Spoken transcript for the 11th Step Meditation Meeting of Alcoholics Anonymous...

11th Step Meditation

[Chorus] 
"I think I'm growing tired of you 

I think I want to die 

I dont want talk to you 

And

I don't want to die with you 

I keep that on my mind 

I don't really vibe with you 

That's probably why I'm tired of you 

You're failing as my wife 

And I don't know what's with wrong with you

I call like like it like always do 

Folding to my side 

Knowing yous a jiving trick."


[Verse]
"You speak with that ism, you get into my mind when all these bitches couldn't   

And now you think you won it, I just want to die baby I just want suffer 

So who's finna suffer? 

You crawl into my mind... 

Now ... 

all you is do is wonder  

Why I choose this struggle, 

I keep it to my self baby 

 I be one to fumble   

And now I'm under pressure 

Pressure on my mind Baby 

Pressure like Ever 

 I be one to stand 

Stand for the homies that never the chance 

But I'm left alone 

When I'm down low and in search for a new hope 

So who's finna love me?

No one really love me baby 

You just want my money."

ISM (feat. Infinityisdead)

[Chorus] 
"She sipping fine wine when she hates me 

I been outside on the daily 

Getting through time she don't save me 

I be praying life don't take me."

4K Lij*
[Verse] 
"You can hop in the whip 
(if you wanna)

You can grab that aux, 
play Lana Del Rey, FKA Twigs, 
(if you wanna)

Yeah, you my type of 
(woman)

Bad white bitch wanna fuck with her nose up
Real tight grip on her throat when I slow fuck

Bitch, we the walking zombies, you know us 
Big Count Dracula, Matte black coat-er

Just poured a 4 in a matte black soda
Bro ex-bitch tried to fuck on me now my ex-bitch wanna fuck on Brody 

I get wiser as I get older
Don't trust you, barely trust my homies

It's 4K Lij, niggas know me

I ain't choose it, it was chosen
301 till it's over."


[Chorus] 
"She sipping fine wine when she hates me 

I been outside on the daily 

Getting through time she don't save me 

I be praying life don't take me."

Fine Wine (feat. 4K Lij)

[Verse]
"I ride alone I don't accept no one's help 

I know what my life entails 

I walk so swiftly on shells 

I walk a life time through hell 

I've been on earth for too long  

I know I will not break 

I just get sick of this fate 

I just get torn by my pain."


[Bridge]
"And how I have to be when I'm alone, I worry everyday I'm getting cold, I see on your face we're not alone, getting through the pain that's untold." 

[Chorus] 
"My pain is unearthly right now 

I'm walking through hell lm profound 

I'm searching for my brothers light 

I'm chasing the spirits through night  

The darkness envelopes you now 

I'm holding my pain out of spite 

I cant go on too much longer 

I shot you dead now I'm next in line."


4K Lij*
[Hook] 

(Huh!)
(Huh!)
"Never thought you would go
Never thought you would stay
Say you don't get what you want 
Standing in front
In the front line
In the gunfire 
You could meet me in a past life, or what
(Hey!) Maybe you can let me know sometime
Or, somewhere
Or, sometime
(Hey!) Maybe you can let me know sometime
Or, somewhere
Or, sometime." 

[Chorus] 
"My pain is unearthly right now 

I'm walking through hell lm profound 

I'm searching for my brothers light 

I'm chasing the spirits through night  

The darkness envelopes you now 

I'm holding my pain out of spite 

I cant go on too much longer 

I shot you dead now I'm next in line."

Ultraviolence (feat. 4K Lij & Infinityisdead)

This song about the 12 steps of AA reminds me every day why I am still alive and have a new future ahead of me. I wrote this song shortly after I started doing book work with my sponsor. The 12 steps of AA have taught me how to live no matter the situation without alcohol. It has taught me how to feel and the true meaning of love. Hope you like the song. Peace and Love Carl Runo  

These Twelve Steps

This song I wrote after I came out of treatment for my addictions. Waking up every day sober from now on, what a blessing.

Another Day Sober

I wrote this song based on the poem that is read quite often at AA meetings "Yesterday, Today and Tomorrow" This is my take on the poem. Hope you like it. Peace and Love. Carl Runo

Yesterday's Gone And Tomorrow's Not Alive (Reflection Version)

I wrote this track based on a reading we have in the rooms called Just for Today. This is my take on it. I hope you like it. Peace and Love. Carl Runo

Just For Today

I wrote this song early on in my recovery, kind of  like you got this you will recover just have hope and fait and you will get through. Hope it inspires you. Peace and Love. Carl Runo 

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Song writer, composer, producer. writing songs about my journey through recovery from addiction. I hope my songs speak to you and inspire you on your own journey. peace and Love. Carl Runo

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