uploading for my own sake. all credits to joe, guys a fucking savant.

nothing,nowhere. - thorns (unreleased)

(Prod. Wasted Youth) 

r.i.p. heavensgate, im back up in this bitch.

Another cold night
I found my peace as a lowlife
That's dreaming of the heavens
God whispered "theres no light"
Back on a bundle
Do my xylazine shuffle
Hear my heartbeat mumble
I bring nothing but trouble
Listen to your parents
Im a bad motherfucker
Hang around me
Get found face down in a gutter
Im a skeleton in clothing
I got bones in my closet
Im in love with suboxone
I got graveyards in my pocket
I was just a teen 
You watched me bleed over dreams
And never intervened 
So now im somewhere between
Tying up a rope or eating pills til i choke
Gashes on my throat
I'll curl up as i croak hoe

I have to get sober
I saw my mom and it killed her
She lost all her children
And now im barely living
Next time she sees my face
I'll be laid up in a casket
We're one in the same
We share like every habit

Dont talk about shit
That you really dont know
Have you ever seized up?
Woke up on the floor?
Have you ever thrown up
The only meal that you ate
In the past six days?
Motherfucker dont say 
That you really bout something
Cuz you aint bout shit
Try to walk a mile
Dead by step six
I earned my respect
I slept with my sins 
Gave blood for a wish
Came up on a slit bitch

Me and a gun
Take a bullet and dropped it
Into the chamber
I dont shake as i cock it
Aimed at the mirror
I show no fear as i pop it
God shed a tear
Oh dear wont you stop it?

God Whispered

prod. Thesoundclown

lyrics:

scorpio:
throwing in the towel
stuttering my vowels
wasting all my hours
my eyes are raining showers (x2)

heyzbee:
I been on this tower
Staring here for hours
Losing all my powers
Sitting with the flowers
My mood has become sour
My soul she has devoured
She sees my iridescent skin
And screams that I’m coward 
I’m covered in the powder that’s been seen to devour 
Stars they have aligned anytime that Im around her
I been in a bad place somewhere that I scour 
Lemme know right now so I can tell you bout the counter
I been searching everywhere like I been on the browser
Epistemic views make it impossible to empower
You don’t see the vision I guess that’s you are a doubter
I been cooking up I use this beat like it’s some flour

scorpio:
throwing in the towel
stuttering my vowels
wasting all my hours
my eyes are raining showers (x2)

Noise Complaint:

Put my life on the sideline
If you talk me again that’s fine 
It just doesn’t feel right 
When I spend hours wasting my god damn time 
Feeling nothing bleed all my thoughts online
Feel the pain then it’s also mine 
But it doesn’t matter
Soon I’ll make a decision and fall off this tower

Throwing in the towel 
Throwing in the towel
I’ve been staring here for hours
I’ve been standing here for hours
I’ve been staring here for hours

throwing in the towel (feat. heyzbee x Noise Complaint)

prod. mackk

lyrics:

vails:
lately youve been in my mind rent free
and maybe thats why ive been losing sleep
theres a certain something to express
but i cant get it off my chest

cause i know i cant get you
oh i wish that i couldve
oh baby i cant relax

scorpio:
i see the way you look at me has changed
i dont see the love you had on your face
but im still looking at you the same
and it kills inside, please just stay

carelessly fell in love
knowing damn well id only fuck it up
said some things that i dont mean
and watched you slowly forget about me

youve been in my head for weeks
thats the reason i cant get some sleep
ive lost everyone whos ever been close to me
lost in my feelings, two bottles of whiskey deep

lil booj:
if i lost you again id imagine my arteries would run dry
and my first attempt at coping rampantly is hollowed inside
i dont even wanna rest at night
i would dream of us it wouldnt make it better
another part of my life is gone
you can find your way so ill surrender 

ive got the scars you got precision
youll never stop and im missing
each point across yeah ill listen
ill lend myself for your mission

vails:
lately youve been in my mind rent free
and maybe thats why ive been losing sleep
thats maybe why ive been feeling defeat
cause i know i cant get you

rent free (feat. vails x lil booj)

prod. ?

lyrics:

scorpio:
could i...
find a meaning?
cause right now,
im living for no reason
won't text
cause i know im not needed
and sometimes,
i wonder why im still breathing

wont mend,
im still falling to pieces
cant depend
cause everybody's leaving
no friends
unless you count the demon
5 am 
and im still not sleeping

without me...
i bet you're living in heaven
honestly,
nothing i could do could kill the tension

Noise Complaint:
Keep writing all the same lines 
I must be insane I’m
Running from the daylight 
Tryna get my brain right 
Dance around the problem hold it shut until I split 
Front a better type of person but I know I’m full of it
I know I’m not the same side as you, but I need you 
Pain lies in you, but you’re see through 
Better times smiling at the fake lights 
Don’t know how I’m gonna get over these glass eyes

Majoraeclipse:
(Oh I)
try, try, try
maybe we'll manage seeing us
eye to eye
before we're scared and give it up
too bad we're of similar nature
cause every time you're slipping up
i see it in my behaviour 

so i can't blame you for it
everything you do to get some serotonin
i never wanted things to end but i keep begging for it
cause i see myself in everything and everyone
in wondering if Atlas could've grasped all of the world he had to hold

Noise Complaint:
Keep writing all the same lines 
I must be insane I’m
Running from the daylight 
Tryna get my brain right 
Dance around the problem hold it shut until I split 
Front a better type of person but I know I’m full of it
I know I’m not the same side as you, but I need you 
Pain lies in you, but you’re see through 
Better times smiling at the fake lights 
Don’t know how I’m gonna get over these glass eyes (x2)



glass eyes (feat. Noise Complaint x Majoraeclipse)

Pending Heart

Half Lit Rooms is the debut EP from Civic Ghosts—three emotionally raw songs about memory, silence, and the weight of things left unsaid. Blending spoken word, alt-rock, and ambient post-hardcore, these tracks don’t perform—they confess.

Each song captures a different kind of grief: the quiet aftermath (Half Lit Rooms), the ache of unspoken words (Ghost Notes), and the rising panic of unresolved memory (Wires in the Walls).

This is cinematic emo for people who feel too much. It doesn’t ask for closure. It just lets the room stay dim.

Ghost Notes

Half Lit Rooms

Wires in the Walls

lyrics:
and i just wanna feel somethin
away from it all just to nothin
through the thoughts that were comin
then i found you were frontin'
and i just wanna feel somethin
away from it all just to nothin
through the thoughts that were comin
then i found you were frontin'

this might sit
with me wrong why am i sad tho
I dont know what the hell ive done wrong ya
wait for time
to shine up on the bad ones
I control these goals from now and Im
takin life up by the hand
while im runnin with shit
though theres a plan

mayday down were taken away
and i didnt know this ah ya

and i just wanna feel somethin
away from it all just to nothin
through the thoughts that were comin
then i found you were frontin'
and i just wanna feel somethin
away from it all just to nothin
through the thoughts that were comin
then i found you were frontin'

and i’ve been running from the lovers and the misery

cooped up in my room full of make believe ah ya
i just wanna feel like i’m more than just substance
i just wanna feel like i’m one of the others

waking up like ‘it’s all a waste of time’
straight line to the goals i have in mind
but i’m forced to take roads that were never in my sight
and it’s so hard to say that ‘it’s gonna be alright’ ya

and i just wanna feel somethin
away from it all just to nothin
through the thoughts that were comin
then i found you were frontin'
and i just wanna feel somethin
away from it all just to nothin
through the thoughts that were comin
then i found you were frontin'

ah
and I didnt know this
and im tired of searchin
im tired of searchin oh
and i know your gone
your gone

and i just wanna feel somethin
away from it all just to nothin

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@leftquietverified
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sinxi:
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Listen to on spotify

frontin' (ft. sinxi)

discord: scorpio4488

side project w/devin's world: @frozen-grotto

haze collective

Noah Vale writes songs like confessions. As the voice of Civic Ghosts, he blends spoken word, cinematic alt-rock, and post-hardcore emotion into raw, atmospheric tracks about memory, regret, and the silence after someone leaves.

23 yr musician/prod. 

music extras:
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inquiries: leftquietofficial@gmail.com

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