Calm

[Intro]
Just let me go
Fading out, spinning slow
Can’t seem to find my way back home

[Verse 1]
I’d trade it all
For one more touch
But you had me spellbound
Lost in your clutch
No matter how far I go
I’m haunted by your echo

[Chorus]
And you say it’s over
But I’m still hanging on
You meant the world
I swear I tried to be strong
I’d give my last breath
To make sure you're safe
But I can’t find the words
When you’ve gone away

[Verse 2]
All these memories
They wash ashore
I can run, I can hide
But I’ll always want more
The distance between us
Never keeps me away
I keep running in circles
But I’m stuck in your sway

[Bridge]
If I could rewind
Make it right, make it fade
Maybe then we'd be strangers
Maybe then I’d feel okay
Wish I could change
Erase the part where we met
But my heart doesn’t listen
And I live with regret

[Chorus]
And you say it’s over
But I’m still hanging on
You meant the world
I swear I tried to be strong
I’d give my last breath
To make sure you're safe
But I can’t find the words
When you’ve gone away

[Outro]
Fading out, spinning slow
Just let me go
Can’t seem to find my way back home

You Were Never Meant For Me

FeelingsFuckingSuckAnyway

There’s No Helping Me  (1006)  ft. Donna AI.  short

WORK

The Tropicans

A touch of wildness from a few years back.

Copyright: public domain, CC0 (except Mongolian lyrics written by its copyright holder originally associated with the original song "Yuve Yuve Yu")

Director: Borkhuu
Composer: Diffusion
Writer (Intro): Borkhun
Translator: GPT
Remake of "Yuve Yuve Yu" by The Hu of Mongolia

Lyrics: partly translated to Diné language with "intro" added in the language

Written in Diné Bizaad

[Intro - Diné Bizaad]
Náhookǫsjí dóó Eʼeʼaahjígo níłchʼi yiníyé,  
Tsé nináhááh dóó shimá yázhí yáʼátʼéehgo sin,  
Łeʼéchąąʼí dóó shijéí yáʼátʼéehgo yíníshtaʼ.

[Verse 1 - Монгол хэл | Mongolian]
Их л удаан идэж уугаад наргиж цэнгээд 
Хачин юм бэ, юу вэ юу вэ юу 
Эцэг өвгөд Монгол гээд л цээжээ дэлдэн 
Худлаа орилох нь юу вэ юу вэ юу 
Эргэж буцаад хэлсэн үгэндээ эзэн болдоггүй 
Андгай өргөдөг нь юу вэ юу вэ юу 
Эцэг эхийн захиж хэлсэн үнэт сургааль 
Үнэгүй болдог нь юу вэ юу вэ юу 
(Юу вэ юу вэ юу)

[Chorus - Монгол хэл | Mongolian]
Ээ дүлзэн 
Cөгд сөгд 
Ээ лүндэн 
Бууг бууг 
(Бууг бууг)

[Verse 2 - Diné Bizaad]
Nihinaat'ání daniidlíinii nihich'į'anááʼ dadoołdzid
Haa lá biniinaa doo daniidziih da
T'ááłá'í niidlį́įgo nihí Dine'é nihinaanish baa deíkááh
T'áadoo tʼááłáʼí daniidlíinii, haa lá biniinaa
Nihí Dine'é kéédahat'ínígíí, nihíni'dii t'ááłá'í daniidlíinii
Haa lá biniinaa doo t'ááłá'í daniidlíinii
Nihí Dine'é da'ólníinii nihił hooghan baa deíkááh
Haa lá biniinaa doo baa deíkááh da

[Chorus - Diné Bizaad]
Háágoóó baa díníilzįįh
Ńléíjiʼ ńléíjiʼ
Háágoóó baa díníilzįįh
Nidínááł nidínááł
(Nidínááł nidínááł)

[Verse 3 - Монгол хэл | Mongolian]
Өвөг дээдсийн өвлөж өгсөн газар шороог 
Хайрлаж чаддаггүй нь юу вэ юу вэ юу 
Өтгөс буурлын захиж хэлсэн үнэт сургааль 
Худлаа болдог нь юу вэ юу вэ юу 
Өнө л мөнхөд мандан бадрах чонон сүлдэт 
Монгол түмэн тэнгэрийн тамгатай 
Хөвчин дэлхийд нэрээ дуурсгах хүмүүн тахилгат 
Эзэн Чингис нартад заларна 
(Нартад заларна)

[Chorus - Монгол хэл | Mongolian]
Ээ хар сүлд 
Сэр сэр
Háágoóó nihinaatʼáanii
Hózhǫ́ǫ́jí naashá
(Мөнх манд)

[Chant - Монгол хэл & Diné Bizaad]
Юу вэ юу вэ юу вэ юу вэ
Юу вэ юу вэ юу вэ
Хачин юм бэ юу вэ юу вэ
Юу вэ юу вэ юу вэ юу вэ юу вэ
Haa lá haa lá
Haa lá haa lá haa lá haa lá haa lá
T'áá íiyisí áhodoonííł
Haa lá haa lá haa lá haa lá haa lá

[Outro - Монгол хэл & Diné Bizaad]
Ээ хар сүлд
Сэр сэр
Ээ хаан төр
Мөнх манд
(Hózhǫ́ǫ́jí naashá)

Yuve Yuve Yu (Diné Bizaad Cover) | Diné Male Vocal

4,000 MILES YET I STILL GAVE YOU MY HEART

Walk Away Clean

If you like then please donate or buy my albums.  A new version of 'Reality In Dreamland' will be on sale on 1st January, 2026.  https://buy.stripe.com/eVqcN593g9dq60yfoe2Ry01
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I earn no money from music but need money to fund my creations.  I will happily reward those who do kindly contribute.  Thank you.

https://the-lost-connection.com  is the place to learn about me and my history.  Although I am just a Warehouse Picker, I am also a songwriter/keyboard player (IPI.  1069682323).  I have written over 1000 song lyrics since 1989 and have released 12 albums.  My productions have never been good enough to promote and I'm happy being an unknown artist, writing and recording music for pleasure rather than as a professional.  In April of 2017 I created my own website.  If you are interested in my songs then please save and stream on internet streaming sites, such as YT Music and Spotify.   If you like my words then check out my book ‘The Words Behind The Music Volume One: Lost In Reality’.  There will be a 2nd book within the next year, The Other Ones Before (Then After).
 
I released my first album, 'Lost Property' in December 2019. In the following months I released 5 Best Of albums.  They contained 87 tracks which I'd recorded between 2011 -2019.  In March I decided to release another album of songs which I'd recorded on tape (1994 - 1998) although 'Love Music' was updated in 2018 and the poem , Arrival... In Due Time', was recorded to complete the 'Reality In Dreamland' story not long before the album release.  

'2020 Vision' was the last album release of 2020.  This contains the single 'Voluntary Redundancy' which is very significant in regard to the album and the year in general. 

The next album release was  'New Lost World 19-20-21' (released on 1-9-2021 and features songs recorded in that 3 year period) which does feature one song that was re-written in a collaborative format.  Many of the songs were recorded (or re-recorded) during my year break after redundancy.

Soon after my 9th album, I released 'The Lost & Found History', which was a duo that never had enough time to get ideas up and running, but the brief recording moments occurred and this album shows the results.  The recordings were done between 1999 - 2013, but a couple of the tracks were initially just music.  Lyrics were added and, in 2021, the vocals were added to complete the songs.  Other songs were meant to recorded but we never found the time.  

Progress was made during the COVID years and 'Whatever Happened' is an album that reveals the results of attending a sync-writing course for 6 months; writing to briefs and collaborating.  It is mixed with personal, poignant and humorous songs.  it features lyrics from as far back as 1990. Before the release of the album 2 singles were promoted on Spotify: Won't Stop' and 'I Am Just Me'.  I am glad to reveal that the album will contain another version of 'Won't Stop' but called 'We Won't Stop' featuring Tim (the other half of The Lost & Found') on guitar and vocals (and co-writer of the music).

I may promote 'Voluntary Redundancy' from 2020 as I never gave it much exposure when first released.

Prior to focusing on my website and my  own releases I was in a heavy rock band...

At the beginning of 2013 I became the keyboard player with Innovator.    At the beginning of 2015, 'Time Is Running Out' but the first album was recorded before I joined the band.  'Spare Time' I introduced to the band and it was modified into an Innovator collaboration.  The song has been pre-recorded in it's original musical format , but lyrics amended since 2009 and is on '2020 Vision'.  A single was released on DistroKid in January 2016 for which I had a very big influence, called 'Southern Lady'.  It was a variation of a piece of music called 'The Lost And Found' recorded as a song many years before, but never released (as vocals not added until more recent years).  On this SoundCloud site I have deleted all the Innovator songs as I left the band in June 2017.  ‘Trapped Behind The Looking Glass’ was the 3rd album whi ch was released in August 2018,  on which I played on 6 of the songs and did backing vocals on ‘Dogs Of War’ (the deep chorus vocals).

The Badger: A short-legged omnivore in the family Mustelidae.

Also: The name under which I publish occasional musical sketches - cuttings from the studio floor.

Most are just experiments, musical noodles, unfinished tunes or ramblings of mediocrity. 

They serve no purpose other than to exist.  


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