LYRICS:

I miss it, I can't lie
The chaos stays on mind
I'm drowning in free time
I walk forward while i look behind

Younger me looks disappointed
He built it up and then destroyed it
Long list of problems i avoided
Only use me for help
I feel exploited

I'm Petrified
Did i make the wrong decision?
I feel paralyzed
In my fear, i'm too committed
Can't be sterilized 
My soul stuck in a bad condition
I just analyzed,
My wrongs and finally submitted

But it's not enough
Oh its not enough
My hands are stained with blood
I swear i just wanted some love
Could you just take me back?
Oh just take me back
Back to what it was, i swear this time won't fuck it up

And i don't wanna talk about it anymore
Can't rewind the time, can't change the score
Once upon a time I've been here once before
Happily ever after won't be knocking on my door

And it hurts me deep inside
What did i do wrong to deserve this
My mind always on suicide 
Every point of living seems worthless

I can't have no fun
I'll fuck it up for everybody else
Burning up my lungs
These cigarettes will help me kill myself
When i was a kid they never asked me how i really felt
Tried to gain it all and now i lost all of my mental health

I'm Petrified
Did i make the wrong decision?
I feel paralyzed
In my fear, i'm too committed
Can't be sterilized 
My soul stuck in a bad condition
I just analyzed,
My wrongs and finally submitted

But it's not enough
Oh its not enough
My hands are stained with blood
I swear i just wanted some love
Could you just take me back?
Oh just take me back
Back to what it was, i swear this time won't fuck it up

rewind

LYRICS:

I don't wanna vent no more
Been complaining on the mic till my damn throats sore
But it feels like there's not much more 
To my life might as well turn me to a corpse 

I ain't feeling nothing these days
Everything that i write comes from past tense pain
And i don't really know what to blame 
But i know i can't live like this and feel sane

Let me breathe
Let me breathe
Let me be me
Claustrophobic living the same day on repeat

But unlock my chains and change fate and you'll see
This the only way to keep the devil in me being free

Is it worth it though?
I think i miss the way it was
At the rate that i'm living i'll miss the 27 club
Too much time that i've given to living right, its not enough
All pain, no gain
Damn i really miss my drugs

I don't wanna vent no more
Been complaining on the mic till my damn throats sore
But it feels like there's not much more 
To my life might as well turn me to a corpse 

I ain't feeling nothing these days
Everything that i write comes from past tense pain
And i don't really know what to blame 
But i know i can't live like this and feel sane

This can't be part of the story of my life
Went from tons of action, now watching tv the highlight
Half the people i meet there's not much of them that i like
Other half, would only like the me that's in the hindsight

Finally got my mind right
But everything is going wrong 
In my eyes there's no light 
Its been this way for way too long

I just wanna cry but i can only write these fucking songs
Wish it was a lie i'm on the edge i'm barely gripping on

vent

LYRICS:

I'm in the same place 
You thought i would be
Baby i'm still dying, it ain't really hard for you to see

I'm only my mistakes 
They never see the good
Even when i'm only doing everything they say i should

Running out of luck 
I need four leaf clovers
Running out of drugs
I need coke and cobra

Never think that it's enough i can feel the greed in me
I don't think it'd be this way if you just believed in me

I should of seen the signs
But it's too late
I left you when i was dying
Now i'm stuck under my grave

I'll crawl my way out 
Scream your name out loud

Just run from my voice 
I don't deserve your sweet rejoice

I come running back
Like a lost dog
Things are getting scary you wouldn't believe what i saw
Devil in the mirror in the place that i should see me
He told me that i'm on my last life, got no repeats

But all i know, is to roll the dice
I'm living freely
Should of took, all of your advice
And took it easy

I'm toxic it's too late
Bombs about to detonate
Save yourself and stay away
I bet you saw it coming babe

I should of seen the signs
But it's too late
I left you when i was dying
Now i'm stuck under my grave

I'll crawl my way out 
Scream your name out loud

Just run from my voice 
I don't deserve your sweet rejoice

should of saw it coming

LYRICS:

Take back, every single word that you said to me
Now you know i'm just another demon with some angel wings
Click, Clack, imma blow my brain under the willow tree
All that guilt will catch up to you just like me your gonna bleed

Now both our hearts are ripped in little pieces
You murdered me my brain is filled with leeches
And i probably never crawl around inside your brain
For me it's not the same since you left, you left a stain

I know, I know, that it's all my fault
I know, I know, that i'm the one with the flaws
But i'd sell my soul do whatever it cost
Just for you to say that you miss what we lost

You didn't leave a trace 
I walked up out the door, one more chance for me to stay
Swear i see your face
Everywhere i go, but the feelings not the same

You're still everything i crave
I'm still getting withdrawals, I've been feeling more insane
And ill take the blame
I took the blame now can you take it...

I hate, that it feels like this the way it always goes
What should i expect i've always been the problem this we know
Can't fake, that i do this more for me and less for you
I'm just trying to fill this void in me and that's the truth

I wasted your time but you got something else out of it
Now you'll read the signs when someone else is acting counterfeit
Don't think i'll be fine, i play with gas and keep a lighter lit
Burn what's in my way, got hearts to take, and i can't seem to quit

I know, I know, that it's all my fault
I know, I know, that i'm the one with the flaws
But i'd sell my soul do whatever it cost
Just for you to say that you miss what we lost

You didn't leave a trace 
I walked up out the door, one more chance for me to stay
Swear i see your face
Everywhere i go, but the feelings not the same

You're still everything i crave
I'm still getting withdrawals, I've been feeling more insane
And ill take the blame
I took the blame now can you take it back

take it back

LYRICS:

Got blood on my hands
Evil stuck in my veins
And a million reasons for this shotgun to my brain

If i pull the trigger it will save you from trouble
Bet they would smile looking at the puddle
They'll point and laugh while watching me struggle
I picked out a grave and i gave you the shovel

No point in trying to fix this
I've been a misfit
Just a servant of lucifer

Need a muzzle i'm vicious
I will admit it
But i know that i'm not the first

Bad decisions stay on my mind
I wish i could take it all back
I wish that i had more time
Never seem to get things that i lack

I'm tryna be saved 
But i been a villian
I can't seem to catch a break
I'm stuck with this feeling like (fuck)

Let me out of my head
I know something's wrong
Can't be fixed with a med
I just need something strong

Let me out of my head
I'm stuck up in a loop
Can't be fixed with a med
Please tell me it's not true

Let me out of my head
I know something's wrong
Can't be fixed with a med
I just need something strong

Let me out of my head
I'm stuck up in a loop
Can't be fixed with a med
Please tell me it's not true

And i don't got no one to blame
Did it to myself again and again
I say that i'll fix it all 
But there i go mixing a sin with a sin

And even if i had a chance 
I don't even know where i would begin
I can't even stick to a plan 
And that's why it seems i never could win

Probably a fuck up away 
From grabbing my bad habits out the trash
All my life i've been a stray 
I'm looking for home before i'm just ash

I ran out of love, i'm looking for comfort
Put a slug in me, if i put drugs first
Cut me up, i don't think i would feel hurt
All full of blood, i'm looking like art work

I'm tryna be saved 
But i been a villian
I can't seem to catch a break
I'm stuck with this feeling like (fuck)

Let me out of my head
I know something's wrong
Can't be fixed with a med
I just need something strong

Let me out of my head
I'm stuck up in a loop
Can't be fixed with a med
Please tell me it's not true

Let me out of my head
I know something's wrong
Can't be fixed with a med
I just need something strong

Let me out of my head
I'm stuck up in a loop
Can't be fixed with a med
Please tell me it's not true

insanity

garbage can.

everything prod. by me. (unless it says it's not).

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