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me:
i been way too far damn gone
and u been singing all my songs
and im so fucked up

take it, take it,
i cant even take it no more
and u just broke me down
and now im back to my core

and now im back to my core

@insecureloser
i didnt know it was that hard to love me, but whyd u cry
been drinking since then everynight
i hate u i love you nevermind
i loved you then you stabbed my heart
made me bleed, then made me cry
felt like a fool just like everytime
i dont wanna see you again

i hate you, i love you, nevermind.. @insecureloser

@holdmetillicry
ik what u think of me
and it breaks my heart, ya my soul depletes 
i just wanna be w u
baby wanna be w me ? 
if u dont i got a cleaver and its goin thru ur spleen!

yk whats wrong w me
and it breaks my heart ya my soul depletes
yk whats wrong w me 
if u dont i got a cleaver and its goin thru ur spleen!

@justasecrett:
u think yk whats best 4 me
but i dont even know the recipe
the recipe to success, i wanna be the best,
but u think of me as less than i want to be
i know what u think of me
u think that im a wannabe
ill just sit in my misery
ill just sit in my misery

i know what u think of me ...... ft @justasecrett

@younguglydude
i cant believe the way u led me on
i should’ve thought about that in advance
i should’ve seen from how u slur ur words
i know there’s nothing but lies in ur voice

@holdmetillicry
and i
and i
and u
left me in the dark
and u
and uuuu
and u
tore me all apart
and now my bodies in the pavement
and now my bodies in the pavement
and u
and uuuu
and u
tore me all apart
fuck

dont lead me on + ugly

lyrics:
@justasecrettt
and baby
i know that im weird
and u dont have to say nothing
im nothing but a fear
and i just want to be something to you, ooo, ooo
i just wanna be smth ooo, ooo, ooo
i just wanna see
if you can see me
i just wanna feel
if you can feel me
so much fucking thoughts i’m not healing
so much blood up in my hair im just bleeding
@holdmetillicry
i just wanna be something
its better than nothing
well can u hear me, or am i sinking?
make me barely breathing
baby is it over yet?
or are u leaving, kill me?

i been in my thoughts i might go m.i.a
and its all starting to correlate, i might slowly decay
was fucked up taking pills like yesterday
fucked up taking pills like yesterday, its like-

(i just wanna be something, its better than nothing)
cry
(i just wanna be something, its better than nothing)
holdmetilli-
cry
FUCK
@claorie1
im just a shoulder to cry on,
just a shoulder to lie on
is that all u rly see me as in ur eyes 
i think i have no value its exhausting
because ive been getting lost, and its everything you taught me
but you know that its not my fault, for everything, 
i get it know its not my fault
why are you writing me letters like its all my fault?
you know its been over for a while, the writings on the wall

you know some things about me, 
how does that change what you think about me? 
and how does that change anything around me?
i was, killing time before you lost and found me

(i'm just a shoulder to cry on, just a shoulder to lie on)
(is that all you really see me as in your eyes)
(i think i have no value its exhausting) 
(because i've been getting lost, and its everything you taught me)

something2u w/ secret + calorie

thes feelings
cant hide it
runaway now cant find me>_<
in the ally i jus rolled one
go away now i wont fight it
7 missed calls no1 answered
by myself now 
no1 by myside 
had to roll one in the streets
smoking my pain away

7 missed calls n no one answered

@lovehatee

these countless thoughts inside my head
you put a spell so i'd forget
do you remember what you said
take pills i pray i wake up dead
x2

@ihatecrowds

baby you've been so distant, i can’t figure it out 
all these voices in my head; they're getting way too loud 
such a fkn loser, i can't figure out these social cues 
swear to god our love was perfect but it was a fkn ruse

take these pills, way too many, hope i dont awake 
my mood is so fucked up, theres sum wrong w my brain
falling down on my knees, in ur living room
i got gashes on my arms, think i'll bleed out soon

@lovehatee

these countless thoughts inside my head
you put a spell so i'd forget
do you remember what you said
take pills i pray i wake up dead
x2

these countless thoughts inside my head w/ crowds

https://open.spotify.com/track/1FpXFHnUzzSGJCljytJtnf?si=d0f170c522404416

newport cigs inside my jeans
why can't u reply to me
fall asleep to thoughts of u
can i tie u up in my room
lately i just wanna stay asleep
why can't u just let me breathe
call my phone like everynight
fuck you bitch i hope u die

open my eyes they're red i'm thinking about u
living is hard i don't know what to do
awake every night don't know what i'm going thru
got nothing in life i can't lose u too

i hope u die

staring at the pictures of us
i don't know what to fucking do
it's hiding deep inside my thoughts
i don't know why i wanted u


i hope u end urself tonight

https://open.spotify.com/track/2kug0AlaGmISOUlDYQGsob?si=33f739fdcab7482d

i could kill you
let your body rot away
i wanna know
to who you belong

i could kill u

https://open.spotify.com/track/0tRUciUbtAdABC81TyxpQP?si=835b4b55314a4dac

alex g sample

why don't u come and see me anymore
i'm falling deep i'm losing all control
the walls caved in i'm dying oh so slow
i can't escape these thoughts they're at the door

my head's underwater
look what u started
i know you're big hearted
but our love has charted

our love has charted

https://open.spotify.com/track/7v2KXw9s3WPaunhaCU85jz?si=e012926c5d224cb8

birth day sample

i think about u everytime i sleep
my hands are turning cold but the pain is so sweet
knife inside my throat i can barely breathe
deep inside i knew that you'd leave

i knew that you'd leave

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