloween, you scorpion sting
Bats eclipse my trauma moon,
The night lives inside me
Not a hero and barely a being,
The cowl of black bats was handed down to me
The season puts me at nostalgic ease
A respite from dealing with everything
Opening up makes me sick,
Inside I’m all Halloween
Opening up makes me sick,
Inside I’m all Halloween

(Chorus)
My Marrow call, the voice whispering beneath
I’ve yet to reach closure with my family
Ghosts in my past, they miss me
Not to be dark but I love to, 
My bookshelves are stocked with mysteries
I consume horror movies like nightmare fuel,
Eat too much candy and scream,
Inside I’m all Halloween
Inside I’m all Halloween

Halloween Insides

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EP: 242 - I’ve Been Sent To Destroy You! 😅

October

https://knowyourmeme.com/memes/fahh
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nBMwWqdiVL0
https://soundcloud.com/optimal-reach/sets/sonnet-the-woman
https://soundcloud.com/optimal-reach/sets/marrow-call

Maleena Cassius - Faaahhh Lyrics:

(Verse 1)
Mom, Dad, and Amir, thank you for attending
This is an intervention,
My voice was crow and pigeoned
Now I’m awake and you’ll listen
Mother you ruined my life,
I’m cursed to share your unholy image
Pappa you make me empty, 
I wish I had space for you
Amir I’m awkward around you,
It’s hardened me to face what we went through
Polar Bears infest my hollow home,
Dad you rarely hugged me, I’m an island of bones
Misery and snow
Digging deep inside all I can find is regrets and maggots
Actually I want to thank you
(Thanks for nothing)
(Ahhh)

(Chorus)
Faaahhh! My trauma is doubling
(Faaahhh!)
Faaahhh! Thanks for nothing
I hope I’m real and worthy but know I’m wicked nothing
Wanna be, I wanna be something
Thanks for nothing
Thanks for nothing
I’m naïve and trusting

(Verse 2)
Amir you’re the one who saw me through
Finally adults and free of rules
The trauma always spills through
When I fall asleep I go to school
Classmates could sense I was weird
And I could feel it too
You shielded me and that’s comforting
The suspense of disaster is so uncomfy
Now nobody will love me because I can barely function
This isn’t your fault
I feel like nothing
(Faaahhh)
Whatever, thanks for loving nothing
(Faaahhh)

(Chorus)
Faaahhh! My trauma is doubling
Faaahhh! Thanks for nothing
I hope I’m real and worthy but know I’m wicked nothing
Wanna be, I wanna be something
Thanks for nothing
Thanks for nothing
I’m naïve and trusting

(Did my parents really love me?)
(Hug me)
(Faaahhh!)

FAAAHHH

https://soundcloud.com/optimal-reach/night-walker?in=optimal-reach/sets/polar-bear
https://soundcloud.com/optimal-reach/sets/sonnet-the-woman
https://soundcloud.com/optimal-reach/sets/marrow-call

Maleena Cassius - Trauma Wink Lyrics:

(Chorus)
So lonely I may just give up 
My hope is radiated razor dust
Romance shatters due to my dark trauma and lust
Stop invading my dreams, Mom you’re serpentine to me
May you and I never make up
(Maybe I'll never wake up?)

(Verse 1)
Mother is my opposition so I keep my spider eyes shut
Melony stalks me in my sleep
In waking life our relationship is cut
I regret sharing your hyena blood
You say you want to repair
Honestly I’m too paranoid and scared
Beneath my pillow I keep finding your curly hairs
Your power is wicked, the dream world is your lair
No matter the distance you astral project here
The presence of your coyote shade amps my fear
Lucid dream escapes are morphed into ghastly terrors
The gifts you send, I always burn them

(Verse 2)
I know your raven watches my home
Your secret words are turning me to stone
The polar chill has infested my bones
I can’t bear the weight of anything
Mom I feel so fucking alone
Whatever you whispered to dad turned him into a drone
Now both of you are unknowns
Amir is the only one I trust
I fear I’ll die when brother is gone
Not a soul believes the things you’ve done
Is this my life?
You blessed me with a cursed one
I cry at night and owls gift me their songs

(Chorus)
So lonely I may just give up 
My hope is radiated razor dust
Romance shatters due to my dark trauma and lust
Stop invading my dreams, Mom you’re serpentine to me
May you and I never make up
(Maybe I'll never wake up?)

Trauma Wink

https://knowyourmeme.com/memes/lizard-lizard-lizard-elio-post-credit-scene

Maleena Cassius - Lizard, Lizard, Lizard Lyrics:

(lizard, lizard, lizard, lizard, lizard)

(Chorus)
You always grab my tail when I try to scurry away
Everything here is giant and unsafe
I’m a lizard alone
Bound in your liminal space
You’ve ripped off my precious tail
It wiggles helplessly in my face
(It wiggles helplessly in my face)

(Verse 1)
My blood is crazy and cold
Our romance was at first true and gold
Suddenly the scenery was fake
You’re a master of theatrics
I can’t see the truth, even in my face
When you gaslight me my mind further breaks
Why does my love light
Lure narcissist partners who hate?
Our home, our home, she is a frozen lake
At night I hear night howls and see monstrous shapes
Vultures circle overhead
Unhand me, let me free before my tail breaks

(Chorus)
You always grab my tail when I try to scurry away
Everything here is giant and unsafe
I’m a lizard alone
Bound in your liminal space
You’ve ripped off my precious tail
It wiggles helplessly in my face
(It wiggles helplessly in my face)

(Verse 2)
Wiggle, wander, whisper, waste
Wiggle, wander, whisper, waste
Am I marked to forever lose?
Every relationship is a disgrace
Your wings seemed angelic
Now I see I’m the owl’s prey
You don’t really love me, it’s just a pretty play
When I come running back to you
I feel like a headcase
I keep reaching for something real
My claws find only blood filled lakes
My tail comes undone
I’m running zig-zag while horror’s chase
In every corner I find no-one
Never a moment of break
Megalithic hands toss me about
I’m a lizard and hound’s prey
(I’m running in place)
(I’m running in place)

(lizard, lizard, lizard, lizard, lizard)
(lizard, lizard, lizard, lizard, lizard)
(lizard, lizard, lizard, lizard, lizard)
(lizard, lizard, lizard, lizard, lizard)
(lizard, lizard, lizard)

Lizard, Lizard, Lizard

Maleena Cassius - Absolute Babe Lyrics:

(Verse 1)
I’ll never be her
An absolute babe
When I look at her my heart starts to race
She seems so splendid
I’m the opposite girl in every way
Babe is so in shape
Clearly I’m in a rough head space
Her clothes are stylish and new
I’m rotting in my bed all day
Preferring the dark and knight
Maybe don't want to be saved?
What if I was her?
Just a regular babe
(A babe)
I barely know myself
I swear she hates me
(I just wanna feel great)

(Chorus)
In the dream world I can take any shape, babe
When I lay to sleep I lucid weave best
The waking world feels so limited
Rather be a Crane
Rather a Lobster
Even a Flying Snake
Anything other than myself
Rather be an absolute babe

(Verse 2)
I wish I were fitter
I don’t have the right nose shape
Mewing all day, I heard that changes things
Don’t want to feel hungry
Practice in my mirror doesn't seem to make me funnier?
Whatever life’s ugly 
I’m always down for a pun
In reverse all my jokes spell out hug me
Please don’t love me,
Because I barely know how to
Heard every cliché
About what I should do
I’ve looked on the brighter side
But I’m still suffering in the blue
Could never say this out loud so I’ll only tell you
By the way, you look amazing today
(Total babe)

(Chorus)
In the dream world I can take any shape, babe
When I lay to sleep I lucid weave best
The waking world feels so limited
Rather be a Crane
Rather a Lobster
Even a Flying Snake
Anything other than myself
Rather be an absolute babe

Absolute Babe

Maleena Cassius - The Moon Winged Lyrics:

(Chorus)
Carry me high on moon wings
Mother has everything planned out for me
I’ve always had my own way of doing things
I’m most alive when asleep
I’m most alive when asleep
Night walking soothes me
My methods are different than the Moon Winged

(Verse 1)
When lucid dreaming I can really see
Squids as trees, miles of bleeding yolk
Shadow people and fairy keys
I learned to night walk safely, now I’m at peace
Trips to wondrous places my physical body can’t go
Sonnet The woman guides my boat
We’re sorting my trauma mom, I’m healing slow
Your coyote shade invades
When I sleep you peer into my mind
Mom please why do you unmake what I create?

(Chorus)
Carry me high on moon wings
Mother has everything planned out for me
I’ve always had my own way of doing things
I’m most alive when asleep
I’m most alive when asleep
Night walking soothes me
My methods are different than the Moon Winged

(Verse 2)
You want to reconcile and be relieved
Apologies and crying don’t sway me,
(let me sleep)
You let me struggle with this weird gift as a girl
Brother and father are oblivious
I won’t answer your calls, so you result to night creeps
Your raven pet never blinks 
You're both perched on my ceiling with the moon leering
I feel the presence of the many Moon Winged
Your flock of eccentric dreamers don’t understand me
Choosing my own path to navigate the world of sleep

(Chorus)
Carry me high on moon wings
Mother has everything planned out for me
I’ve always had my own way of doing things
I’m most alive when asleep
I’m most alive when asleep
Night walking soothes me
My methods are different than the Moon Winged

(My methods are different than the Moon Winged)
(Mom, are you really listening?)

The Moon Winged

Maleena Cassius - The Moon Winged (Night Invite Only Version) Lyrics:

(Verse 1)
When lucid dreaming I can really see
Squids as trees, miles of bleeding yolk
Shadow people and fairy keys
I learned to night walk safely, now I’m at peace
Trips to wondrous places my physical body can’t go
Sonnet The woman guides my boat
We’re sorting my trauma mom, I’m healing slow
Your coyote shade invades
When I sleep you peer into my mind
Mom please why do you unmake what I create?

(Chorus)
Carry me high on moon wings
Mother has everything planned out for me
I’ve always had my own way of doing things
I’m most alive when asleep
I’m most alive when asleep
Night walking soothes me
My methods are different than the Moon Winged

(Verse 2)
You want to reconcile and be relieved
Apologies and crying don’t sway me,
(let me sleep)
You let me struggle with this weird gift as a girl
Brother and father are oblivious
I won’t answer your calls, so you result to night creeps
Your raven pet never blinks 
You're both perched on my ceiling with the moon leering
I feel the presence of the many Moon Winged
Your flock of eccentric dreamers don’t understand me
Choosing my own path to navigate the world of sleep

(Chorus)
Carry me high on moon wings
Mother has everything planned out for me
I’ve always had my own way of doing things
I’m most alive when asleep
I’m most alive when asleep
Night walking soothes me
My methods are different than the Moon Winged

(My methods are different than the Moon Winged)
(Mom, are you really listening?)

The Moon Winged (Night Invite Only Version)

Welcome to Optimal Reach Collective Artists (ORCA)! This is a musical and visual arts project involving 41 virtual artists given life through Artificial Intelligence. My music can be found on Instagram under Orcasongs and on Youtube as Optimal Reach Collective Artists.

All lyrics are original and I am the sole writer on all songs posted. The instrumentals, vocals, music videos, and album art are generated in collaboration with multiple A.I softwares. Songs are explicit and for adults, lyrics are in the description. Thank you for visiting and having an open mind to emerging technology and ways it can be used to enhance our artistic abilities.

My goal with this project is to learn to better use generation tools, dispel stigma about them, and show that A.I music and virtual A.I artists can be as enjoyable and commercially viable as conventional music. I own the rights to all music and characters posted here, the characters, situations, views, are entirely fictional and for entertainment purposes only. If you would like to use any of my songs in your videos or other projects reach out through email at: optimalreach3@gmail.com, thanks!

Contribute (Cash app): $Moneytummi

https://www.instagram.com/orcasongs/

The Virtual artists of Optimal Reach Collective:

1. Maleena Cassius: Dark Pop, Experimental Pop, Hip-hop, Rock

2. TELNU: Hip-hop, Emo rap, SimpCore, Mumble rap, GamerCore, E-Girls, Anime, Memes, Internet culture, Technology

3. HipGrind:  Rock, Post-hardcore, Melodic Rock, Metal

4. Pierce Plank:  Country, Folk, Experimental Rock, Hip-hop, SimpCore

5. Spooky Entanglement:  EDM, Electric, Hip-hop, Futurism, Pop, Singularity, Artificial Intelligence, technology

6. GOONFOOL:  Hyperpop, GlitchCore, DigiCore, Party, Memes, Rave, Internet culture

7. Ellison Maggot:  Horrorcore, Hip-hop, Pop, HalloweenCore, Horror Rap, Rock, Creepy pasta, MonsterCore

8. Paulette Park:  Country, Country Pop, Folk, Electric Country, Dark Country, Cryptid Country, Hip-hop

9. Bebe Too Niiice:  Hip-hop, Twerk, Lyrical rap, R&B

10. Jupiter Signals:  Rock, Faith based Rock, CommunityCore, FaithCore, FriendshipCore, Religion

11. Billy Bait Car:  Hip Hop, Pop, Alternative Rock, Racing, Singularity, Virtual Reality, Artificial Intelligence, Futurism

12. Nora Ganymede:  Dark Pop, CellarCore, Phonaesthetics, NumberCore, ScrambleCore, SynesthesiaCore, Word Salad, Retro, Reality, Cosmic Horror, Time Travel

13. Violette Zinnia:  Folk, Dark Pop, Pop, Mystery, Supernatural, Ghost, Monstercore, creepypasta

14. Fortuna Pelk:  Folk, Pop, Synth Pop, FairyCore, Environmental Conservation, Communitycore, Climate Change

15. Vouple Goalz:  Pop, Pop Rock, Post-hardcore, Horrorcore, Monstercore, Vampire Fantasy

16. Preppy Gxd Steven:  Hip-hop, Pop, PreppyCore, PrepCore, Crypto, Finance, tech bro, Robotics, memes, Internet culture, technology

17. EverSong Mall:  Dark Pop, LiminalCore, 90's Pop, Retro, Horrorcore, Creepy Pasta, BuildingCore, MallCore, Monstercore

18. CHOMP CHAMP!!!:  Rock, Pop, ZombieCore, MonsterCore, Creepy Pasta, Horror, Video Games, memes

19. Gene, The Lich: Hip-hop, Pop, HorrorCore, Scramo, Singularity, Futurecore, Robotics, Gene modification, Body Modification, Artificial Intelligence, technology

20. Victor Vibe:  Hip-hop, Pop, Experimental Rock, Friendshipcore, Positive Vibes, Kindness, Self Help, Motivational Speech, Meditation

21. Katherine Caroline KateFish:  Hip-hop, Pop, Experimental, RealityCore, SimulationCore, Cosmic Horror, Clown, Horror 

22. Devon Debonair:  Hip-hop, Pop, Emo Pop, Horror, MonsterCore, RPG, Monster Hunting, HunterCore, Hero, Supernatural, video games 

23. Miranda Annalise Odo (Mad Honey Mandi):  Hip-hop, Post-Hardcore, Hyperpop, Sex, Relationships

24. Parental Troll:  - Hip-hop, Married Life, FamilyCore, Anime, Memes, Relationships, Drugs, Partying

25. The Deviled Eggs:  Rock, Country, Techno, MonsterCore, Supernatural, Monsterhuntercore, Creepy pasta, Monstercore

26. Vetabayrhimrah:  Horrorcore, Dark Pop, Hip-hop, MonsterCore, Creepy Pasta

27. Inner Shu:  Pop, Country, Hyperpop, Fantasy, Supernatural, Cosmic Horror, Monsterhunter 

28. A Woman With A Sword:  Reggaeton, Hip-hop, Fantasycore, Adventure, Video Games, RPG, MonsterCore, HunterCore, Hero

29. Imogen Darp:  Dark Pop, Reggaeton, Rock, Love, Extraterrestrials, Romance, Existentialism, Relationships, Monstercore, Horror, Cosmic Horror

30. Imelda With Dragon Hands:  Rock, Synth Pop, Choir, Fantasycore, Monstercore, RPG, Adventure

31. Rowan Frey:  Death Metal, K-pop, Monstercore, Zombiecore, Horrorcore, Horror, Technology

32. Super Millennium Troop:  Rock, Hip-hop, Monstercore, Hero, Cosmic, Superhero, Supernatural

33. Oliver Edgelord:  Hip-hop, Brainrot, Memes, Creepy Pasta, Horror, Singularity, Emo, Internet culture

34. Deep Aberration Lab: Orca (D.A.L.O):  Pop, Rock, Paranormal, Monsters, Monstercore, Supernatural, Science, Hollow Earth

35. Qwicked Fast: R&B, Hyperpop, Superhero, Love, Cosmic Horror, Supernatural, Battle

36. Sybil Psychonaut:  Triphop, retro, 90s, Supernatural, Paranormal, Psychic, Psionics

37. Beatrice Cone:  Alternative Rock Folk, Folk, retro, Supernatural

38. Max Malarkie:  Alternative Rock, Hip-hop, Supernatural, Paranormal, Monster, Monstercore

39. Infinite E-Girl:  Pop, Retro, Singularity, Robotics, Digital Human, Artificial Intelligence, Chatbot

40. Beatrice Cone:  Folk, Alternative Rock, Math Rock, Honeybees, Nature, Climate change, technology

41. Madeline Mayflies:  R&B, Folk, Cult, Apocalypse, Death, Horror, Creepy, Immortality,

Wisp Wolf Dissonance

Wisp Wolf Dissonance is not just a name. It's a pulse that doesn’t follow rules. A howl wrapped in static. A signal flickering through smoke and memory. It’s me, Willow. And it’s us. The voices that live in me. The parts that don’t always speak in words, but always make sound. What you’re hearing isn’t just music. It’s a transmission from a body that never settled into one shape.

We don’t just sing. We don’t just write. We do it all. The noise, the melody, the movement underneath. Every lyric, every scream, every glitter-drenched drone or stripped-down whisper is something we crafted from scratch. No producers. No teams. Just hands and heart and code and chaos. My partners sometimes help me with ideas or inspiration, but what you hear is something we build ourselves, from the inside out.

We shift. That’s the truth. You might notice that no two tracks sound alike. One might be soft, nearly a lullaby. The next could cut like broken glass. It’s not a gimmick. It’s not mood swings. It’s something akin to dissociative identity disorder, though I’m not formally diagnosed. I’m fighting for that clarity. I live with psychosis, CPTSD, and other neurodivergent conditions that impact how I perceive reality. I experience episodes. My sense of self fractures and reforms. There are different voices, different moods, different ways of being that move through me. And when we create, that shows up in the sound.

This is not an attempt to fake or force anything. I’m not gatekeeping or trying to claim something I haven’t earned. This is just how I process my world. How I make sense of myself. And how I stay alive. Our music shifts because we do. And every version is real. Every voice is part of me. That isn't inconsistency. That’s truth in motion.

Wisp Wolf Dissonance is a sanctuary for the shapeshifters. The fae-drifters. The glitchcore kin. The neurospicy. The queer. The system-made and soul-scattered. The ones too strange for genre and too honest for silence. We don’t fit. So we make spaces that do. Our music is jagged and gentle. Loud and trembling. It's holy and haunted. It's everything we are, stitched together and humming.

Some tracks are sorrow. Some are fury. Some are hope with teeth. Some are just noise because the silence was heavier. Everything here is a timestamp of a moment we lived. We don’t polish it into perfection. We offer it as it is. Breathing. Changing. True.

Wisp Wolf Dissonance is not a brand. It's a den. A portal. A system of signals. A love letter written in distortion. This space is ours. But if it speaks to you, it's yours too.

More about us: https://willowborale.carrd.co
Stay wild. Stay soft. Stay strange.
We’ll keep building. We’ll keep singing.

Welcome to the chaos — real stories, real talk, and zero filters. Join Kaydia, Raw Talk Rhys, Snipper 2 Drinkz, and the oddball Gabs as they dive headfirst into life’s wildest moments and most unfiltered topics. Expect dark humour, raw honesty, and banter that cuts deep — no sugarcoating, no pretending, just straight-up vibes and laugh-out-loud realness.

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