"Mannequin Smile" exposes the exhausting performance of maintaining socially acceptable emotions. Through contrasting artificial and authentic musical elements, it reveals the pain of suppressing real feelings beneath a perfect surface. The song progresses from maintaining a flawless facade to the liberating moment when the mask finally cracks, celebrating the messy authenticity beneath.

Mannequin Smile

"Footnote" transforms the pain of societal marginalization into a powerful reclamation of narrative. Through a progression from quiet, lower-register notes to stronger, rising melodies, it captures the journey from being dismissed to demanding recognition. The song celebrates the strength found in the margins and the beauty of stories society tries to minimize.

Footnote

Una inummut ataatsimut sanaajuvoq, neriuppungalu tingulluarumaaraa.

Ajunngilaq

A brief meditation on the practice of acceptance and letting go.

Affirmations - Simplicity and Contentment

Acceptance 1

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Acceptance 3

Acceptance 4

Acceptance 5

Are you looking for a fantasy series to get lost in? Tune in for an inspiring discussion with Rebecca Heidt on her new book and film series Acceptance. 

Moments with Marianne airs in the Southern California area on KMET1490AM & 98.1 FM, an ABC Talk News Radio affiliate!  

Rebecca Heidt is a celebrated LGBTQ author, artist, and passionate explorer of anthropology, history, spirituality, and nature. She is the creator of the Acceptance series, which includes The Beginning, The Reality, and Reborn, with a highly anticipated fourth installment, Reconcile, currently in progress. Rebecca is also breaking new ground as she collaborates with international production teams on a feature film, Secrets of The Warrior, inspired by her debut novel. Her talents and insights have earned her recognition in multiple magazines, and she is widely admired for her neurodivergent perspective and powerful advice to aspiring writers. This has made her a sought-after podcast guest, speaking on motivation, mental health, and the craft of writing. With a growing list of accolades, Rebecca has been honored with numerous awards, including her ranking as #9 in the Iconic 100 Impact Igniters Worldwide for 2023, celebrating her forward-thinking vision and drive to create a better world.  www.rebeccaheidt.com

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Acceptance Book Series with Filmmaker Rebecca Heidt

Padme - McFiddles

Dive into the haunting melodies of "Pain Took My Breath Away" – a melancholic exploration of love, loss, and the acceptance of death. This track weaves a tapestry of raw emotion with its poignant lyrics and powerful guitar-driven soundscape. Featuring a captivating instrumental interlude and a soulful guitar solo, "Pain Took My Breath Away" is a journey through the depths of despair and the bittersweet embrace of oblivion.

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Wake Up Call

Breath Took My Breath Away

Pain Took My Breath Away

8TIMES8 PODCAST 016 - AC (DOT ROBOT)

A sad yet angry love song about how acceptance isn't love, but lvoe must be acceptance

Love  Acceptance

8TIMES8 PODCAST 017 - LUNAUR.AA

Shame doesn't have to be the end of your story...there is a God that loves us and that watches over us and has a GOOD plan and purpose for us. 

Matt Beckenham - Guest Speaker

Lyrics:
23 when I saw you the first time,
And I didn't think it much;
This is no fairy tale line.
And then one night in spring,
it seemed the stars were burning bright, 
As you held me close and smiled,
And in that moment, I closed my eyes.

If true love is the best,
Why does it hurt me, oh still?
Remembering dulls the pain and for a moment, I feel better.
If true love is the best,
Then why does it hurt me, oh still?
I can't get away from you despite the time and space between us.

Anxiously waiting, so I thought I would take your hand,
But you pulled away in silence, 
I feel the shockwaves even still.
My lips were shaking, oh I begged and begged you to speak.
You said, "babe, I'm just tired. Now quit your whining and go to sleep."

If true love is the best,
Why does it hurt me, oh still?
I can't get away from you despite the time and space between us.
If true love is the best,
Then why does it hurt me, oh still?
Remembering dulls the pain and for a moment, I feel better.

I thought I could swallow your hate, 
But in the end, it's just more of the same, 
You're stuck in your old ways.
You've inflicted so much pain,
But in the end, what hurts most is I'd do it again. 
You don't deserve it babe.
But if you won't grow, 
Then all you'll ever sow is what you know,
And that's what makes it so damn hard to go.

True Love

Do Not Disturb Recordz 
Record Label Est. 28th July 2020

 Tune core Publishing

Kabzzz 

Do Not Disturb Recordz

 2024 Do Not Disturb Recordz

Email: Officialkabzzz@gmail.com

8TIMES8 is a London based collective that organizes Hard Techno Raves and promotes local DJs and Producers. 

8TIMES8 embodies a community free of judgement, and the stress of humanity. Everyone is free to be who they are and express themself in a community that encompasses the reflection of their reality. We accept you as you see yourself. 

Through our shared love of HARD Techno, we release ourselves from the bondage of our everyday lives. We liberate ourselves from the stereotypes projected on us. Free yourself from the frustration of those who don’t understand. No matter your race, sexual orientation, cultural background or your religious beliefs, you are welcome to rave with us. Positive and supportive vibes only. We don’t need to know you to love you. ￼￼￼￼￼￼

Music takes me to new worlds. Life is the best teacher. Writing about life is a challenge and experience is what guides me. Loves, pains, disappointments, sadness, joy, despair, hope, melancholy, happiness, all these feelings burn in my veins and make me create.

Multi-ensemble electronic music for relaxation and well-being.

Family Life Church - 
To be a Safe Place for ALL people. to be RESTORED and REVEALED for His Glory.

In a single moment your life can change!  “Moments with Marianne” is a transformative hour that covers an endless array of topics with the ‘best of the best.’ Her guest are leaders in their fields, ranging from inspirational authors, top industry leaders, business and spiritual entrepreneurs.  Each guest is gifted, and a true visionary!  A recognized leader in her own work, and while teaching others to develop, refocus, and grow; Marianne will bring the best guest, and sometimes a special surprise.  Don’t miss this – you never know just which ‘moment’ will change your life forever.

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McFiddles and R3LYKS (https://soundcloud.com/r3lyksskyler)
---Check out other groups that we collaborate with: (@cultivarmusic) {https://soundcloud.com/matattamusic}

Born and raised in Minneapolis, my passion for music ignited early on.  It wasn't all smooth sailing, though. My grade school band teacher actually told me I had no musical talent! (Maybe the clarinet just wasn't my thing...)  But I proved her wrong.  At 17, I rediscovered my love for music thanks to a neighbor's guitar and those magical three chords – E, D, and A. "Gloria" by the Shadows of the Knight became my anthem, and I haven't looked back since.

Those early days were a wild ride!  We're talking guitars with strings like barbed wire and necks thicker than a 2 by 4. But hey, we made it work. I kept at it, and Mom, bless her heart, saw my dedication and surprised me with a Hagstrom 6-string electric and a Fender Single Showman amp – what a game-changer!

From jamming with my brother on those early axes to exploring a vast musical landscape – 60s rock, 70s jams, country, blues, R&B, funk, punk... you name it, I've probably played it!  I even paid my dues playing in bar bands – and yes, I got fired a couple of times! But those experiences taught me valuable lessons about taking charge of my musical path and finding the right collaborators.  I even played in bands that opened for national acts and worked with artists who went on to achieve national recognition!

This diverse experience fuels my songwriting, where I pour my heart and soul into crafting unique and expressive demos. Now, at 74, my focus is on creating songs that resonate with others.  I often explore different versions of the same song through my poetry, adding another layer of depth to my lyrics.

Looking for artists to bring my songs to life!

If you're a musician seeking fresh, authentic material, let's connect.  I'm eager to collaborate and hear my creations soar.

New tracks tagged #acceptance