[lyrics]

[intro]
damned if I do, damned if I don't
no matter what I do it always ends up like this
why we exist
I hate the fact I'm still in love with you
even though you hurt me in ways I can't explain
what is this pain

[pre-chorus]
I didn't expect you to fall,
so far away from me dear
is this what you could imagine,
or is this based on your fear

[chorus]
I hate the fact I'm in love with you
even though you hurt me in ways,
I can't explain
what is this pain

does not matter what you think
you wont see me again
see me again

Is this something you fear

welcome to fear

~

FEAR interlude (Prod. 52Blu)

[lyrics]

[intro]
They say pain is temporary
But how it’s back already,
I told myself it was gone
it stayed and now I’m worried

[pre-chorus]
I was told that I was strong
But they don’t see my heart is broken ,
Stuck in time like I am frozen
Is this what they mean by

[chorus]
pain,
is this what they mean by
pain,
is this what they mean by
pain

[bridge]
you didn't think this through
tell me what I should not do
Ease this pain away

[verse]
stuck in my own mind like glue
heart split like it’s better in 2,
my Life is spent better with you
I think im going crazy

late nights when the moon is lit,
thinking I should probably end it
Wish someone was there for me when,
I was 16 in that bed

[pre-chorus]
Its always been okay though
I look back with a slight sadden glance,
if I really went through with it
I wouldnt have gotten a second

[chorus]
chance
is this what they mean by,
pain,
is this what they mean by,
pain.

[breakdown]

~

PAIN (prod. 52blu)

[lyrics]

[intro chorus]
I didnt see you 
did it cross your mind
did it cross your mind

[intro]
dont lie to me
I see clearly,
when you tell me,
we are meant to be

[verse]
I get that,
you dont think,
I'm worthy of your love

dont believe the light,
you will see tonight
I dont want to fight you like that

[pre-chorus]
those eyes have me on the brink
baby your with me our love is not extinct
I need you to tell me what you mean,
when you say that your love is not for me

[chorus]
I didnt see you 
did it cross your mind
did it cross your mind

I didnt see you 
did it cross your mind
did it cross your mind

~

CROSS YOUR MIND (prod. 52blu)

[lyrics]

[verse]
the night is growing older did you
wanna come on over i'll sing,
those sweet melodies while you
arch that back down

please sit down,
my demons are having fun
please break out,
surely I'm your chosen one

[pre-chorus]
I did not realize

[chorus]
we should not say goodbye
we should not say goodbye

~

GOODBYE (prod. 52blu)

[lyrics]

[pre-chorus]
It has come around
my peace of mind

I have thought about
what my life brings

[chorus]
I dont think you need me
I know I shouldnt think that
but It comes with my past
with my past

with my past

with my past
I dont think you need me
I know I shouldnt think that 
but It comes with my past

[verse]
with my past
I wonder if its always running last
tell me that you need me no im never crawling back
tell me is this what you're feeling like its 3am

I dont think you really understand
when i tell you that we were never friends
fun times but my soul was the expense
telling me its different no im never coming back

[chorus]
I dont think you need me
I know I shouldnt think that
but it comes with my past
with my past

with my past

with my past
I dont think you need me
I know I shouldnt think that
but it comes with my past

PAST (prod. 52blu)

(PROD XPR) 
Released by:
SHINZAY
Release date:
09 SEP 2025

LAZY!

PROD: DR.F PRODUCTION
Released by:
SHINZAY
Release date:
30 OCT 2025

ODYSSEY

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