You ever have that one mf in your life that just keeps promising to grow? 
Yet time and time again they let you down and do some stupid shit that either ends up with you hurt, or with them hurt and running to you to despite your previous advice to avoid the situation?
Bro I had TOO MANY people like this in my life, and one thing I learned is:
START OVER; CUT EM OFF, staying with people that will hold you down is only keeping yourself comfortable in your cage.

It's ok to restart and be alone again. 
It is NOT ok to KEEP YOURSELF DOWN EVEN IF YOU FEEL YOU DESERVE IT.
Some people do NOT deserve your presence or energy in their lives.
Do not even give your demons or thoughts that kind of energy.
Only give your energy to what promotes you positively.
Best not to engage w energy vampires.
The first thing they'll try to do is manipulate your love for them for their advantage.
Be careful who you hang with.

Can't Tell

my death is not allowed 
my death is not for free 
want a little bonus from the gas station TV

who said you had to be broke 
who said you had to be broke

track my movements through the screen
dry your eyes to this grey dream 

who said you had to be broke
who said you had to be broke

my death will have a 40 second unskippable ad

2410

prod by me and 5gswag

i swear you drive me crazy
can't really take it lately
i know you meant to help but
all you gave was bad energy
sorry, only pills can help me
yea, aint nothing can save me
you said you know me well
but kept on doing things im hating

i know its all in my head
but it's some things i can't change
so i just rot in my bed
missing out all the fun

i know they think that im strange
bad habits i can't replace
so i just drown in these pills
keep on wasting my time

i keep on wasting my time
already wasted enough
tell me if ill ever shine
i don't think im brave enough
and i don't think i ever will be
my life keeps proving that 
sometimes i hate being me

wasting my time

is it raining?

how to resolve...

wrong

incompetent

nothing period

purple hair

AHURA X GLONK - CICADA (KATSUGA REMIX)

prod me 

whas the point of trying if they hate you
i can switch my mind and switch my brain theres really nothing new
everyone at school just fucking  laughs at me 
im a damn joke until i shoot yall fuckers will see
im not really feeling any of this shit
i can sing or whine nobody cares but they will not admit
i can kill myself but thats just something that i wont commit
dont even care anymore bruh im ass anyways

not feeling music anymore... #iquit:(

Tascam Test

Crimson _ High Plains Grifter

bill

https://docs.google.com/document/d/1njks-3EGy-wIdme2u2I9IVu_MOVrKiwXQM6IjzaO-4E/edit?usp=drivesdk

I've never been warm and fuzzy. I'm tired of going to someone else's dms and telling all this bullshit and that I'm not the guy from that one island though all of my attempts were firing blanks. All I want now is just to forgive me for this situation and forget about it. Amen. 

Deus misereatur mei. (Read Desc)

(´･ω･`)

made today
save me from myself
please listen to this
unlistenable music
no mixing

I can't live with my mind

For the places I've been

alt @sa1soundbox

“If God is for you it doesn’t matter who isn’t.”
I am the shadow you must confront
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