The End Is Near (Instrumental)

The End (Instrumental)

A Difficult Thing

XVIII - Soir
Various Artists - What Never Was vol. VI [LXVIII]
Release date: 21st Feb 2025

Kosovo very best LXVIII label throws their annual ''What Never Was'' VA compilation, with label's own artists' abundant diversity, each bringing their unique sound to the compilation. Volume 6 of the series continues its experimental approach through 15 extraordinary tracks... 

Mixmag Adria premieres ''Soir'', contribution of label manager, XVIII...

Soir

Premiere: XVIII - Soir

Lyrics:

Pain, I got a slice in my vein,
stuck in the silence can not be attained,
memories, fading I’m lost in the rain,
I’m chopping and folding keep washing my face,
needed to change, this was something I prayed for,
fighting these demons, my head is a war,
I’m feeling the weight on my shoulders - I’m sore,
there’s so many voices wont take anymore more,
but maybe I’m passive, or maybe I’m torn,
was lost in the battle, but now I’m reborn,
my hearts on the edge, cause I’ve felt this before,
I drop to my ankles - I fall to the floor.

I’m craving,
I need it to stop,
pass me the blade,
let my heart take the fault (2x)

Look at these faces they all filled with sins,
look at these demons they all sharing grins,
I’m wearing my smile cause I have repent,
Stopped chasing reflections I’ll constantly win,
I’m waiting - you feel on my hand,
the scars on my palms is apart of the plan,
your actions are lies that you’ll never submit,
I’m pleading to father - cause he will forgive,
he touches my spirit - and grants me a gift,
bite into my apple - I’m making a wish,
I’m wishing my sorrow will drown in a pit,
forgive me my father for who i have sinned.

I’m craving,
I need it to stop,
pass me the blade,
let my heart take the fault (2x)

Produced by Vroly's Revenge
Mixed/Mastered by SYRXGE

CRAVE

SHAKE SHAKE DAT ASS BITCH prod. by @owleeng, @fumiko

YЯ ВЛЮБLENNЫЙ С NEЙ prod. by @qinelx, @jarkezz

LITTLE ANGEL prod. by @owleeng, @fumiko

Lyrics:

I remember I was waiting,
I’d rather hate,
couldn't tame my anger,
and there’s no way I can break,
need a second - read your letter, 
as I feel were bout to fade,
knew I lost - you needed better,
now my ribs are filled with pain,
all our talks they never mattered,
but I’m stuck I feel the same,
now I never will surrender,
cause my thoughts are all to blame,
wonder when it will get better,
cause I’m lost and I’m afraid,
and my mind is feeling shattered,
but im scared I’ll never change,
But I really gotta face it,
I feel the weight,
press up on my shoulders, 
and my mind is filled with hate,
every move I take is wasted,
it’s so hard to navigate,
as I walk around in circles, 
knowing I cannot escape.

cry til my ribs hurt,
I never should’ve settled,
now I’m lost up in the dirt,
gotta step up on the pedal,
but the pain is feeling worse,
got a cross up on my vessel,
just to keep away the burn,
the depression go insane,
as you cut open your veins,
you was wrong can't get distracted,
I get stuck up in my ways,
as I lay up on the mattress,
I was praying for a change,
and my ribs are filled with pain,
hate my mistakes,
but I can’t refrain, 
never saw my ribs the same.

Produced by $lip
Mixed/Mastered by SYRXGE

Ribs

Lyrics:

Tried to take me out but they will never learn,
pull up on my line we talk about all my concerns,
step up to the gates,
I'm filled with rage,
you let me burn,
light this place up, 
like a fire when it touch a fern,
find the balance,
grab my chalice,
finding peace I'm on the search,
you get pressed on like an iron,
as my life just takes a turn,
aye! mask up,
aint no pandemic stop you from getting cash,
act up,
watching you act up you skipping class,
you get packed up,
all of these fragments wont break the glass,
need a glass house,
to stop from me from thinking about the past,
where they at now,
where were those demons up in my path,

Aye (4x)

Act up, act out, as I'm bleeding from my hands,
back up, back out, you wont even understand,
step back, step out, I dont follow no demands,
break up, break out, find a glass house with no strands. (2x)

Produced by SLVTTYCRIES
Mixed/Mastered by SYRXGE

WARN

Lyrics:

rinse me out,
i need glory,
now i'm - all alone,
search for faith again i- (2x)

*audio recorded july 29th 2023 on voice memos for the iPhone*

Produced by NeverForever & SYRXGE
Mixed/Mastered/Effects by SYRXGE

Glory (Outro)

https://open.spotify.com/track/46fl3MgULT0Z0SCL8uYNZ0?si=C9yZ_zGTRLSUVc2TybjlcQ&utm_source=native-share-menu

PIERDOLE UCZELNIE, WYJEBALEM ROBIC MUZE
TWORZE GOLD, TWORZE GOLD, ZANIM TY WYKOPIESZ UMRZESZ
U MNIE TO, U MNIE TO, WPLYWA SAMO I NIE SZTUCZNIE
NAZYWAJA MNIE ROBOTEM BO TAK DOBRZE JA TO UMIEM
A-A-A-A, JUZ NIE KOCHA MNIE
CALY CZAS NA TOPIE ALE-ALE NIE ZOBACZE JEJ
PLONIE GLOWA, PLONIE SERCE
OD NOWA JA NIE CHCE WPLEC
SWYCH EMOCJI W INNA
MUZA LECZY A RELACJE NIE

CZY-CZY-CZY NAPRAWDE TAK TO CZUJE-E-E-E
MLODY K OPALA LUFE-E-E-E
MLODY K JAK OPAL W SZTUCE-E-E-E
BO TAK DROGO JA KOSZTUJE

WY-WYSLALEM STRZALE JEJ A NIE JESTEM AMOREM
NIE WIEM CZY CIE KOCHAM, WIESZ TO NIE JEST TAKIE PROSTE
ZLAMALEM SLOWO, ZLAMALEM SUCE SERCE
CIAGLE JESTEM FACELESS, CZAISZ GONIE PENGE
MLODY K, MLODY K, DOUBLE K NA BICIE
JUZ MOWILEM O TYM SUKO, NIE SKONCZE NA LINIE
UCZ-UCZE SIE NA BLEDACH
WZMOCNI TO CO NIE ZABIJE
CZASEM SWIETNIE JEST A CZASEM NIE-NIE BO TAKIE JEST ZYCIE

POTROJNE K ZROBI POTROJNY GUAP
MOJA NAWIJKA ZAKLETA JAKBY NA GLOSIE ENCHANT
TAMTE KURWY SA ZA NAMI NIE DOTRA DO NASZEJ METY
DOJEBANE STILO, SORY TEGO NIC NIE ZMIENI
MLODY SELFMADE, MLODY K
NA SZYJI BEDA DIAMENTY
WASZE WERSY TO JEST SCAM
ZYJE W MIESCIE ALE SIANO W BUTACH MAM
ZE MNA MOJ BRAT, M-M-MOJ DRUGI BRAT
KURWA MAC NIE JESTES DIABLEM ALE W MYSLACH MAM HELL NAH

PIERDOLE UCZELNIE, WYJEBALEM ROBIC MUZE
TWORZE GOLD, TWORZE GOLD, ZANIM TY WYKOPIESZ UMRZESZ
U MNIE TO, U MNIE TO, WPLYWA SAMO I NIE SZTUCZNIE
NAZYWAJA MNIE ROBOTEM BO TAK DOBRZE JA TO UMIEM
A-A-A-A, JUZ NIE KOCHA MNIE
CALY CZAS NA TOPIE ALE-ALE NIE ZOBACZE JEJ
PLONIE GLOWA, PLONIE SERCE
OD NOWA JA NIE CHCE WPLEC
SWYCH EMOCJI W INNA
MUZA LECZY A RELACJE NIE

NUKEDBYXVIII + KAC + KFKA - TRIPLE K (GOLD)

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