prod. @alivetonight

amazing prod and vocalist <3

lyrics: (shoutout to @kurama_sd for putting my lyrics in the description)

[Verse]
This isn't what I signed up for 
I act like I'm fine 
But inside I'm losing my mind
Hello there
I'm a lonely soul 
With no where to go
I don't know my own future 
What am I doing here I don't know 
I thought I had everything I want
But I still feel empty 
I still feel sad 
I try to rest at night 
But I fail at like everything I do
And I just can't get out of my head 
Not even for one moment 
(Not even for one moment)

[Outro]
And No one knows 
and no one knows 
and no one will ever know 
All I have is my songs
(All i have is my song-)

this isn't what i signed up for :( (prod. alivetonight)

my remix of lil booj - there's just no chance i'm staying (original prod. by irby)

guitar by me
prod by me
mix + master by me
cover art by me

@lilbooj
I never said that I was a believer
I don’t try to disprove so I guess I’m neither

recite what’s on the page I’m not aware of what I’m saying
my thoughts are on a swing they’re never still it’s always swaying
hop up right on the scale with all the choices that I’m weighing
there’s just no chance I’m staying
there’s just no chance I’m staying

the praise is way too often where’s the meaning where’s the source
they try to make you feel all safe and sound up in those doors
I’m not okay that I had no say in what was placed inside my brain
ironic in the way of how that window pain was stained
it’s how I feel inside it’s partly beautiful disdain
but the rest I’ll sum it up it’s pretty much revolving pain
I don’t look back and see it as helpful more so detrimental
the judgement isn’t justified it’s only supplemental

they say it’s bad manners
when you don’t share but I don’t want none of what you got to offer not in there no
they say it’s all that matters
when you reach a breaking point all that’s left is that you still get to own your share

2X
recite what’s on the page I’m not aware of what I’m saying
my thoughts are on a swing they’re never still it’s always swaying
hop up right on the scale with all the choices that I’m weighing
there’s just no chance that I’m staying
there’s just no chance that I’m staying

there's just no chance i'm staying (alivetonight remix)

idk what u c in me

tell me what u c in me 
cuz i dnt fkn c it now
i been in my head and i dont think im fkn crawling out
dk what 2 think ab 
just tell me what 2 think ab 
dk what 2 say so ill just imitate when ur around 
entering ur skin
i wanna b right next to u 
kno just how u feel so i could fix it when im next to u 
i just want the best for u but damn im so obsessed w u

iiii just dk anymore

20 Year Old

i will no longer be uploading on this account it was a fun ride people till next time <3

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