The Days Of The Phoenix (AFI Cover)

Dead Season Again
	
		(II)
	
		It's cold enough to snow again.
		Winters are not ideal, but they happen.
		The seasons spiral as I spiral.
		
		Days become weeks become months.
		Yesterday becomes today.
		Tomorrow looks like before.
		Quiet sighs of de ja
		
		Vu escape in my empty rooms.
		I guess now is the trough: torpor again.
		
		Vices like vises can pass the hours less motionlessly. 
		It is 
		
		Less difficult to live bestially.
		I can't heed myself when I heed my body.
		Ether is an ally as much as an enemy.
		Is this worth my life?
		
		My breath?
		* Respiration. *
		
		Rumination feels quite like not even living at all.
		The snake coils 'round my wrists: I shall merely just exist.
		
		I just wanted to read a good Sabrina book, write a vampire story,
		
		Run four miles in thirty minutes, and I'd still like to fall in love again.
		
		But I cannot resist the allure of scrutinizing my empty white walls.
		
		If Heaven and Hell are states of mind, why do I think myself into damnation?
		Don't I even at least care enough to pull myself out?
		Do I really care for nothing?
		
		Nothing can be the most enticing thing to exist.
		I don't think this is normal, but I won't avert my stare.
		For days, for weeks, I'll wait and hope, sleep and pray that eventually it relaxes its grip on me.
		
		I just wanted to write at least one good album.
		Get a hit of dopamine.
		
		-- Whoever --

FFO: State Faults, Comeback Kid, Turnstile, Spiritbox, Loathe, The Contortionist, Refused, AFI, The Black Dahlia Murder, The Blood Brothers, SeeYouSpaceCowboy, Portrayal of Guilt, Chat Pile, Knocked Loose, At the Drive-In, Scowl

Kassiopeia - The Redacted Plutonian Packet - Dead Season Again

Melodic hardcore urgency meets emotional post-hardcore chaos and atmospheric metalcore. Heavy, expressive, and cathartic.

FFO: State Faults, Comeback Kid, Turnstile, Loathe, Spiritbox, The Contortionist, Refused, AFI, The Black Dahlia Murder, Portrayal of Guilt, Chat Pile.

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