I once believed that trans women couldn’t openly be loved by cis men. That was until I met my then bf who showed me that trans women were loveable by non-DL men. But 2 years ago, he raped me while I was unconscious. I asked him about it when I woke up, and he told me that nothing happened. I knew something was off, but he was the only man who openly loved me even before I started transitioning. So I forced myself to believe what he told me for the sake of that image of “love.”

But a year later, I found that he had taken naked photos of me unconscious on the hotel bed—my intuition was right: he raped me. I panicked & deleted all the photos (my only evidence). I threatened him via text, causing him to press charges against me for Terroristic Threat. I spent 2 days in a men’s jail. 

Seeing myself go from being an NYU student to sitting in a cell with a felony opened my eyes to see how much I had lost myself for the sake of “love.” I was so focused on myself growing up, but I forgot who I am.

So I turned to spirituality to heal the little girl in me when I got out. I learned that sunflowers are always facing & following the sun, which is symbolic of overcoming & moving to brighter days. Sunflowers seem to always be SMILIN 2 THE SUN even during the darkest hours. So I chose to embody the essence of a sunflower by designing this gown & making this song. 

The case is ongoing—I’ll probably never get justice. But even when the shadows engulf me, may this project be a reminder that brighter days are on the horizon. Keep buying yourself flowers, go on solo dates, & please keep SMILIN 2 THE SUN like a sunflower because you will overcome. Àṣẹ

SMILIN 2 THE SUN

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Kontronatura Guest Mix @ Oroko Radio (Mar 22, 2024)

Halo S2 E1-6
Iwaju
For One Night Only 
Hidden Strike
Damsel
Netflixs avatar renewed for S2 & 3

294 Halo S2, Iwaju and Damsel

INNER RHYTHMS MIX

CLOAK AND DAGGER PROD BY TALLYE X SANTO

Afrofuturistic SoulFusion music concept, "the heist" is soliloquy on the beauty of the energy this matrix tries to steal from our very souls. follow the light... #music is its own #magik

Heist

Cyber Space returns to voices for the final time as the immortal evil genius alien vice2loose prepares for a year long slumber. Leaving in style - here’s some bangers

CYBER SPACE - 17/10/25 [Voices Radio]

bookings - dj.chanella@gmail.com 
Born in Munich and now based in Berlin, I grew up in a musical family — the daughter of a passionate percussionist, with both Brazilian and German roots. Rhythm has been part of my world from the very beginning, almost literally in my blood. It was only a matter of time before I found my own voice in music. As a DJ, my passion lies in sharing carefully curated sounds from my childhood and beyond — soulful, percussive, and full of feeling. With a love for hidden gems and emotionally-driven sets, I’m building a space where music becomes connection — and a community that grows with every set.

What I value most is constantly learning new skills and bringing people together through diverse musical tastes.

Lovi ☆
Sweden based non-binary DJ, playing a wide range of global club sounds

#Songwriter, #Singer, #Musician 🎷. Creative Intellectual Badass, Digital Sage. Progenitor of #Afrofuturistic #SoulFusion #Music, #BlackMusic for the #Soul. Revolutionary Future Billionaire Philanthropist. Polyamorous sapiosexual. Savage  #LightBringer. #KnowTh𓂀self. #AbolishHatred. #LoveIsInfinite. 
Follow the L𓂀t… 
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A podcast based on two friends from london talking about the wonderful nerding world. We will be mainly reviewing the latest movies, animes and tv series as well as talking about whatever else comes to mind :)

Open for bookings in Europe/UK
Nbaby boy from Brazil 🇧🇷🏳️‍⚧
@mamba_negra - São Paulo
1/2 @nommotracks

Promo and Info contato@kontronatura.xyz
Bookings fernanda@coral.ag

Your Favourite DJ's Mom's Favourite Station.

Broadcasting live from Coal Drops Yard, London Tues-Sun 11-11

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