I wrote this during that weird stage after a breakup where you don’t hate them…but you kinda wish you never met. Guitar, pain, melody, and bars I couldn’t keep inside. If you’ve ever tried to heal while your heart is still bleeding, this one’s for you.

Wish We Never Met

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Lyrics:

Pumpkin patch in the middle of the trap
I ain't sellin I'm just stacking, the fuck you want some candy?
get the fuck off my dick
In that cave I was grindin, you niggas just broke and bored
I go all day everyday nigga, get a fuckin JOB
Talkin all this shit about silent hill this, silent hill that,
Nigga you ain't shit you're stuck in the fuckin house

Espi espi espi yuh!

Drake be jelly and the Glock like peanut butter
Open up the safe cause I'm done just tryna scuffle
Brand new fuckin two piece yeah I had to go and double
This a Spooky season I been stackin all my truffles

But this bitch is always tryna burst my bubble
Get her in the whip hit the gas inside a tunnel

Mashallah hit em with that missle turn to rubble
Like Baka rat get that fuckin cash and watch me cuddle

Every time I got a bag straight to casino
Summer over but I'll still kick it with rino
Fuck it spend a bag on shit I never need though
Runnin outta cash go and get a couple zeros

I got hella mags type of shit that gon delete hoes
He been livin sad all alone just like a single
Dropin hella acid but it never is amino
This bitch a classic cause she ride me like Camino

Switchin up from the hemi to the urus
This bitch my passenger she always make me nervous
Level up cause I went broke from normal workin
Tired of trappin so I'm switchin up the service

This right here, this right here, let's go let's go

Fuckin with the crowd I got mind control
They ask me how I did it nigga I don't know
Never kick with niggas ain't been high before

She ain't suckin dick? Get the fuck up out my zone
Bring the baddest bitch to bite all on my bone
Dress my shawty head to toe inside some chrome
Feds gon read my rights for shit that I did wrong

Try to lock me up but I ain't never let em
Unconvicted but a motherfuckin felon
Ain't no dope this a pumpkin Scorp is sellin
Halloween stay the fuck up out my section

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Off My Chest (Original Mix)

L Real One in a Fake World

This track is a single from my upcoming project—tropical trap vibes with smooth melodies, hard drums, and a late-night energy. Dropping this one early to set the tone. More music soon.

Fast Lane Mirage

Music & Lyrics by Tommy Lellan (C) 2025

Lyrics:

I hope you stop
Your negativity is killing me
This painful knot
of a love ain't keepin' me happy

I used to think we'd work out
You used to think so too
Then the world turned to dust and,
there's nothing I can do

I got my blue shades on
and I'm feeling right
Forgot my troubles with the whiskey and the black tooth grin last night
Now things ain't so bright
Suppose you want me back
when I'm feeling low
I might give in to you at first
but in the end I think you should know
That I'm going home

I only want
what's best for you, that's all I'll ever need
But no matter what,
I think deep down
you like what you have done to me

I didn't think we'd fade out
just like everyone we know
It's funny how things turn out
Just born to live and die

I got my blue shades on
and I'm feeling right
Forgot my troubles with the whiskey and the black tooth grin last night
Now things ain't so bright
Suppose you want me back
when I'm feeling low
I might give in to you at first
but in the end I think you should know
That I'm going home
But still my blue shades on
means I'm feeling right
And I don't miss you at all
and my blue shades shield the light

You don't remember so that's how it's gonna be
Next you will tell me that you didn't care for me

I got my blue shades on
and I'm feeling right
Forgot my troubles with the whiskey and the black tooth grin last night
Now things ain't so bright
Suppose you want me back
when I'm feeling low
I might give in to you at first
but in the end I think you should know
That I'm going home
But still my blue shades on
means I'm feeling right
And I don't miss you at all,
and my blue shade shield the light

Blue Shades

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"MOVIN WEIGHT" 65 BPM B-MINOR

Music & Lyrics by Tommy Lellan (C) 2025

Lyrics:

Don't make me sing for my supper
I was drunk when I said it
Don't make me preach to my father
I was mad when I sent it
I wouldn't wish it on my worst enemy
This feeling you've got me feeling
Deep inside
But I'd never trade it in
Never in my life

I don't want to be the one to
Tell you what's wrong with your story
Wrong with your story
Hold me
Tell me, I’m sorry

I don't want anyone to
Heal my heart
If I can feel it then it
Means it's a part of me
And God himself can't take it
You will find
You're the only one
You're the only one
And you make me so tired
You will find
You will find it
All around
All around
You will find him
You will find him
When you're not looking anymore

Don't take it up with my mother
She can't get it out of her head
All of the angels you tore apart
Are strewn on her bed
Daggers can't do much at this point
You wouldn't know how to use one anyway
It's time for solitude
Reading instead

I don't want to be the one to
Yell at you
What’s your story?
What’s your story?
Hold me
Tell me, I’m sorry

I don't want anyone to
Heal my heart
If I can feel it then it
Means it's a part of me
And God himself can't take it
You will find
You're the only one
You're the only one
And you make me so tired
You will find
You will find it
All around
All around
You will find me
You will find me
When you're not looking anymore

Waking at midnight
To fall back asleep
Forgetting to set my alarm makes me peek
Squinting through darkness to see my phone
All in a day's work
All in a day's work
All in a day's work

I don't want anyone to
Heal my heart
If I can feel it then you
Know it's real

I don't want anyone to
Heal my heart
If I can feel it then it
Means it's a part of me
And God himself can't take it
You will find
You're the only one
You're the only one
Who makes me so tired
You will find
You will find me
Ooh
When you’re not looking anymore
All around
All around
You will find me
You will find me
When you're not looking anymore

Heal My Heart

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