a mix of songs. artist used: sophie, horsegirl, vtss, shygirl, clubshy, agcook, ayegy, chemicalskii, charlixcx, kelela, lsdxoxo, doss, F5ve pinkpantheress. also, i had to buy Soundcloud for artist because atlantic records hates me and copyrighted a song i used so i had to upload here so plz stream!!  also will be uploading my music here and on youtube!!

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puzzling, dazzling

I made a hard, dark, industrial techno horror mashup track about one of my favorite horror icons, Chucky, Hopefully to add to your playlist. If you dig it, please share it.

The Little Buddy (Unfinished Demo)

sometimes my brain is so loud, i forget how to think.
sometimes my body is so tired, no amount of sleep helps.
and sometimes, like today, i’m just… scattered.

this song came from that in-between place, where trauma hums beneath daily life, where to-do lists feel like grief, and where being “present” is a battle you fight softly, every day.

if you’ve ever felt like your mind is a room you can’t clean,
or your past is something your nervous system still remembers,
this one’s for you.

thank you for listening to my tender chaos.

– nova bloom 🪐🌸

lyrics:
i woke up with a hundred voices
none of them knew what to do
my brain’s a map with missing places
and every thought forgets the route

tried to start a million somethings
but the weight just wouldn’t move
i swear i’m trying to be present
but the moment always leaves too soon

i’m scattered like clothes on the floor
memories i don’t want, and ten things more
my brain’s a room that never gets clean
but i keep trying, soft and unseen
tired in a way sleep doesn’t fix
drifting through the static and the mix
don’t ask me what i need, i wouldn’t know
just hold me while i overflow

my mother said she nearly lost me
before i even had a name
the kind of story told in passing
but my body’s never felt the same

i don’t remember being helpless
but i’ve lived my whole life on alert
and every safe thing starts to flicker
like my nervous system still expects the hurt

i’m scattered like clothes on the floor
memories i don’t want, and ten things more
my brain’s a room that never gets clean
but i keep trying, soft and unseen
tired in a way sleep doesn’t fix
drifting through the static and the mix
don’t ask me what i need, i wouldn’t know
just hold me while i overflow

there are pieces of me in every project
scraps of me in every plan
but i never finish building
what no one helped me understand

so i scroll, and sigh, and sip my tea
and try to find the whole in me
but some days i’m just...
scattered

Scattered

playing around in preparation for Nowhere

Krack Dust // Ubertown promo set // June 25 // Breakcore

ADHD ANTHEM

🌀 **„ADHS Mind Chaos“** ist ein intensiver Track, der die Achterbahnfahrt der Gedanken bei ADHS einfängt. Mit einer Mischung aus HipHop und Spoken Word wird der tägliche Kampf zwischen Hyperfokus, Impulsivität und innerer Unruhe lebendig. Der Song beleuchtet die Herausforderungen und die Kreativität, die mit ADHS einhergehen, und bietet einen ehrlichen Einblick in das Leben mit dieser neurologischen Besonderheit.

🎤 Über den Song:
„ADHS Mind Chaos“ ist mehr als nur ein Lied – es ist ein Spiegelbild der inneren Welt vieler Menschen mit ADHS. Der Track kombiniert rhythmische Elemente mit Spoken-Word-Passagen, um die chaotischen Gedanken und Emotionen darzustellen, die oft schwer in Worte zu fassen sind. Es ist ein Aufruf zur Akzeptanz und ein Zeichen dafür, dass Chaos auch Kreativität bedeuten kann.

🔗 Folge uns für mehr:
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ADHS Mind Chaos

Thanks for listening, this is generally what kinda noises are goin on in my head, hope you enjoy, also some tips and tricks for FL studio would be very helpful! still very new.

1nitial Z - Come Out And Play

“The Invisible Wall” is a haunting, emotional ballad about living with ADHD and the silent battle of executive dysfunction. It captures the feeling of wanting to move but being mentally frozen — the gap between intention and action that so many people misunderstand. 
Through raw lyrics and an intimate soundscape, the song gives voice to the frustration, shame, and quiet resilience of trying again when your brain won’t cooperate. It’s not about laziness — it’s about living in a world that wasn’t built for the way your mind works.

#ADHD #executivedysfunction #mentalhealth #neurodivergent #neurodiversity #adhdawareness #adhdlife #adhdmusic #overthinking #focusstruggles #motivation #selfacceptance #emotionalballad #introspective #healingjourney #mentalhealthmatters #invisiblebattle #songaboutadhd #innerstruggle #theinvisiblewall

The Invisible Wall

Tally,FL (⸝⸝⸝O﹏ O⸝⸝⸝)
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Songs for every version of me.

From dreamy synth-pop to raw acoustic confessions, from playful bops to cosmic grief ballads—Nova Bloom is where all my emotional states come to sing. Each song is a snapshot of a feeling, a mood, a moment. Different genres, different vibes, same soul.

For the overthinkers, the feelers, the weirdos, the lovers.
Come bloom with me.

Autistic Adult writing lyrics for songs for healing from PTSD, Domestic Violence, and Coercive Control and seeking Trauma Informed Care For Front Liners. All my songs are FREE, I invite artists to record my songs as long as words not changed and attribution given to AusticZone. Still building this platform so please be patient while I organise things. Bless you

Playing to deserted front rooms and fields full of trippy hippies since 2018. Trying to be noticed at Bangface too (hi Dave! <3 )

 Part of the Forest Operations crew; resident breakcore junglist. Member of the Bitches of Hard Dance Collective. Regular contributor to the Remix Everything charity releases. 

Longtime Burner and autistic twat. If you wanna pay me to play at your bar mitzvah, rave or festival, email antalgicdj@gmail.com

Other aliases exist: one half of @KandyPoppaz with @CountDonkula (donk/ 90s/ pop/ amen/ mashups); Antalgic is my former breakcore production stuff, and my global beats n bass thing is Special K <3

Is it weird?  What's the next album going to be?

I am a artist that is just doing it's thing, create crazy ideas into music, that normal creators wouldn't think of

New tracks tagged #adhdmusic