Oh, to be talented. To be special. To be anything more than just... “average". What a pipe dream.
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This song has been sitting in my drafts for MONTHS. I wrote it while I was working on my dissertation and my University studies were coming to an end. I mixed it without functional headphones, my computer broke, I fixed it, my editing software broke, I fixed it. I got my autism diagnosis finalised. I'm on new meds. I'm doing a little better than I did when I wrote this.

This song is possibly my most personal track to date. It's an amalgamation of all my lifes struggles, the praise of the gifted kid turning to the jaded depression of a burnt-out, undiagnosed neurodivergent adult. Those feelings of never being good enough, those feelings that you lost your "specialness" as you grew up and others caught up to you. 

This one goes out to all my homies with gifted kid burnout.

Keep your chin up. Sometimes being "average" is enough. You don't have to be the best at everything.

Video & Lyrics available here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JIYgLMtp-wM

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FIND ME
Twitter: @vocaloyana
Bandcamp: https://internetcrybaby.bandcamp.com
email: byana@songwriter.net

Uninteresting Soliloquy of a Nobody (ft. Kagamine Len)

Has it really been 6 years? I know I sort of disappeared after only putting out simple, short songs, but I've been working on a lot of stuff behind the scenes and I'm excited to share.

This remake of one of my older songs has been in the works for about a year and changed a lot while I was putting it together. I held off on posting it for a few months because it felt a bit like a slap in the face to post a money-hungry miku song during a lot of the events of this year. But it's finally here, and I hope everyone can appreciate the insane improvement these 6 years have given to me.

You can find the original 2018 version here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uhzX6LMdXgI if you so desire. It's not great, but I think it's important to showcase how far I've come. I hope to have a few new tracks in 2025 now that I have rediscovered my passion for production.
And I'm manifesting money in 2025. Thanks Miku.
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FIND ME
Bandcamp: https://internetcrybaby.bandcamp.com
Soundcloud: https://soundcloud.com/internet-crybaby
email: byana@songwriter.net
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Lyrics, Music, Illust, Video: yana / 怀质
Vocals: Hatsune Miku (Property of Crypton Future Media)

Money (If Ya Wanna) 2024 ver. ft Hatsune Miku

Vocal
初音ミク / Hatsune Miku

Music
HeavenWraith → https://x.com/HeavenWraith

Lyrics
noyesmaybe → https://noyesmaybe.portfoliobox.io/
HeavenWraith

Illustration
Xeiv → https://x.com/IPXakachi

MV
phin → https://x.com/sandwichsaumon

Available on
Spotify et al. → https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/heavenwraith/no-encore
Youtube → https://youtu.be/lATnGk-mA2w

【VOCALOID Original】No Encore (feat. Hatsune Miku)

🎲 " Tell me once, I'll fall down in your purgatory " 🃏

Song: SkirmishP
Tuning:  HWAAStyle  
Art:  dyalexa  
MV: Gashiraaa
Vocal: SynthesizerV GUMI

Bandcamp ♣ Coming soon
Spotify ♠ https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/skirmishp/derivative-society-girl
YouTube Music ♦ Coming soon

Inst/VSQx will be available on 4th Jan 2025:
https://skirmishp.carrd.co

Lyrics:
Cherry eyes with a smile to comply
Oh, I've grown quite accustomed to being a liar
Honest, I only mean to try
With the future in the mirror so dire
I'll tread with fear, 'cause it's all I know
If the system breaks, it's probably my fault
Ridden with gaps in the sentence
Gaps in the meaning sure can't be hard to find

Tell me once, I'll fall down in your purgatory
Lucky, lucky, because you like me
Down again, once more, until it hurts me
Happy, happy
It's the price to pay
To fall until I break
Watch the parts as they collapse
Can we ever build it back?
It's all the same nonsense allegory
Lucky, lucky to be in this society

What's the truth, but a mix of all the lies;
In this broken, cruel world that we live in?
Seems no rhythm or reason why;
The crashing in the sky got me paralysed
Take a chance, come on, steal the show
'Cause this life is all you'll ever truly know
If it's a story, a merely fantasy
Then I'll perform and let it be
Everything hurts in me

Once I leapt deep down, and then you called me
Lucky, lucky, to star before thee
But I'm too tired to see just where it ends
So happy, happy
Tell me what to say
Between the poker face
Am I merely a charade
Part of your game, ridden with shame
In a rhapsody
Crashing down in gaps I couldn't see
Hard to gauge the sense in normalcy!

Happy face
Sad when all
Scrunch it in
How do I know to begin?
Did you laugh?
Don't you say
Pleasing you
Maybe I'll try again
Happy face here to stay
Sad when all the clouds are grey
Scrunch it in an angry way
I could do this everyday
Did you laugh when they spoke?
Don't you say you missed the joke!
Pleasing you truly is my pride
Aren't you satisfied?

Yesterday, I slipped and then you called me;
Lucky, lucky, as if it's funny!

Derivative inside the algorithm
It's all too much!
Let the world collapse
I'll pick up all the scraps
And I'll slowly build it back
Keep the cycle still intact
It's hard to see a reason to be so;
Happy, happy, inside a distant memory
Oh, woah
It's dark inside the grave I dug myself
But I'm so lucky, lucky
Lucky to be free



Derivative Society Girl / Skirmish-P ft. GUMI

【NND】nicovideo.jp/my/mylist/75425870
【Twitter】 @rizeee_18
【piapro】piapro.jp/gyakutaiP
Illustrator : @yzzie.peazy (washr00mi) - [Instagram]

GUMIちゃんが歌ってくれました。
これからももっと努力して学んでいきます
あけましておめでとうございます 👻✨
←→
GUMI-chan sang for me this time.
I will continue to work hard and learn more.
Happy New Year 👻✨


【オリジナル】リゼ / 殺して、終わらせて (Kill me, end it) ft. GUMI

It Has Arrived.
Totally forgot to put this on SoundCloud for a couple hours lmao

YouTube→https://youtu.be/4RvQ6ohjDeA
NicoNico→sm44581044
Instrumental/Lyrics→https://chakkys.world/music
Buy this song on Bandcamp→https://chakky.bandcamp.com/track/hannah
Buy this song's VSQ, project file & stems→https://chakky.bandcamp.com/album/hannah-extras

Hannah

The off-vocal of my first original song! Free to download~
If you wanna check out the song itself, you can do so here: https://youtu.be/qCUcfy5BDzQ

Oh Dear Puppeteer - Feat. Otomachi Una | OFF-VOCAL

I've waited one year for this moment and now it's finally here!! Victor Valentine got a remake! 
Also it's his birthday and wanted to post this on valentines day. Happy Birthday Victor Valentine! May all your worries go away or something idk lol



|Yohioloid & Oliver| The Case of Victor Valentine | 2025 Remake |

mixing is so damn hard sorry if the vocals are too loud orz
voca-peeing is hard omg.
nevertheless i hope you somewhat enjoyed it
i know the lyrics suck

art, composing, mixing: me
vocals: Adachi Rei VCCV, Defoko/Utane Uta VCV, Hakaine Maiko

lyrics: 
i never ever thought it could all go like this 
i am scared and i don't want to be with you

i hate everything about you
and i don't know why i am here with you 
if only i could finally breathe  finally  breathe some fresh air
its not too much to ask for isn't it 
i will be here with you
because i have no other choice 
nowhere to go anymore 

sometimes it's all really horrific and nauseating 
but i still have to be with you right next to you
there is zero escape for me 
a a a a a a a a

what could have i possibly done to deserve this 
wait i know yes i know  
its because i was a horrible 
so damn horrible 
disgusting 
child 
a a a a a a a 

love me love me more 
i am gonna lose control 
ah love me love me 
you sick fool

ah, i think i am never going to get away 
i think there is zero escape 
ah,  i just have to deal with  this numbing pain 
i just have to bear this disrespect 
na na na na na na na na na

ah, may be its better  to be treated  this way 
maybe everything is actually okay 
honestly i don't know what else to do 
i'm scared
i'm terrified 
please get me out of this place 
i love you please don't leave me 
a a a a a a a a a a a a a a a a a a a a a a a a a a a a a a a a a a a a a a a a a a a a a a a a

ah, i think i'm finally going  insane 
ah, i think i'm finally going to be free 
i shall thank you 
i need be with you god damn love you
please help me  love me please  
now go the hell away 
don't go  away please i'm begging you 
i'm so damn tired im so damn stupid 
i'm destined to go

may be its better this whole way 
maybe everything  is actually  okay 
maybe its all just my own disrespect 
maybe i'm just selfish 
maybe i'm just foolish 
maybe i just need to die


[UTAU Original] i, you, zero escape feat. Adachi Rei & Defoko/Utane Uta

orz i gave up on pre-chorus and chorus as you can hear i just made a melody too complicated and didnt bother to clean up. the struggle i have with music is that it had to be finished when its done unlike with art when i can stop drawing at any time and it would still look ok.

art, composing, mixing: me
vocals: MAYU (VOCALOID 3)

lyrics:
love me, give me all your love
don't give it to someone else
ah, how sweet it is
to be this deprived of love

give me more, i'm gonna lose control
ah, i don't wanna hurt you
i don't wanna be left alone
...ah...

give me more, i don't wanna be left all alone
i don't wanna hurt you
i cant live without you
its horrible, isn't it, to be loved no more?
ah...


give me all your love, ah
give me it, you sick bitch
i don't wanna be left all alone, please
give it to me!!! 

AAA x1000


[VOCALOID Original] give me all your love feat. MAYU

This is from my Vocaloid album "Soul Emotive", which is available for download on Bandcamp. The PV version of this song can be found on my YouTube Channel. 
Project Files: https://www.mediafire.com/folder/s980lh59rl5yn/バンバン♥ビッチファイル
Socials:
Tumblr: https://www.tumblr.com/yuhkap-official
SoundCloud: https://soundcloud.com/yuhkap
NicoNico: https://www.nicovideo.jp/user/121346563
YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@YuhkaP

バンバン🖤ビッチ

This is from my Vocaloid album "Soul Emotive", which is available for download on Bandcamp. The PV version of this song can be found on my YouTube Channel.
Project Files: https://www.mediafire.com/folder/6azr41rqupjx2/ケシが咲く所ファイル
Socials:
Tumblr: www.tumblr.com/yuhkap-official
SoundCloud: @yuhkap
NicoNico: www.nicovideo.jp/user/121346563
YouTube: www.youtube.com/@YuhkaP



ケシが咲く所

This is from my Vocaloid album "Soul Emotive", which is available for download on Bandcamp. The PV version of this song can be found on my YouTube Channel.
Project Files: https://www.mediafire.com/folder/6azr41rqupjx2/ケシが咲く所ファイル
Socials:
Tumblr: www.tumblr.com/yuhkap-official
SoundCloud: @yuhkap
NicoNico: www.nicovideo.jp/user/121346563
YouTube: www.youtube.com/@YuhkaP

ケシが咲く所 Hatsune Miku Version

This is from my Vocaloid album "Soul Emotive", which is available for download on Bandcamp. The PV version of this song can be found on my YouTube Channel.
Project Files: https://www.mediafire.com/folder/8akiucgalrsfy/嵐のあとファイル
Socials:
Tumblr: www.tumblr.com/yuhkap-official
SoundCloud: @yuhkap
NicoNico: www.nicovideo.jp/user/121346563
YouTube: www.youtube.com/@YuhkaP

嵐のあと/Light at the End of the Tunnel

Debut from the new kids on the block, We are... VOCALOID RUSH!⭐

新世代のニューフェイス、登場。
私たちは… VOCALOID RUSH!⭐

[Verse]
Eeny nurty flakken floffen doffen nick nack noo
Sparten joffen vlock and nurty vunk pank fekk cloo
Fatten chalken clunk and clock and klunken dunk doo

[Verse 2]
Forten floggy nin ten doffen nurty vuck glim glum
Jarlon varken cholton boppy farp blook leekum lum
Morty giffen flot and cloffen nurty nart cart car
Dinky floppy glocken plocky clockin' clunk clunk
Flockin' glocken clockin' clunk clunk clunkin' clunk clunk
Bee ba
Bee ba
Bee ba
Fluken jiken mitten ditten dork
Zorny rarty marten farkled pinken sork bok bok lurk bok bok blurpin blurp blork blork

[Bridge]
Blurbin blorp glurp glorp
Blork blurpin glurp blork
Blurbin blorp glurp glorp
Blork blurpin glurp blork
Snontin chezeb and some bunkin dirtles for with fork
Dorken horken ticken to glurpin jump and nurttle flop
Dorky torky glurken horky snort Kenyan nurty nog

[Verse3]
Zurty Zorf glerven flerking forking merky snork blork
Squonky donkadonka glurken gwerk za gwerk werk
Quarken bobby flurken zitty zerk jock yerk lurp

[Verse 4]
Aight so when can we be down again
No one's questionin' are you down or are you out
Like hound dogs by the pen
And pound for pound there hasn't been no one better now
Bee ba
Bee ba
Bee ba
Fluken jiken mitten ditten dork
Zorny rarty marten farkled pinken sork bok bok lurk bok bok blurpin blurp blork blork

[Bridge]
Blurbin blorp glurp glorp
Blork blurpin glurp blork
Zurty Zorf glerven flerking forking merky snork blork
Squonky donkadonka glurken gwerk za gwerk werk
Quarken bobby flurken zitty zerk jock yerk lurp
Dorken horken ticken to glurpin jump and nurttle flop
Dorky torky glurken horky snort Kenyan nurty nog

[Verse3]
Zurty Zorf glerven flerking forking merky snork blork
Squonky donkadonka glurken gwerk za gwerk werk
Quarken bobby flurken zitty zerk jock yerk lurp
Dorken horken ticken to glurpin jump and nurttle flop
Dorky torky glurken horky snort Kenyan nurty nog

[Verse3]
Zurty Zorf glerven flerking forking merky snork blork

Hound Dogs By The Pen

【Eco Beat!】
We made this song with all our power before the world overheats!!
Let's turn our frantic energy into a miracle!
Please listen!

【エコの鼓動！】
世界がオーバーヒートする前に、全力でこの曲を作りました！！
この焦るようなエネルギーを、奇跡に変えよう！
ぜひ聴いてください！

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lyrics
Planet drop
Planet drop

Save the planet Earth
It's the only one we have
In case you haven't heard
It's on a really slippery path
The planet's only got
Like twelve more years to go
Before the water's boiling hot
Before the grass stops growin'

Planet drop
Planet drop
Planet drop
Planet drop
Planet drop

And if you care about your health
You might want to save yourself
It's gonna be a real hot hell
If we don't save it now

Planet drop
Planet drop
Planet drop
Planet drop

I know you think that it can wait
And then the fires started first
And then the floods that came
The planet's only got
Like seven more years to go
Before the water's boiling hot
Before the grass stops growin'

Planet drop
Planet drop
Planet drop
Planet drop

We've got no time to waste
The clock is ticking fast
Each moment's a fleeting taste
Of a world that may not last
Act now, make a change
Before it's much too late
Planet drop, rearrange
Let's not seal our fate

Time to change our ways
Before we lose the race
Let hope light our days
And embrace this place

Planet drop, take a stand
Together, hand in hand
A future we command
Planet drop, understand

Eco Beat

ボカロPなんですぅ。よろしゅうお願いします。

幽霊ボカロPです
がんばっています

she/her
i make music sometimes if i feel like it

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3人で作ってます。
vocaloidと毎日喧嘩して仲直りしてまた喧嘩してます。
rushってつけたのは、止まれないからです。

✩✩✩✩✩✩✩✩✩

There’s three of us making this.
We fight with Vocaloid every day, then make up, then fight again.
We called it Rush because… we can’t stop.

✩✩✩✩✩✩✩✩✩

I may not be very good at doing things the right way, but I'm the best at doing them the shitty, overly-complex way.

VOCALOID Producer & Songwriter
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https://skirmishp.carrd.co

Beginner artist and coverist please help me... All Hail Daijoubu-P

Upcoming vocaloid producer who likes dark songs 
Wants to be noticeable someday

New tracks tagged #Vocaloid Original