Quick Mix of Confidence Man - I Heart You and Olive - You're Not Alone ..... Enjoy xx (Starts at 30secs)

Confidence Man  x Olive - I Heart You're Not Alone (SlimBoyPhat Mix)

Help (I Can't Control My Anger) [prod. CannonTooCold]

This is me rapping from the perspective of The Postal Dude from the Postal Games tons of references to the Games throughout the song I haven't done a death rap song in a while so excuse my shitty vocals.

Gone Postal (This Is Your Fault)

LEANIN (MY HEAD WANT$ YOU DEAD, BUT I LOVE YOU TO DEATH) [Feat. ARETEE]

Cover - Budd Dywer suicide video 

Lyrics:

Verse 1:
Mentally drained, feeling dead from the feelings of dread and terror feeling more split than ever. Split in the head make me more empty bitch I said.
I dare her to find another cunt the more psycho the rarer. While I rap about how I'll get her back, No literally get her back. Slice it and rip it open, then start hoping I go hell with a stack of ammo and a rack u cunt. I might quit it but I can't be bothered with it, fuck it. I'm not joking about hoping I go to hell. If you can't tell that was a sick joke aswell. My minds a paradoxical hell. Where I'm in a room, Self contradicting myself in a cell. I don't know what the fucks wrong with my brain. Hoping I go into a tomb before Belle finds out I'm going insane in my brain I need help to end this shame.

Verse 2:
No mercy for anyone talking down on me. While my mentals in jail, these thoughts are on my tail, while I don't feel real. I look pale as shit but I ain't gonna quit. I'll just take my time, While not doing shit write all these rhymes in a line a one time and CORVU$ will shit on the blind rappers, fucking faggot, trappers and cappers. Fuck the lyrical miracle rap and trap. This is the outlet for my messed up brain to attack all the faggots I can't keep sane around, So I'll keep writing weird shit down, Till I get somewhere where atleast I can't frown. So I'll rap whatever comes to my mind whenever, I have a fucked up thought with no remorse. I won't look down or back at the retards that doubt me infact. I kill em with the vemon and I spit like fire. So I don't have to spit 100 syllables per second to lyrical liar, grab a tire, get a knife and I buyer (buy her). Dare you to cut a hole in your tire, slit ya wrists and light ya house on fire. I feel like terrifier on this beat. So I'll chop ya head off with the mic. To complete a quick fire round of gory thoughts and the sound of a switch flipping loud. Tripping like when I hallucinate in the dark while spitting. I be spitting everything I've written I be hitting this vemon and fire outta of my head I don't wanna be like this.

I WANNA BE DEAD!!!!!

100 THOUGHT$ (REMASTERED)

WE ARE NOBODIE$ (FUCK YOU FAGGOT)

Incinerate (THIS IS ULTRA-VIOLENCE AT IT'S VILEST)

Prod. The Postal Dude 

(Just listen to me)

Lyrics:

Verse 1:
I'm grotesque when I rap stab you to death, make sure your spleen is left hanging out, with your brains swinging about. like I don't give a fuck, cos I seriously don't. Say you could do better. Just write a suicide letter, Budd Dywer, Medusa met her. Stone you to death centre of my sight. No point hiding hatred right? Is humanity when or ever? The answer is never, This race of retards is better off dead in the dirt worthless. You heard what I said since I was a preteen. I didn't know what it felt to be dead inside, behind the eyes. Told lies by faggot fucks who think this world has problems (fuck). Instead of tryna solve em. I'm no better but let explain myself to elaborate on my lobot-omy of society. So I can get my point across less violently. This world's filled with people that lie to me and say you care. But when it comes to talking you just brush it off and act like shit ain't wrong. In my case you call me a sicko, wrong in the head, mental case. Which makes me freeze in place. Question why I have feelings in the first place, But If I think about it wouldn't even be the worst case. The worst case would be if I end up in a hearse I know I could say worse (fuck it).

Verse 2:
But back to rapping about this life is a waste if you don't have long term goals in place. Like yall be saying I'm shit but no one starts like Em in the first place. Rap is a test of patience, perseverance and howning your skill to make this into a dream and I'm no where near there, like you have to be a feind to write songs with purpose. Writing what you think about works-ish. Atleast that's what I did. any thought I'd write it as a way to cope and stay calm getting shit talked to about writing em's lyrics despite it helping me become a rapper too. while worthless faggots who talked shit who barely enjoyed the genre. I shoulda eaten them damher style yes I know these lyrics are vile but it's what I think of in a day. So if I go to hell I know satan is gay and a faggot anyway. So imma flip dis shit flip it and break stuff like limp bizcut. Risk it all for peeps to hear me out, screaming no amount will do to help you but screw dis, cos imma prove this shit in my head even if I end up dead. that imma change something and help someone live. Like others did for me through dread. Feeling like a fuck up is part of the process of vocalising what can't be said.

VERSE 3:
So Fuck Feeling Dead, Fuck This World, Fuck Anxiety that's killing people silently. Cos I think of everything ending violently in my head in my dreams. Insomnia SCREAMS to death my mind is in shambles and anytime I wanna speak my mind rambles  till people get bored, too annoyed, I get ignored my thoughts scramble like eggs. Wait till my brains hit the wall...

I DONT WANNA BE ALIVE AT ALL!!!!!

Skull hits the wall at mach 1, Maybe if Hails would kill me it would be fun, but not at this point. At this point. I'll ask her for joint, slit my neck to point. Grab the tec 9 and ask God to check my mind and make it clear, But what the fuck is the point

OF BEING HERE!!!! (AHHHHHHHHHHHHH) anymore....

I don't care anymore I'm fuckin worthless, hurtless I'm making this hurt less, but I don't give a fuck I'll hurt everyone around me. I don't fuckin care but what's the point of 

BEING ALIVE ANYMORE!!!!!

$uicide Note (THIS IS ME BEING BRUTALLY HONEST)

Prod. The Postal Dude

Sample: Fuck You To The Track - Necro 
From album I Need Drugs (2000)

Lyrics:

Verse 1:
I'm grotesque when I rap stab you to death, make sure your spleen is left hanging out, with your brains swinging about. like I don't give a fuck, cos I seriously don't. Say you could do better. Just write a suicide letter, Budd Dywer, Medusa met her. Stone you to death centre of my sight. No point hiding hatred right? Is humanity when or ever? The answer is never, This race of retards is better off dead in the dirt worthless. You heard what I said since I was a preteen. I didn't know what it felt to be dead inside, behind the eyes. Told lies by faggot fucks who think this world has problems (fuck). Instead of tryna solve em. I'm no better but let explain myself to elaborate on my lobot-omy of society. So I can get my point across less violently. This world's filled with people that lie to me and say you care. But when it comes to talking you just brush it off and act like shit ain't wrong. In my case you call me a sicko, wrong in the head, mental case. Which makes me freeze in place. Question why I have feelings in the first place, But If I think about it wouldn't even be the worst case. The worst case would be if I end up in a hearse I know I could say worse (fuck it).

Verse 2:
But back to rapping about this life is a waste if you don't have long term goals in place. Like yall be saying I'm shit but no one starts like Em in the first place. Rap is a test of patience, perseverance and howning your skill to make this into a dream and I'm no where near there, like you have to be a feind to write songs with purpose. Writing what you think about works-ish. Atleast that's what I did. any thought I'd write it as a way to cope and stay calm getting shit talked to about writing em's lyrics despite it helping me become a rapper too. while worthless faggots who talked shit who barely enjoyed the genre. I shoulda eaten them damher style yes I know these lyrics are vile but it's what I think of in a day. So if I go to hell I know satan is gay and a faggot anyway. So imma flip dis shit flip it and break stuff like limp bizcut. Risk it all for peeps to hear me out, screaming no amount will do to help you but screw dis, cos imma prove this shit in my head even if I end up dead. that imma change something and help someone live. Like others did for me through dread. Feeling like a fuck up is part of the process of vocalising what can't be said.

VERSE 3:
So Fuck Feeling Dead, Fuck This World, Fuck Anxiety that's killing people silently. Cos I think of everything ending violently in my head in my dreams. Insomnia SCREAMS to death my mind is in shambles and anytime I wanna speak my mind rambles  till people get bored, too annoyed, I get ignored my thoughts scramble like eggs. Wait till my brains hit the wall...

I DONT WANNA BE ALIVE AT ALL!!!!!

Skull hits the wall at mach 1, Maybe if Hails would kill me it would be fun, but not at this point. At this point. I'll ask her for joint, slit my neck to point. Grab the tec 9 and ask God to check my mind and make it clear, But what the fuck is the point

OF BEING HERE!!!! (AHHHHHHHHHHHHH) anymore....

I don't care anymore I'm fuckin worthless, hurtless I'm making this hurt less, but I don't give a fuck I'll hurt everyone around me. I don't fuckin care but what's the point of 

BEING ALIVE ANYMORE!!!!!

$uicide Note (Instrumental)

I made a rough call tonight. My mental health got so bad, with no one else to reach out to, I called 988. I'm glad I did. It helped me out quite a bit, having someone to talk to, that will actually listen to me and give me advice. You can do so too. Do not be afraid to call 988. Just remember, no matter what you're going through, it's never too late. Real professionals are available 24/7 who are ready to speak with you and talk to you through any mental health crisis you're dealing with. Do not hesitate, and dial 988. Your life is worth every second. Don't throw it away.

Lyrics:
[Verse 1]
I never thought that I'd be making this call,
I never thought that I would suffer through it all,
Someone told me, that I should die tonight,
that I shouldn't be alive, that I'm not worth this fight.

[Pre-Chorus]
I realized, that I need some help,
And tonight, someone listened, and saved me from myself!

[Chorus]
I can hear it in your tone,
All the pain, you're not alone,
You may think you're not worth the fight.
Don't be afraid to ask for help,
Even if you think it's hell,
Just know that it is all alright.

While everything may seem too late,
Pick up that phone and dial 988.

[Verse 2]
I was told, it will all be okay,
I was told, that's I'm not all insane,
They let me vent, let me speak, and now I don't want to quit,
They let me cry, they let me breathe, and now I feel I'm worth it,

[Pre-Chorus]
I needed that, after all I gone through,
I found someone who can help me feel true!

[Chorus]
I can hear it in your tone,
All the pain, you're not alone,
You may think you're not worth the fight.
Don't be afraid to ask for help,
Even if you think it's hell,
Just know that it is all alright.

While everything is not so great,
pick up that phone and dial 988!

[Hook]
I know it's scary to speak to someone you don't know,
I know it's scary to speak to someone you can't see,
I know it's weary to speak to someone you don't trust,
But once you call,
You will see,
They can help you through the fall!!!

[Instrumental]
Just know, you're not alone, in the pain,
Make the call, they will help you through the rain!

[Chorus]
I can hear it in your tone,
All the pain, you're not alone,
You may think you're not worth the fight.
Don't be afraid to ask for help,
Even if you think it's hell,
Just know that it is all alright.

Just know that it's not too late,
pick up that phone and dial 988!

It's Never Over

988 (Suicide Hotline)

PART OF PHANTØM CLIQ 

CORVU$' music is about the effects of anxiety, brain switches and mood swings and hopes to get his thoughts and bottled up hatred and anger out through his music.

"I make music for Gore-Porn addicts and people struggling with anxiety, cos I used to be a gore addict, but I still and probably will always struggle with my anxiety. But this is what it did to me and that I know and I get that this shit is hard to get through but it aint impossible"

"Intrusive and Dark thoughts are a state of mind that your brain creates to dissociate and step back and think about ur situation and they may be scary but they are there to tell you that if something doesn't change then its how u MIGHT end up"

"My music ain't for everyone but if at least someone relates to my thoughts in my lyrics then even if it's 1 person and it helps them then that's what I'll keep doing. Cos I can't be the only person who feels like this and is thinking this."

ADD MY SNAP OR DISCORD FOR ANY COLLABS:
Snapchat & Discord: Jdm_7552

Aliases: 
Yung $platter 
CORVU$ THA CANNIBAL

Producer Name:
The Postal Dude

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A green fox who dealt with a ton of pain

Music is AI generated. Lyrics written from my own inspiration and my life experiences

Mixed, Remixed & Twisted

SlimBoyPhat brings a blend of feel-good club-music to the dance floor. 

Mixing and mashing today's music with the classic hits is his trait. Pop, disco, house, electronica, funk, dance - anything goes. 
Mix Madonna with Dua Lipa, why not…. Mash Kylie with Visage, two for the price of one.
 
One of the first DJs during lockdown his unique ‘Isolation Station’ had thousands of viewers and listeners dancing away in their living rooms. 

Having played around Europe the passion for ‘great’ music has not changed from the first day he asked his Grandmother to buy him a secondhand 12-inch copy of New Orders ‘Blue Monday’, he was hooked. 

First CD !!! Remember those? Was Pet Shop Boys ‘Where the Streets Have No Name (I Can't Take My Eyes Off You)’ the love of mixing old and new was born. 

So many artists and tracks to explore new and hidden gems from the past and present, music will never get boring.

'Cause we were never being boring
We were never being bored’

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