(Prod. LiønMane)

LiønMane -
in my mind 
I’m still In my mind x3
I’ve been forever livin 
This is forever b 
I can’t even try explain it 
And if I paint a vivid picture 
It Looks like a reaper sowing you dead 
They call it abstract 
I would assume that it’s forever 
I hope I’m livin in yours too 
cause this shit still lingers in mine 
I was in love of course I’m honest 
Now you could call me your favorite artist 
 what did you think of It 
When you were mine ?
When I was painting on that canvas 
When I was painting you my soul 
When you were mine 
the memoeries inside in my head 
Are calling me again 
I’m repeating everything 
That happened I’ll try to live again 
I’m in my mind
Get out of my mind 
For a second I gave in 
But I rather fucking write 
Cause if I don’t I’ll fight hypnosis 
Doing time all the time 
I’m in my mind


Unnøticed -
Forever in my mind 
Need to let go 
Using weed to get high
Why do I still feel low 

Writing from my soul 
Weathered turning to a ghost 
Unnoticed in the walls that hold
Photos of progression 
Showing growth 
Aging every year 
Holding on with hope
Taking things for granted 
Now I’m sitting here all alone 
Wonder why 
I’m here at all 
Thought I would die 
When I had rope 
Wrapped around my neck but god caught me when the ceiling broke 

Haaaaa

Every thing happens for a reason 
I’m Thanking god for another season
Now I’ve learned I can’t be pleasing others until my mind frees me 
It’s really not that easy 
When it’s got a hold

I don’t know how to say no 
When I got a lot on my plate 
Hope I can avoid others today 
Load another question that’ll make me fucking break 
Broke another day cause I spent on another person who wouldn’t do the same 
Loan another bill 
While Sitting on a dying hill 
Just to prove my will 
A little Tempted to maybe steal 
But shortcuts aren’t what make you wield
The traits that’ll prepare you for the harder builds 
Getting prepared only for the hardest guilt 
Looking for things to fill you up leaving you only more unfulfilled 
Focusing on skills turns the wheel towards 
More deals 
Consistency and patience instilled 
so im confidently always still

Forever In My Mind

(Prod. LiønMane)

Unnøticed -
Told them that it takes a long time to survive 
Nobody making it out alive once they get in this ride 
Let me rise from my tide 
See through my eyes that I died inside 
I can’t abide by the rules you try to put inside my mind 
So I Crumble up some pine then forget about you guys because I found my calling 
While they’re falling from the sky every day and night 
I’m working in a studio feeling up my soul with a big dose of pride over working myself til giving up feels like a might 
Right at my sweet spot 
So I’m in disguise 
Unnoticed can’t decide if he wants to meet demise 
Tired of being glued to my device

LiønMane -
Calling up 911 it’s a horror story 
Just for that I had to write whole story 
evil Thoughts are filling up my brain it’s seems like everything is turning turn the page 
It’s insane 
How much blood on the wall 
Could look like paint 
I’m about to paint a whole storm 
Bob Ross could make it look so pretty 
But I ain’t got that talent so I try to make the best of it 
that’s cause I care 
Your calling is your best bet 
To save your life 
I never want to die again 
Get her out my brain 
I don’t want to feel more pain 
I don’t want speak 
I don’t  want to go insane 
Save my life 
So I don’t have to feel so dead

Calling

(Prod. LiønMane)

Unnøticed -
Went from traveling miles in a car now I’m taking fucking planes 
Crazy I can make something out of nothing while they told me I was fucking insane 
For thinking things would work off of music because I put it first 
Went from broke scraping change almost in a hearse 
Questioning all my worth while still using my brain everyday had to cut them off cause their  thinking hasn’t changed 
People make things turn 
I can’t go back to worse and still stand with you inside the rain
This ain’t free play

LiønMane -
Riding through the city with the windows down 
It’s a good day 
Feel the breeze that’s the wind 
With sun in my face 
Ready to play to be a winner 
Positive thoughts are filling me 
And I just carry it in me 
I always have a strong belief 
Yeah I believe that I have been set free 
You know i believe I have it all in front of me 
I making my moves
When I get that free play 
I Seek days 
I  have to make the best Out of it 
I’m winning

Free Play

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04 April 21, 2024 Unnoticed Unwanted Unloved

Foreign Feelings is a track about going to a nightclub and finding a woman from a foreign country, she catches your eye, but the cultural differences are a lot.

Foreign Feelings

album got corrupted so i just dropped how it sounded 

Shhh go to sleep 
When I wake from this constant bad dream 
I’m all alone again 
Know they’ll leave
Again why am I letting it fucking hurt me?
Miserable for just a grand 
Tired of people who don’t understand 
Yeah I’m stuck on a plant cause it helps me with my plans 
So I can stay on route 
I’ve been dodging all their doubt 
Talent motivation and hard work is the only thing thatll help you out 
Inhaling on some loud 
Now I’m not allowed 
Back into the world I was raised I’m kicked out
family sick of hearing me out 
Cut off all my friends to make some weak sounds 
I haven’t seen anybody for some weeks now 

Is this life? I don’t know 
I just thought i could make them happy later down the road 
But now our world is ending 
I Couldn’t see it when I was always stoned 
I know soon my stomach problems will turn me to a ghost 
I need somebody friendly i don’t provoke 
Tired of being broke 
Seed this music my girl let go 
That I got to know
Afraid of letting go

Walk In Slowly

album got corrupted so i just dropped how it sounded

Missing The Old Days

album got corrupted so i just dropped how it sounded


Hiding what I’m doing yea 
my friends are copy cats 
I’ve been sick from years of feeling useless 
Now I’m stacking a bunch of diamond plaques 
My mind in class while you’re sitting on your fucking ass 
Take a hit then I laugh 
No one wants to take all these steps forward 
There’s no never coming back 
Beggers can’t be choosers how bout that 
They made me sad 
Now they’re watching thinking about the life we could’ve had 
Too late
Damage trait
All the things I gained once you left my life that day
Hard work pays off 
Sick of seeing people living like they’re already in the graveyard 
Walked off all my burdens 
I wish god talked 

Thinning as I’m sitting barely eating 
Everyday we’re digging at the life we’re given 
Wasting it on another villain 
So now it’s time for me to make a killing 
Soon I’ll be winning

Copy Cats

album got corrupted so i just dropped how it sounded


Let me gain then throw it all away 
Since nothing even means a fucking thing
I should learn to let go and never be afraid 
To ever lose hitting snooze 
Late to work see the crew
Anxiety in me brews since I’m new
Out the door back to music all night up till noon 
Hoodie on staying don’t belong only fuck with a few 
Introverted only see me once or two 
Staying away from groups that let me fall and stay inside a loop
Getting reduced 

I got a pistol but my core values are fighting my mental 
Life is detrimental when nothing is sentimental 
Getting scammed by the dental
Doctors got me sicker in my rental 
Insurance insuring my death is settled 
medals for going mental 

Playing the chello or a flute I couldn’t tell you 
Staying away from fellows 
That are still zero trynna take me down to their level hiding in highs keeping me mellow 
Tired of searching for gold
With others who keep keeping me low 
Working on growth with time I devote 
While they’re still learning to float 

Concentrating on what I can change 
People always leave me feeling the same 
So now I’m focused on improving my brain
Escaping from the old pain
excuses gets the soul drained 
Never proving myself I need a soul plane 
Stomach drops the second I hear my phone rang 
Who could it be is it for me 
Another person from my old gang 
Only hitting me at their lows 
Gain nothing Before you get something from me I’ll die from old age 

Trynna live my life but it’s hard when you’re hypnotized 
Want a bitch that doesn’t dip 
But fuck a swipe 
Competition making me lose my mind 
So I told you I am hard to find 
Christian in the day 
Disturbed and twisted in the night 
Flicking the bic get severely fried 



Luckily my sword is brave when I need to fight 
Pray to the lord hoping I can change my life 
Dimming the light to realign my sight 
When I need advice I pull out my vice and explain the whys 
Telling myself I’m fine when I’m almost out of gigabytes

Core Values

album got corrupted so i just dropped how it sounded

Mixing all my struggles with my vice 
Exhaling something nice just for once huh 

I don’t understand how we miss each other
But we can’t stand the way we make each other feel on a hill with my pills I feel killed
Better just to throw me off and burn my bills
Haven’t had a meal for so long 
But I don’t give a damn I’m used to being damaged 
Pain is my love language barely standing 
On my own two feet sudden leap the reaper here to reap what I took for granted 
I’m rebranded 
Why is everyone so demanding

Fighting off a disease inside my body 
I wanted to leave but they wouldn’t let me 
Chevy ready red and treading
Counting up souls ive been collecting 
Change into them they’re all worth defending  

I’ve been going mental 
Heard them saying let him 
Good riddance 
I’m not driven until Ive risen 
If you have an ism I don’t have no time to listen 
All the time their killing has me wishing I didn’t give in to the bitching 
Already saw them quitting before starting 
My time will be hidden 
Life isn’t worth living if you don’t have someone there with you 
Show the world my loneliness 
In Hopes the one i want will come back to find me but my diamond doesn’t deserve the mining constant fighting 
Lies been hiding 
unwinding back the years may seem surprising 
But in it you may find  (bud)
it was just hard times keeping you from flying and growing old together but people only want what’s better so I write this letter hoping some kid will learn from the mistakes I made and never settle for lesser

I Still Miss You

i dont need help
I just had another dream 
i see myself slipping back to my routine
drowning whenever i work as a fucking team
do the heavy lifting 
i dont ever ask for a single thing
now im single because im tired of not being me
people climb my mental turn me into a lousy human being 
geeze
keeping my head down as a plant another seed 
why do i believe in everybody before believing in me

explain my pain under breathe 
another 8th to my chest
it pays a visit to my head
checking in how you doing? 
dead
ive been leaking out regret
always freaking out my guests
instead of asking they just take a guess
visit with me i promise ill let you leave in peace 
instead of pieces
attach the cost of death
to afraid to take a bet on yourself 
so youre trading up your life for a check 
blend in with a debt until the crowd brings me down to death

im a ghost 
in the night fall i control my host 
dead dead
get a phone call from the afterlife its slow
ive been in a hole writing out my goals
everybody in my life telling me to hold
stopping me from being able to catapult
so im home back at this computer 
rotting until night comes im done

Distance

Gone Unnoticed

SPAWN_KILL

All my life, I’ve carried the weight of not fitting into the narrative.

Not just the physical weight of having been obese,
but the invisible weight of not being seen.
Of being valued only as a shell.

I put myself in that place, and I’ve taken responsibility for it. I carried that version of me for years.

Now, I’ve done what I set out to do.
I’ve lost nearly 90kg. I look the way society says I should. I look the way people around me once wished I would.

And yet,
I’ve never felt more hurt than I do now.

I used to believe I was treated differently because of how I looked.
Now, standing in the body I thought would free me, I realize something even harder:

I was always worth love.
I was always enough.
And no version of me ever deserved to be treated as less than human.

Redemption is me naming the pain.
Claiming it.
Releasing it.

It’s 25 years of shame. 25 years of shrinking.
25 years of believing I had to become someone else to deserve love.

But I see it now.
I deserve love for who I am. Not for what I achieve. Not for what I produce.

Every version of me deserves to be unconditionally loved.
And this music is how I remind myself of that truth.

Enter the full Art In Motion Experience: https://youtu.be/olOg2Z_wsx0?si=cqLHhtbjtJFV1G3U

Redemption

CRiME interlude (prod unnoticed)

Rapper from the Chicagoland area, up and coming, but coming up.

I made stuff in ultrabox but now we up


big things may or may not be coming

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Hello!

Glad you found me, hope i can share my vibe with you! 

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Sincerely,
Tim Öst

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