It Never Gets Better
I just want to break

off meds

11. (W A L L B R E A K E R)

monologue

Luckystar7 X I.S.M. - Geek Bar 2

made a bet ft. SLONE x Judd Hëxx

Here is 1:24 of complete stream of consciousness music

Project Chimaera - MY RAW UNFILTERED ADHD.wav

got a lil fiesty n silly at frankie's last night.... here's the results :3

TRACK LIST
1	Peggy Viennetta	OH MI GOSH
2	Shakira - She Wolf.1
3	House of Funk - Jump Around (Edit)
4	Three 6 Mafia - Stay Fly (DJ BAX DONKUP)
5	Aqua Land Lazytown edit
6	Maneater - Nelly Furtado - The Donk Sluts Bootyleg
7	Paramore - Still Into You (Restricted Edit)
8	Shaggy - It Wasn't Me (DJ BAX REDONK) [T-Break rejig]
9	underscores - spoiled little brat (GIMELA remix)
10	Peggy Viennetta	DAICON (Lost Dub) Repitched
11	Girl Robot	Dead Air
12	Sully	Werk
13	Sully	Poison
14	Sully & Tim Reaper	Windswept
15	Josie Bee	Amen of the Bloody Moon
16	Sully	Swandive
17	Bubble07 - Push the SYNC button
18	FAMALAM AFFAIR (LB MASTER 2)
19	Bubble 07	Hung Up
20	Charli XCX	Next Level Charli (Peggy Viennetta RMX)
21	Promis3	Sunrise (Donnay Soldier Hyper Euphoria Remix)
22	AQUALAND - LET'S GET IT ON
23	Dizzee Rascal	Bonkers (nickname's Donkers Edit)
24	Kake	Set Me Free
25	Bubble 07	Donkster Mash
26	DJ PEWPEWPEW	4 Whom da Bell Tolls
27	nickname	So Untouched
28	Stax	Ronnie Hates The Squelch
29	Maple	CHICKEN AND CHEESE ANTHEM
30	Square Dimensione	Brand New Dance
31	beansclub	better off alone
32		BOBDM2

Fiesty Night @ Frankie's

Pitbull, Kesha - Timber
Drake - In My Feelings
underscores - Your favorite sidekick
Junky - メランコリック

Thanks for listening♪ヾ(＞ω＜ )

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The youtube algorithm in 2030

ethers

⁺✩ twoja stara zapierdala ✩⁺ mini mix

homebody

[Intro]

Yeah, I know...
If I screw it up again -
It’s not “ADHD,”
It’s just me bein' a selfish piece of -



[Verse 1]

Every plan’s a ticking bomb, I hug it like a plushie toy
Try to hold the timeline, but I glitch like a broken boy
Forget the promise? Now I'm trash.
“But you said!”  - yeah, I crash
Not outta spite, I swear on that,
My mind just cuts the tether fast.

I calendar my guilt, I tattoo every slip,
I’m loyal like a dog that bites itself until it rips.
You think I flake? No, I implode.
I'm fireworks inside a code
Of honor no one sees -  just modes
Of failure dressed in “sorry” oaths.



[Pre-Chorus]

I’m the patron saint of “Let Me Help You,”
Bleeding out just to stay useful!
I’ll drown just to refill your cup - 
'Cause my worth’s in not fuckin’ up!



[Chorus]

I’m sorry I exist this way - 
Half ghost, half runaway cliché.
Every friend’s a shrine I guard,
But I worship wrong and try too hard.
I mean well -  that’s my curse,
Built to serve, but break things worse.
Don’t hate me when I vanish, please - 
It’s not betrayal -  it’s disease.



[Verse 2]

I map your needs like sacred land,
Then step on mines with both my hands.
Hyperfocus on your smile,
But forget to text back for a while.
Now I'm Cain, now I'm Judas,
Now I feel like “they never knew us.”
But I was there -  in every twitch,
Just locked in loops I couldn’t switch.

I feel like failure’s in my flesh,
I lacerate myself with “yes.”
I say “I got you” - overextend,
But underdeliver -  burn every friend.
You think I don’t care? I care too much.
I hear your tone shifts like a punch.
I read your silence like a threat - 
My love's a debt I can't offset.



[Bridge]

Even strangers get to vote
On how much of me I show.
I perform like I got worth,
While dragging hell under my shirt.
I’m a clown with bleeding shoes - 
Smiling while I always lose.
Laugh it off -  “ha-ha, so quirky,”
But inside -  I’m full of turkey.

(…no wait that line's fake deep, let me fix it…)



[Bridge]

But inside -  I’m just a punchline
Wearing trauma like a merch line.



[Breakdown]

This ain’t a cry for help - 
It’s a war report.
I’m fighting every thought
Just to not fall short.
So if I ghost,
Or if I break,
It ain’t your fault - 
It’s my mistake.



[Final Chorus]

I’m sorry I exist this way - 
A fragile maze of disarray.
But I would die to be your friend,
Even if I break again.
I’m not enough, but damn, I try - 
So don't forget me when I lie.
It’s not a game. It’s not a phase.
It’s a storm I can't erase.



[Outro]

I’d rather bleed than disappoint.
But maybe that’s the point...

Im Sorry I Exist

I ATE ROTTEN THERMAL PASTE OF MY GTX1080

Didn't record the live set, so here's a practice run of the set. Thanks Mario for letting us come out and throw down!!

Make Music Day 2025

dropped sum stars on ur head

sp5sp5sp5sp5
sp⑤, part 1: tough decision

"Down there, in the pipes, they went wild — no worries, no plans, just pizza slices, busted boards, and the orange-flared one lighting up the dark."

(sp⑤ pt.1) tough decision

sp5sp5sp5sp5
sp⑤, part 2: we didn't go home yet

“Still up there, on the edge of dawn, he grinned like the night never ended — legs swinging, stories buzzing in his head, the streets below barely awake, and home… yeah, maybe later.”

(sp⑤ pt.2) we didn't go home yet

JOEL E. BEE; IMAGINE IF HALIBURTON DIDN'T TEAR HIS ACHILLES MAN; U GUYS THINK LEBRON SHOULD RETIRE

Free Download

HALIBEE MOTIONAL 20MMXV15

i did not edit this and there was a long period where i had to piss, my deepest condolences, you'll know it when you hear it. just skip ahead you'll live

#	Track Title	Artist
1	Sweet Sensation	DJ Seduction
2	Move Your Body	Nayim
3	The Void	Paul Bradley
4	Positive NRG (Ross Fader Remix)	Liquid Crystal
5	Positive Energy	Dune
6	Positive Energy	Happy Tunes
7	We Got The Juice (The Giz & Darkies 97 Remix)	DJ Gizmo & The Darkraver
8	Henry The Happy Hoover	Knuckles
9	Ok Allright (Digital Boy 96 Mix)	DIGITAL BOY
10	Atmospheric - Oxigene (Hard Rave Version)	
11	Style Again	Sunny
12	Turbo Break	Michel Ange
13	All You Need	Frisbee Aerobics
14	Superstar	Fez The Kid
15	Girls Like Me	Girly Girl Productions
16	Runaway (Sunny & Deck Hussy Ran In One Direction Remix)	Jimmy J, Cru-l-t
17	Sticks Like Glue	Alex Jungle
18	Thinking About U	Ham & Poosie
19	SHITISBANANASv3	
20	Freaks	Cheetah
21	Death, Lies & Videotape	Evol Intent
22	Cus It Feels Right	Fez The Kid
23	The Start Of An Era	Luna-C
24	Timz Change	Cru-L-T
25	Fight Against Racism	Family Of Intelligence
26	Fuck Them	HUMAN RESOURCE
27	I Can't Understand	Dwarde & Tim Reaper
28	Future Is Now	Dune
29	Make Way	Bruk
30	Nasty Man	Buzz Fuzz
31	That Shit Go (Original Mix)	Boxxy
32	On A Rainbow	Frisbee Aerobics
33	Nuff Respect	Jah Bliddie
34	Bad Enough	Luna-C & The Lowercase
35	Can't Get No Sleep	Slim Sinna
36	Lose Control (Gothika Shade Remix)	Sub Love
37	My Selector	We Rob Rave
38	Gettin' It Back	Frisbee Aerobics
39	Starr Peak (Tim Reaper Remix)	Dead Man's Chest, Tim Reaper
40	to a level where love is real	Bastiengoat
41	Ghetto Heaven	Liquid Crystal
42	Die Slow (Pictureplane remix)	HEALTH
43	Tell Me	Lavery
44	Tree1 Pussy0 (Digital Re-Master)	Rampant, Arkitech & Xero
45	Street Knowledge	Evol Intent
46	You're No Good (Timme Remix)	Liquid Crystal
47	Deep Cover '98	Napes & Bruk
48	Break the Core	Nhato
49	Basement Launch	Peggy Viennetta
50	Keep on Groovin' (DJ Genki Remix)	P*Light feat. mou*2
51	Forever Young	Antisocial
52	Higher Love (Slipmatt remix)	J.D.S.
53	Burnin' Love (DJ Weirdo & DJ Sim 173.683 remix)	Critical Mass
54	Ganjaman	Wedlock
55	I'm the Fuck You Man	Wedlock
56	It Never Fuckin' Happens	Dj Psycangle

literally just stimming

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