Dark Dark Nighte
I Got Horrible Secrets,
Dark Dark Nighte
I Got Horrible Secrets,
You Don't Wanna Know
I Made Deals With The Demons,
They Tell me Everything
In The Realm of The Demons,
He Had a Shadow Face
Horns of Revolution,
Know i'm Living On The Streets
The Worst Destitution,
i Know i Gone
Know i Gone,
Know i Gone Crazy,
No Wonder Why
Every One Fucking Hates me.

Swimming With the Devil
its a Dark Nighte,
i Just put Six Norco's Into my Sprite,
She just bled her nose,
"Yeah you Ruined my Night",
"I Thought you weren't On those drugs",
Well thats Just Fine.

We Disappoint eachother,
And now it Seems
You Hate Me,
I Run Away From Everything
I Rather Be Sedated,
I'm Swimming With the Devil
its a Dark Nighte,
I think I'm Gonna Drown
Into The Lake of Fire.....

Dark Dark Nighte
I Got Horrible Secrets,
Dark Dark Nighte
I Got Horrible Secrets,
You Don't Wanna Know
I Made Deals With The Demons,
They Tell me Everything
In The Realm of The Demons,
He Had a Shadow Face
Horns of Revolution,
Know i'm Living On The Streets
The Worst Destitution,
i Know i Gone
Know i Gone,
Know i Gone Crazy,
No Wonder Why
Every One Fucking Hates me.

Waking Up In the Morning
Its a Curse Just to breathe,
Walking down The Hall
Called a Loser : Cuts on My Sleeve,
I Don't Wanna Be
Just A Normal Person,
Cutting up My Wrist ,
I'm an Alien Deserve it,

Dark Dark Nighte
I Got Horrible Secrets,
Dark Dark Nighte
I Got Horrible Secrets,
You Don't Wanna Know
I Made Deals With The Demons,
They Tell me Everything
In The Realm of The Demons,
He Had a Shadow Face
Horns of Revolution,
Know i'm Living On The Streets
The Worst Destitution,
i Know i Gone
Know i Gone,
Know i Gone Crazy,
No Wonder Why
Every One Fucking Hates me.

HOLYVEXY - Gone Crazy (Prod. Grace Darling)

A song about poor life decisions and children's extracurricular activities
Tenor Banjo, Vocals and Lyrics: Ian Howell

Suburban Soccer Moms

I Miss

April 6 - Fifth Sunday of Lent (2025)

“David might have agreed with the Apostle Paul who, under the inspiration of the Holy Spirit, wrote, “I will rather boast in my infirmities, that the power of Christ may rest upon me.”

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#GTWD 335 - God-tracking is living an honest life

A song from the mind of someone feeling betrayed, who only wants the truth on a dark night
Ian Howell: Vocals, Lyrics and Tenor Guitar

I just want to see his Face

LYRICS IN DESCRIPTION

I created this song with the help of Udio. This is my third attempt at creating a song through Udio.

I wrote 75% of the lyrics to this song. The rest was co-written by me with the help of AI services (not Udio though).

Below are the lyrics:

I'm in love with a girl,
She’s really out of this world,
I'm in love with this girl,
She really lights up my world,
I'm in love with his girl,
My friend laid claim to this pearl,
Should I try to make her mine, and risk your judgment divine?
It's clear she's really fine, but you said: "Never throw pearls before swine!"

Oh, heavenly father, what do I do?
This heart's in a battle, but my soul’s in the blue,
I'm a god-fearing man, believe it or not, 
But love's a wild fire, and I'm caught in the spot.

I know she is hitched to my old buddy's heart,
And when it comes to being a good friend, so far I've played my part.
But when I look at her now, and contemplate her beauty,
I find it very difficult to uphold my religious duty.
Would you still kill the fattened calf, and celebrate my arrival?
Please give me a sign, it's a matter of survival.
I wouldn't be the first adulterer allowed to whore,
Before being told: "Go, and sin no more!" 

Oh, heavenly father, what do I do?
This heart's in a battle, but my soul’s in the blue,
I'm a god-fearing man, believe it or not, 
But love's a wild fire, and I'm caught in the spot.

Lord, please, have mercy on my soul! 
Obeisance to you has been my life's goal. 
Practicing your catechism, with perfect fanaticism, 
I now dance with the devil, as I flirt with this masochism.
Like Chinese water torture, the sweat drips from my brow, 
As I wait for your judgment, expecting it any day now! 

Even Lazarus, the wretch, had a chance to find rest,
In the arms of redemption, where love knows no test,
But for every sweet moment, there’s a price to be paid,
So I'm keeping my distance, hoping to salvage my fate.

Oh, heavenly father, what do I do?
Oh, this heart's in a battle, but my soul’s in the blue,
I'm a god-fearing man, believe it or not, 
But love's a wild fire, and I'm caught in the spot.

Before you embark, on this fool's errand dark,
Make time to make friends with the lord of the stark,
'Cause one thing's for sure, it's a perilous art, 
Banishment to hell will tear lovers apart.
Banishment to hell will tear lovers apart.
Oh, baby, will tear lovers apart.

Oh, heavenly father, what do I do?
I'm a god-fearing man, but I’m lost without you. 
Oh, heavenly father, what do I do?
I'm a god-fearing man, utterly lost without you. 
Oh, heavenly father, what do I do?

Love's a Wild Fire

This lecture discusses key ideas from the ancient Middle Platonist philosopher and biographer Plutarch's essay On Being A Busybody

This episode focuses specifically on  his discussions bearing on the role lack or loss of self-control (akrasia in Greek) plays in the sort of problematic curiosity he criticizes in this work.  Plutarch claims that lack of self control is just as evident in this curiosity as it is in adultery. He also discusses some of the bad effects for the curious person, including being distrusted by others 

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Plutarch, On Being A Busybody - Curiosity And Lack Of Self-Control - Sadler's Lectures

This sermon was delivered by Pastor Cory Klein at New Hope Church of Oxford on June 15, 2025.  The text of Scripture is Exodus 20:14.

Exodus 20:14 - You Shall Not Commit Adultery

David Is Not the Hero, Adam Kohlstrom

Hooks for heart and sole. 

I use Udio to create my own songs. Udio is capable of producing a vast array of musical styles, but I only create songs that I personally enjoy. The lyrics are either fully written by me, or co-written by me with some additional help from AI services (not Udio), after I’ve carefully defined what the song should be about, and written my own original lines for it. I strive to write as much as possible of the lyrics myself. In the description of each song you’ll find the lyrics, as well as information about whether the lyrics were fully written by me, or co-written with the help of AI.

Dudley Anderson was born and raised in Johannesburg, South Africa. After graduating from Bible College in 1990, God opened the way for Dudley to branch out into Christian radio. As a musician and worship leader he developed a heart for Christian music, which became the main thrust of his radio work in South Africa. 

 In 1996 God called Dudley and his family to the United Kingdom where he now works as a radio programme producer and presenter. Dudley also writes a FREE weekly e-mail devotional called, GodTracker, available at surereality.net

Dudley Anderson is married to Karen-Leigh and has two adult children, Kerryn and Ryan.

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Folk singer from Alexandria VA now located in Bethesda MD.  Lover of fifths tuning and mostly play tenor guitar, Tenor Banjo and Mandolin. All drawings are mine all pets are deceased. Thanks for listening!

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New tracks tagged #adultery