Beat Block (2024 Remaster)

Rosa Flamingo - Silje Bakke (Middsnärt Remix)

Progressive house exploration of Jung's recurring dreams concept, where nightmares become psychological rehearsals revealing persistent unconscious concerns. 
This song explores concepts from my upcoming book "Breakfast with Jung" Chapter 9: Dreams and Active Imagination, examining how recurring dreams serve as ongoing psychological rehearsals seeking resolution. I hope you can enjoy S F H (Stephen Hollins)

Night after night, the same melody plays
Night after night, the same melody plays
That Victorian house where stairs twist
And rearrange themselves like DNA strands

Four hooves balance on sleep's ledge
While behind me, something familiar
Stalks closer, its breath heavy with time
My father's broken watch tick-tocking
Backwards around its throat
The falling dream knows its choreography
Trapped in its glass

Night after night, the same melody
Arms conducting panic's symphony
Night after night, the same melody
Teeth grinding future into dust
That slow-motion plunge toward a bottom
That never arrives, never arrives

The chase scene gallops through decades
Each hoof-beat drumming questions
That echo down empty corridors
Where answers used to live
That calculus exam still waits
Unsolvable as childhood
My teeth dissolve like sugar cubes
In memory's bitter coffee
And always that red door I must open
Though I've memorized the monster's face
It wears my mother's smile

These reruns of the unconscious mind
Keep their sacred scheduling
We'll all take our places again
Tomorrow night, we'll all take our places
These faithful ghosts in endless dress rehearsal
Tomorrow night, we'll all take our places
For a play I'm still trying to wake from
Wake from, wake from
Dress rehearsal, dress rehearsal

In sleep's theatre, even the props
Know their poisoned roles
Rotary phones ring warnings too late
Skeleton keys rust in impossible locks
While backstage, my younger self
Keeps practicing lines from a script
That rewrites itself each time I try to speak
Hooves, ticking, phones ringing
The same melody plays, plays forever
In sleep's theatre of recurring dreams
The same melody plays, plays forever
These faithful ghosts rehearse their lines

Memory becomes myth, becomes myth
Tomorrow night, we'll all take our places again
These faithful ghosts in their endless dress rehearsal
Night after night the same melody plays
The same melody plays

by Stephen Francis Hollins


Slumbersong

Shout about love (Everybody)

Ghabe Akse Khali Cover

<A3 by SMS | EP coming soon!!
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I pull the ace of hearts, but the suit is black
his shirt white and tight, his hands in his lap
yeah, It's a damn good thing for this October shade
because I'm burning up 1001 degrees today
and there's a big black hole where my soul should be
(keep it safe, until I get my way, you know that baby it's a sure shot)
I never feel a damn thing for someone who's not me
I'm a deadbeat child to a parent I parented
(keep it safe, until I get my way, you know that baby it's a sure shot)
leaving in the night with a grudge and a shrug about it
(It's a sure shot)
I like his face, I like his voice, even if I didn't, I didn't have a choice
feed like a parasite, shine like iron pyrite
I want you, have you ever heard something so terrifying?
I pull the ace of hearts, but the card's split in half
(going crazy cause you want me lately, you should take me cause I'm yours, God)
'happy birthday' and 'commiserations' just to save on paper
there's a big black hole where his soul should be
(going crazy cause you want me lately, you should take me cause I'm yours, God)
when he's crying in the mirror he looks just like me
(I'm yours, God)
40 something, with a grievence, and a bone to pick with worse men
rough stubble, bloody knuckles, still prettier than anything
he's a deadbeat lover to the mother of his children
cracking knuckles from their sockets, cause his father went and died on him
I like his smile, I like his frown, set in stone the moment I arrived in this town
(Cause I'm yours, God, it's a sure shot)
hits like a scumbag, looks like a glamour mag
(baby, it's a sure shot)
you want me, and I've never heard something so terrifying
(I'm yours, God, take me cause I'm yours, God, baby, it's a sure shot,
you should take me cause I'm yours, God, I'm yours, God)
yours.
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con luz siempre hay oscuridad

Commission for a friend.
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The Shrimp Rave

Skally & Wag

This track is about loving someone when deep down you don't want to

love you but I hate it

I'm 20 and I make music from my bedroom! self taught, self produced etc.
He/They r my pronouns 👽 for more about me and also videos, snippets and such go 2 my youtube 🫶

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destroyer of dance floors

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