my internal monologue at 2 am

where was: the way?
where was the way?
..

i fear.. you are with me,
somehow you're in my head
somehow you're in my life,
are you gonna be with me all ways?

all ways?

is it working, r u falling for it
i cant focus on myself im not sorry for it
is it working, r u falling for it (and now hes fucking g-)
i cant focus on myself im not sorry for it

back in 2020 i aint know shit
4 yrs later. still dont know shit
lost a lot of friends dont know where they going
think i lost myself but i never show it
i tried hard to forget him
but hes always a part of me (LOL)
i tried hard to forget him
(and now hes fucking gone)

lately i been feeling they forgot about me yea
i been on my own for too long feeling like im drowning yea
theres a lot of fake mfs thats surrounding ya
but i dont wanna let u know cause itll damage us
i kept tryna be someone that i was not
had a few people there by my side to help me
and now that their away i kinda do miss them a lot
and all i do is wonder what they think about me

is it working, r u falling for it
i cant focus on myself im not sorry for it
is it working, r u falling for it (and now hes fucking gone)
i cant focus on myself im not sorry for it

focus x.x

how was your weekend

Carmen Winstead When She Miss That Fucking Mustard On Her Goddog

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