Beat Production: Chibi
Lyrics: samben
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she's not here
but that's ok
kill my fear
I'll find a way

I'll jus leave and you won't care
I'm in the breeze bitch I flow in the air
my friends is all dead nah they're never there
oh they're never there, no they're never there

its always me
its jus me
its jus me
its jus me
they're not there
they're not there
they're not there

Media/Communications:
Soundcloud - Samben (new), Deadsoulbaby (old)
Instagram - Sambenztruck
Email - Sammissesben@gmail.com

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notthere ((PROD. CHIBI))

Beat Production: Goner
Lyrics: samben
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hatchu (hate you)
that's all I know
I don't wanna hatchu 
could I let it go

I don't wanna hold on 
I don't think I care enough
I don't wanna hold on 
me hands is going numb

veins run cold and my mind gets froze
that's all I can remember now
eyes get low as my wrist gets sewn
thunder strikes as my blood hits the ground

tsunamis in my lungs 
eyes burning from the sun
I don't know if I could ever be

I'm a fucking ghost
I ain't never had a home
I don't expect you to remember me

N I'm going down
I won't hear a sound
I don't feel like I ever left my hometown
jus tryna take away the shadows to which I'm bound
I can't figure it out but I'll figure it out

hatchu (hate you)
that's all I know
I don't wanna hatchu 
could I let it go

I don't wanna hold on 
I don't think I care enough
I don't wanna hold on 
me hands is going numb

veins run cold and my mind gets froze
that's all I can remember now
eyes get low as my wrist gets sewn
thunder strikes as my blood hits the ground

tsunamis in my lungs 
eyes burning from the sun
I don't know if I could ever be

I'm a fucking ghost
I ain't never had a home
I don't expect you to remember me

N I'm going down
I won't hear a sound
I don't feel like I ever left my hometown
jus tryna take away the shadows to which I'm bound
I can't figure it out but I'll figure it out

Media/Communications:
Soundcloud - Samben (new), Deadsoulbaby (old)
Instagram - Sambenztruck
Email - Sammissesben@gmail.com

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shadows ((PROD. GONER))

Beat Production: XJ
Lyrics: samben
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take the backstreet home 
I'll take the backstreet home
I don't wanna see a mudafuka
hear a mudafuka, I only got hate for you
I jus take it back to the summa(summer)
 sun blow kisses from the shuddas(shutters)
I wish I could find sum love for you

safe n sound
I feel safe n sound
everybody jus calm down 
jus calm down
I need sum space hoe

jus calm down
jus calm down

uh
yah n there it go hey
I can feel it go away
If you're gonna go bitch go don't stay
turn my bride into a throwaway
words are followed then I'm led astray 
I jus wanna float float float

shadows when I close my eyes 
I'm in another time
bitch I'm in another realm hoe I've already died
there's no need to fantasize
I got plenty on my mind
everyday's the fucking same
everyday I'm living twice

Media/Communications:
Soundcloud - https://soundcloud.com/sambenn (new), Deadsoulbaby (old)
Spotify - https://open.spotify.com/artist/0wC4d...
Instagram - https://www.instagram.com/sambenztruck/
Email - Sammissesben@gmail.com

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 lil peep type music lil peep type song

livin twice ((PROD. XJ))

Beat Production: XY1VA
Lyrics: samben
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waves as they fade
as they grow
take my lungs 
fill them with foam
I'm coming home
I'm coming home
I'm coming home

we die slowly
take my soul for me
I'm coming home
I'm coming home
I'm coming home
I'm coming home

I feel the weight I'm wearing it like a crown
jus to make it out
jus to push me through this
jus so that I can drown
no I can't figure it out
I'm a little ghost 'round here
somewhere between the sky and the ground
that's where I'll be found

faces in the wind
they dissipate n then persist
I try to move along my mind
oh there's the bitch I hate this shit
I get a question from my wrist
I send the nod n make a slit
we all die slow I jus apply the emphasis

get out
I tell em jus get out
I need a little space 'round here
I need a place where I can't hear a sound
I'm tryna go outa bounds

live in the swamps n dodge the chomps
at least there's not no fucking waves
take the bait n fade away
I never had to make a way
but fuck it I done grabbed my spade 
I'm headed toward the king of snakes
cut the head decapitate
n take the venom from its fangs

I jus need me a place
I jus need me some space
I jus need to feel safe
ay

Media/Communications:
Soundcloud - https://soundcloud.com/sambenn (new), Deadsoulbaby (old)
Spotify - https://open.spotify.com/artist/0wC4dhDLAfHIwqoeSw2dWh?si=QhlN790pQVGyS8Vh1pn3jg
Youtube - https://www.youtube.com/@samben9
Instagram - https://www.instagram.com/sambenztruck/
Email - Sammissesben@gmail.com

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 lil peep type music lil peep type song

home ((PROD. XY1VA))

Beat Production: Flood
Lyrics: samben
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outta pain where the scar at
ima pull it far back
watchin this blade distain my skin

I'm not getting any feedback
I jus got my weedbag
I take me a smoke n then become the wind

she hit me witta heartpoon (harpoon)
but she wont stay, she wont stay
she gon put me in a barbed tomb
cause she always say, she always say

"I don't fucking need you"
that I cant fucking please you
I feel like I'm seethrough 
I'm smoking on the reaf ooh
I jus make this cheese
n then smoke on wiz khalif doobs
I watch how they creep
they gon find out what I keep ooh

I ask my brain why is it always her
I dream about the way she made me hurt
I never wanted her to take my pain but she took my pain n then she made it worse

I did the same so I don't reimburse 
live in my dreams I like the re-immerse 
I wanna know how she holds the weight how she molds the clay before it gets burned

she be knowin I got potent, ha
wonder if shell come through
cause all I've ever wanted 
is to fade witchu

Media/Communications:
Soundcloud - https://soundcloud.com/sambenn (new), Deadsoulbaby (old)
Spotify - https://open.spotify.com/artist/0wC4d...
Instagram - https://www.instagram.com/sambenztruck/
Email - Sammissesben@gmail.com

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 lil peep type music lil peep type song

ghosttails ((PROD. FLOOD))

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