(Verse 1)
I’m staring at the mirror, trying to get it right,
Afraid to trust the feeling when everything feels so light.
I’ve been here before, feeling small and out of place,
Telling myself I don’t deserve to love the face.
I know my partners love me, they lift me up, it’s true,
But it’s hard to keep believing when I doubt my own view.

(Pre-Chorus)
I’m scared to love, scared to break,
Afraid that joy will fade and leave emptiness in its wake.
They say they just need me, but I can’t help but doubt,
Not sure how to hold on when I feel so inside-out.

(Chorus)
How can I love what I’m afraid to feel?
Is it wrong to think this part of me is real?
I see why they love me, but I can’t let it stay,
Afraid that joy will slip away.
Afraid that joy will fade away.

(Verse 2)
One moment, I feel strong, love what I see,
But I hate how it feels to admire what’s in front of me.
I worry that loving myself too much is a lie,
I don’t want my reflection to fill up the sky.
I appreciate the love, but I shrink from the light,
Afraid of standing tall, afraid to shine too bright.

(Pre-Chorus)
I’m scared to love, scared to break,
Afraid that joy will vanish, leave doubts in its wake.
They tell me they just need me, but I can’t shake the doubt,
I’m terrified of losing all I’m figuring out.

(Chorus)
How can I love what I’m afraid to feel?
Is it wrong to think this part of me is real?
I see why they love me, but I can’t let it stay,
Afraid that joy will slip away.
Afraid that joy will fade away.

(Bridge)
I’ve been let down before, I’ve lost what I thought was real,
That love disappeared, left me questioning what I feel.
I doubt myself, even though I know I’m not small,
I fear if I grow too much, I might lose it all.
My partners lift me up, they love me without doubt,
But inside my head, I’m still trying to figure it out.

(Verse 3)
My ex never wanted me, or maybe he did once,
But that love faded out, left me in a haze of silence.
I wasn’t broken, but I wasn’t whole,
Now I’m learning to trust the love that fills my soul.
I still doubt myself, even when I see the truth,
Loving me’s a journey that I’m still learning to choose.

(Chorus)
How can I love what I’m afraid to feel?
Is it wrong to think this part of me is real?
I see why they love me, but I can’t let it stay,
Afraid that joy will slip away.
Afraid that joy will fade away.

(Bridge 2)
I want to trust in the love they give,
But the fear of growing makes it hard to live.
They say I’m enough, just being who I am,
But I’ve doubted myself for so long, I don’t know if I can.
Still, there’s a light, a spark I can’t deny,
Maybe I’m worth it—maybe I’ll try.

(Final Chorus)
How can I love what I’m afraid to feel?
Is it wrong to think this part of me is real?
I see why they love me, but I can’t let it stay,
Afraid that joy will slip away.
But I see why I’m worth the wait.

(Outro)
Afraid to rise, afraid to fall,
But maybe loving me is worth it after all.

This Reflection

Not exactly a call to 'arms', but perhaps more a call to inspire. Almost Reggae driven track with a cheeky grooving organ and nifty bass. 
Something to open the possible in 2025. 

Solid Ground

peace to my bruvvas Schooly and Tae! this HIPHOP shit gave all of us community! HOODLUCK foreva!
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SBQ Radio Show [Episode 7]

this ones the one i made for the season of winter

my winter martian fright

Losing it x Shake that - Remix (10 Mins for Copyright)

SORRY 4 DA WAIT FREESTYLE

Crying on the phone with you (2023hows my driving demo)

Kemel Rich - Valid [Official Audio]

Kemel Rich became a producer in 2014.It 
Initially started as a creative outlet, where he put together all of his day to day emotional and business inspirations. He started creating cool content with relatable engineering tips and believes being yourself is the most fashionable thing you will own.

Kemel Rich - The Hood

Kemel Rich - SupaDupa [Official Audio]

valiiiiiid, Produced by me, voice sampled is Begw

valid (Feat. BezzyMozzy)

chopped it up myself, simply had to have this melody isolated 😮‍💨😮‍💨🙏💯

Wish You Well (Instrumental) - Brent Faiyaz

ts got me in my feelings lowkey 🚶🏾🌆✨

Wish You Well (Instrumental 𝘚𝘓𝘖𝘞𝘌𝘋 + 𝘙𝘌𝘝𝘌𝘙𝘉) - Brent Faiyaz

werk

Wisp Wolf Dissonance

Wisp Wolf Dissonance is not just a name. It's a pulse that doesn’t follow rules. A howl wrapped in static. A signal flickering through smoke and memory. It’s me, Willow. And it’s us. The voices that live in me. The parts that don’t always speak in words, but always make sound. What you’re hearing isn’t just music. It’s a transmission from a body that never settled into one shape.

We don’t just sing. We don’t just write. We do it all. The noise, the melody, the movement underneath. Every lyric, every scream, every glitter-drenched drone or stripped-down whisper is something we crafted from scratch. No producers. No teams. Just hands and heart and code and chaos. My partners sometimes help me with ideas or inspiration, but what you hear is something we build ourselves, from the inside out.

We shift. That’s the truth. You might notice that no two tracks sound alike. One might be soft, nearly a lullaby. The next could cut like broken glass. It’s not a gimmick. It’s not mood swings. It’s something akin to dissociative identity disorder, though I’m not formally diagnosed. I’m fighting for that clarity. I live with psychosis, CPTSD, and other neurodivergent conditions that impact how I perceive reality. I experience episodes. My sense of self fractures and reforms. There are different voices, different moods, different ways of being that move through me. And when we create, that shows up in the sound.

This is not an attempt to fake or force anything. I’m not gatekeeping or trying to claim something I haven’t earned. This is just how I process my world. How I make sense of myself. And how I stay alive. Our music shifts because we do. And every version is real. Every voice is part of me. That isn't inconsistency. That’s truth in motion.

Wisp Wolf Dissonance is a sanctuary for the shapeshifters. The fae-drifters. The glitchcore kin. The neurospicy. The queer. The system-made and soul-scattered. The ones too strange for genre and too honest for silence. We don’t fit. So we make spaces that do. Our music is jagged and gentle. Loud and trembling. It's holy and haunted. It's everything we are, stitched together and humming.

Some tracks are sorrow. Some are fury. Some are hope with teeth. Some are just noise because the silence was heavier. Everything here is a timestamp of a moment we lived. We don’t polish it into perfection. We offer it as it is. Breathing. Changing. True.

Wisp Wolf Dissonance is not a brand. It's a den. A portal. A system of signals. A love letter written in distortion. This space is ours. But if it speaks to you, it's yours too.

More about us: https://willowborale.carrd.co
Stay wild. Stay soft. Stay strange.
We’ll keep building. We’ll keep singing.

MANTRA MILLENNIUM&
ODGT$&
IAAM JAAH&
HOODLUCK.
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@GiffyPappi 
Singer x songwriter x Producer 
Kemel Rich Baby 
✉️: Kemelrichmusic@gmail.com 
The Boy Inside The Red Box ⚰️ 
Toodles ✌🏾

I am an award winning composer of music for film, tv, production libraries, and games. My tracks here on Soundcloud represent a cross-section of the many cues, themes songs and soundtracks I've written for a broad range of exciting projects. 

I am always pleased to hear feedback relating to any tracks available here, so please drop me a message. 
Thanks for listening. 

Thanks for listening, and please follow me for updates and new tracks. 
I'd love to hear from you, so do drop me a line.

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"𝙰 𝚙𝚎𝚛𝚜𝚘𝚗 𝚠𝚑𝚘 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚔𝚜 𝚊𝚕𝚕 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚝𝚒𝚖𝚎... 𝚑𝚊𝚜 𝚗𝚘𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚝𝚘 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚔 𝚊𝚋𝚘𝚞𝚝 𝚎𝚡𝚌𝚎𝚙𝚝 𝚝𝚑𝚘𝚞𝚐𝚑𝚝𝚜."
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💗 𝒯𝒶𝓀𝑒𝓃. 🪽

Name: ℝ𝕚𝕔𝕙𝕒𝕣𝕕 𝕁.
But you can call me: Ricch, Richy/Richie, Bossman

B-Day: May 8 🌻
Favorite color: ⓘⓝⓓⓘⓖⓞ 😈💜✝️🟣🕺🏾👾
Favorite music: jersey club, phonk/funk, lofi, hip-hop & rap, indie, EDM
Favorite hobby: Gaming on the sticks' 🎮

Who Am I?
- Tall, dark, and handsome. Pretty nerdy, a lil reckless, and quirked up 24/7.
𝑨𝒏𝒅 𝑰'𝒎 𝒄𝒐𝒎𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒇𝒐𝒓 𝒊𝒕 𝒂𝒍𝒍.

If you need an unbiased person to confide in, feel free to wander into my DMs. We can all use a little help now and again. 🫂

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