hasty hasty

trying to fix it a substance i still feel the same 

one time at a time. (prod. thug brains)

Whispers

from 2024 trying to be diffrent ig hope you like it


Secret Mission

at the terminal

the mixing is horrible in this, my most sincere apologies

oh yeah the title? i meaan shi it not wrong tho isnt it

#dohashtagsevendoanything??

sofia if she was a new yorker who has bipolar disorder being either 2020 trippie or prime MF DOOM

Sure, I know we’re miles apart. Yes, I know, it broke your heart.
Were we wrong to even start, or was it worth the effort that it took?
We were young, we thought we knew just enough to get us through.
There were scares, we had a few, but we always played it by the book.
But we both know the love we had is dying.
I don’t care, I still believe in trying.

It was easy way back then, what we didn’t understand
Just how hard it is to plan for a future with unlimited subplots.
Still we thought we had it made, after all the price we paid
We assumed it’d never fade, sometimes warm, but most times burning hot
But we both know the love we had is dying.
I don’t care, I still believe in trying.

Falling in love doesn’t take much effort.
Just one look, sometimes that’s enough.
I saw you, I believed you saw me too.
Maybe not enough to fall in love.

Speculation ends right here, let me make it crystal clear.
Of all the things that I hold dear, the love I have for you is at the top.
Lovers come and lovers go, jump in deep or take it slow.
I believe we already know this is not a love that can be easily stopped.
But we both know the love we had is dying.
I don’t care, I still believe in trying.

I Still Believe (In Trying)

mongi

bahsahkah

IAmWhat

We ain't gotta,
 I don't try hard so when I don't go far 
Dont let me blame y'all xxxxx
I know I didn't make it Clear, 
You weren't Always There
I Know You Got Me, I'm Not Scared,
 Live Half a Life Prepared
I'm a Freeman 
 Live Half a Life Prepared
Then Cut the Strings Watch Me Fall out of Thin Air
(How Much Time Did You Spend Fixing it?)
More Than I Probably Should've !
I'm an Idiot xo
They're like "Ricky, since when?"
(start fixing it)
xstarxst IM AN IDIOT xstarxstarxstar
I know I didn't make it all clear (more than i ever could've been)
 I Know you always Were Right There (I Know you Were)
I Lied 2 You, That's not the Worst Thing that I do 
I Don't See Eye to Eye with You I'm Not Even Trying to 
I Lied To You , That's Not The Worst Thing That I do 
I Don't See Eye to Eye with You I'm Not Even Trying to 
The Last Time We Talked I Decided You Weren't Cool
How Much Time did You Spend Fixing This?
MORE THAN I SHOULDVE !
I'm a Fuckin' Idiot
I should've make it clear from the beginning 
& Not Took Any Your Shit (What you meant?)
But if it came down it again, I'd do all of this shit I did
I ain't got no regrets in my shit
Yeah I Lied to you, That's not the Worst Thing that I do
Don't See Eye to Eye with You I'm Not Trying 2 lol
IDEK I dont even wanna know
Its a unfortunate series of events,
Serious as a Mess AKA Not that Much 
Is what it Is just Clean it Up 
I'm Stupid As Fuck & I'm Not Worth Much 
Yeah, Tell me You Don't wanna Break Out
Tell me You Wanna Take the Blue Pill
 Then I'll Run the Fuck Out
Hang You Up Like a #Poster (coming soon)
Tear You Down
Turn You Around,
 Show You Off In Town
Doing Drugs Til' My Mind Fried this the last thing im prolly gon record tonight
"yeah im prolly just not even yeah thats actually good aye whats up jack im prolly gon send this you im gonna send this 2 U"

#REALBASEDFREESTYLE2025 think its all there tho thx ily cya, ricky

Not Even The Worst Thing That I do

Puttin' My Heart On The Line

midnight orchestra ensemble 1

There’s no point in playing games. We both know things gotta change.
We both know, but still we fight. Holding on tight to what we once believed in.
So we cling to what we knew. We can’t reconcile the new.
Off with the nose to spite the face. We need space; nobody knows quite what to do.
There are so many questions, and the best ones go unasked.
It’s not a matter of winning, just an opinion, no one has facts.
Every day it gets clearer; we’re not up to the task.

So, to pass the time, we try. Can we still see eye to eye?
Can we still pretend to know how the story goes, or is it still in edit?
Have we slowly gotten by? Have we slowly lived to die?
Is the song already sung, the bell been rung, Is this the end we feared would be?
There are so many questions, and the best ones go unasked.
It’s not a matter of winning, just an opinion, no one has facts.
Every day it gets clearer; we’re not up to the task.

In the end we’ll realize, love’s not measured in tries.
Love is measured in ‘does’ – our love once was, but now it has no answers.
What’s the message we send? Nothing breaks until it bends.
Nothing bends unless you push. You know I would – if I just knew that you’d push back.
There are so many questions, and the best ones go unasked.
It’s not a matter of winning, just an opinion, no one has facts.
Every day it gets clearer; we’re not up to the task.
So we’re stuck in a vicious circle, no one’s pushing back.
Still we’re stuck in that vicious circle, no one’s pushing back.

Pushing Back

“The Silent Grief” is a deeply personal song about hidden pain, resilience, and the quiet strength it takes to keep moving forward. It speaks to the kind of grief that doesn't scream—but lingers silently beneath the surface, shaping us in ways others can't always see.

This song is for anyone who’s ever felt alone in their struggles, yet found the courage to keep going. It's a journey through sorrow, self-reflection, and ultimately, healing. Every word comes from a real place—because sometimes, the strongest voices are the ones that whisper.

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The Silent Grief

Retired the beginning of 2023. Been writing music seriously for about six years. Thanks for listening - and sharing!

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FROM THE OCEAN TO THE SEA 🐟
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HMU FOR A FREE BEAT.

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