prod by me 

tag by @chalyre

no tengo amor, solo con rencor, ( I have no love, only resentment)
no sabes lo que duele, (u don't know how much this hurts

sin verte por meses (not seeing you for months)

yo no quiero vivir sin ti, (I don't want to live without you)
I'm begging you please, just stay with me 

yo morire al fin (I'll die in the end)
si no estas aqui (if you're not here)


mis lagrimas claman por perdon, (my tears cry out for forgiveness)
si me alejo pierdo mi razon (if I leave, I'd lose my meaning)

eres mi todo mi unica razon de ser, de ser (You are my everything, my only reason for being, for being)

perdoname el orgullo, (forgive my pride)
por las palabras malas (and for the bad words)

solo quiero amarte (I only want to love you)
sin mas batallas  (without anymore fights)


la vida sin ti carece de sentido (life without you is meaningless)
porfavor regresa te lo pido (please come back I beg you)

sin ti no puedo respirar (I can't breathe without you)
sin ti no quiero continuar (I don't wanna continue without you )

dame una oportunidad (give me a chance)
dejame demostrar (let me show you)

sin ti yo no puedo lograr (without you I can't win)
lo que me queda es llorar (what's left for me is to cry)



whispers of anguish, shadows interlace
symphony of torment, haunting refrain
beauty and sorrow dance in arcane
tears of my sorrow fall like the rain



[[resentment -  agony - discernment]]

outcry

prod by skylin ✧ and @grasior

lyrics:

"I'm only hard on you because I know you can take it"
"because I want you to win"

(grasior ✾) - [prod grasior ✾]

tell me everything i thought was a lie
gave control to everything in my life

what did i do, to deserve you
DiD took me out of who i knew

but
you got me lost in denial
cry in the night what a liar

thought lost in love i held
but it was him not me so i fled

but i dont like what you hold me too
drives me crazy just the thought of you

tell everything is all my fault
when you lost the shit

(skylin & grasior) [prod skylin ✧]

you said you wanted me but I guess those were lies to me 
you turned your back and say I'm throwin all these blasphemies
I cut you off because I found out you're bad for me 
too many snakes in the grass think oughta cut the weeds

(skylin)

got DiD I guess there really are two parts to me
I black out then I don't know what the fuck is happening
got a protector, I don't know if he looks out for me
with time, I learned I was another personality 
in light of these events I guess it's kinda bitter sweet
to learn within of me that there are three whole parts to me 
I put the pieces together after you dumped me on the streets
I lay there lonely with no shoes up on my fucking feet


[prod skylin 0:00 - 1:00]
[prod graysior 1:00 - 1:14]
[prod skylin 1:14 - 2:35]

[[betrayal & mental health]]

snake

snake w/grasior

prod by me :>

lyrics:

"sorry I haven't talked to you in a while.."
"I mean its only been a- [???]"
"..which I guess in the grand scheme of things isn't that long"
"isn't our life like a blip in the cosmic calendar or something.."

talk to me, i love your voice and it's features. 
love on me, give me everything you offer

down again, not near the top, again
i'm lookin down, again, not one to talk, again
i'm feeling lone, again, no one around, again
i'm killing time, again, still stuck on you, again

and i been..

down for a while now, feeling like im dead now
can't muster the courage to talk to ppl im 'round now
dried eyes from crying out, hoping someone hears how
im dying in my room, singing lonely songs to deaf walls

down for a while now, feeling like im dead now
can't muster the courage to talk to ppl im 'round now
dried eyes from crying out, hoping someone hears how
im dying in my room, singing lonely songs to deaf walls

"makes me hate myself that I've already gotten used to the idea of her not being here"

"in a year, I'll maybe think about her every once in a while. and then she'll become an anecdote"

“a thing to say..”

"..I knew a girl that died"


"with the added bonus.. of- ..she died because of me."


"maybe I should hate myself"

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sorry for being dead lately. 
life isn't good as of now. 

...

tomorrow is another day.

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again

im good with all the angles
finding options isn't viable

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