feel ya(prod BIGRAGNARXD)

in the dark

A guitar line that sounds like a goodbye you didn’t want to say.
A bass that walks in circles like a mind replaying old mistakes.
And drums that hit the way the truth finally does.

This track is what happens when indie rock grows a backbone, when jangle-pop stops pretending everything’s fine, and when post-punk steps out of the shadows with a cracked heart and a clear voice.

It’s a song about finally letting go of someone who never really held you — someone who loved the attention, the reassurance, the safety net… but never you.
The kind of “love” that only exists when they’re bored, lonely, or between adventures.
The kind of dynamic where you keep showing up… and they keep disappearing.

Here, the guitars shimmer like the last light on a bad day.
The vocals feel like someone trying to speak softly while their chest is ripping open.
And the whole song carries that bittersweet freedom — the moment you realise that walking away hurts, but staying would’ve broken you completely.

It’s for anyone who answered the late-night calls.
For anyone who waited in the shadows with a name stuck in their throat.
For anyone who finally said:
“No more. Not like this. Not again.”

This isn’t a breakup anthem — it’s an emancipation.
A slow, steady reclaiming of dignity, breath, quiet, and self-respect.

If you’ve ever loved too hard, forgiven too easily, or held on too long…
yeah.
This one is for you.

Lyrics:

Whenever you want to be alone,
I won’t come bringing love to you.
You don’t have to call my name now —
I’m finally letting go of you.

Whenever you want to be alone,
I won’t come bringing love to you.
If you need space, I won’t chase —
I’m learning what I shouldn’t do.

You stood me up, messed around, and treated me unkind,
Left me waiting in the shadows with your name on my mind.
But this time 'round, I’m changing all the rules,
No more playing loyal while you take me for a fool.

It’s much too late for you to shift your ways,
I won’t keep holding on, expecting you to stay.
When you’re all alone and sinking in the blue —
Don’t count on me to come running back to you.

I learned the hard way what your freedom meant,
You only came around when your lonely heart bent.
Now I’m stepping back from all the pain you do —
I’m not your safety net, I’m not your rescue.

Whenever you want to be alone,
I won’t come bringing love to you.
You don’t have to call my name now —
I’m finally letting go of you.

Whenever you want to be alone,
I won’t come bringing love to you.
If you need space, I won’t chase —
I’m learning what I shouldn’t do.

Time after time you said you “need to be free,”
And I pretended it was fine, though it tore into me.
And while you wandered off to chase your fun,
I kept waiting for a day that never really came, not one.

You’ll never know how deep the hurt could feel,
How long I waited for a love that wasn’t real.
And when you’re all alone and feeling down —
I won’t be the one who’s always hanging 'round.

No more late-night calls I always answered,
No more hoping you'd return a little faster.
You made your choice — now I’m making mine,
I’m walking out of your halfway love this time.

Whenever you want to be alone,
I won’t come bringing love to you.
You don’t have to call my name now —
I’m finally letting go of you.

Whenever you want to be alone,
I won’t come bringing love to you.
If you need space, I won’t chase —
I’m learning what I shouldn’t do.

I won’t bring my love to you (no),
I won’t bring my love to you.
You can keep your freedom, baby —
I’m finally choosing mine too.

Whenever You Want to Be Alone (Indie Rock)

Identity collapses.
The world prescribes disappearance—
but the voice refuses to dissolve.
#Transmission002 #YNAID #RitualDigital #GlitchFolk

Diagnosed To Disappear

They always try to fix what they don’t understand.
This transmission breaks the frame.
#Transmission003 #YNAID #AltElectronic #HybridIdentity

The Fix Is In

Ever wondered what happens when indie jangle guitars accidentally summon something ancient, weird, and way too sarcastic?

Yeah… me neither. But apparently this track does exactly that.

Some say it’s about statues coming alive at night.
Some say it’s about clay creatures with surprisingly good texting habits.
Some say it’s about two people who probably shouldn’t be awake after midnight, throwing riddles at each other like it’s a sport.

Nobody knows.
Nothing is confirmed.
Prague refuses to comment.

All we know is:
Guitars are jangling, drums are sprinting, somebody’s yelling “GO! GO! GO! GOLEM!” like it’s a fitness routine for mythical creatures… and in the middle of it, two voices argue whether stone people can flirt.

It’s cryptic.
It’s messy.
It’s suspiciously alive.

Hit play — and if anything starts moving behind glass… that’s between you and the Golem.

Enjoy. 😄🔥🪨🎸

Lyrics:

I told you ’bout the Golem
in that Prague toy shop at night,
standing there like a statue
under cheap fluorescent light.
And I teased you just a little,
said “maybe I look the same,”
but you laughed it off so easy —
guess I lost my monster game.

If you were made of stone
you’d be stuck behind that glass,
posing for the tourists
as the hours slowly pass.
Not texting me your riddles,
not sending clever sparks —
Golems don’t tease people
after midnight in the dark.

And no, we’re not legends,
but the fire feels real —
two strange people
with a strange little feel.

GO! GO! GO! GOLEM!
You’re no creature carved from clay —
you’re too alive to fade away.
GO! GO! GO! GOLEM!
You shake the night, you crack the stone —
you turn the myths into your own.
GO! GO! GO! GOLEM!
Yeah, whatever this is… you rock.

Maybe I’m symbolic,
but only when I play —
a metaphor in motion
dancing through your day.
I like your slow reactions,
your “ahaaaaaaa” replies —
like dropping tiny comments
that crash into my skies.

Maybe you’re a mystery,
but never made of dust —
more like Prague at midnight
wrapped in magic, jokes, and trust.
If there’s a Golem here at all,
it sure as hell ain’t you —
I’m the one who freezes
when I try to read your clues.

GO! GO! GO! GOLEM!
You’re no creature carved from clay —
you’re too alive to fade away.
GO! GO! GO! GOLEM!
You shake the night, you crack the stone —
you turn the myths into your own.
GO! GO! GO! GOLEM!
Yeah, whatever this is… you rock.

“Still afraid I’m made of stone?”
“If you were, Prague would’ve claimed you already.”

GO! GO! GO! GOLEM!
No clay, no dust, no ancient curse —
just two weird hearts in one verse.
GO! GO! GO! GOLEM!
If Prague has monsters, let them stay —
you’re the spark that lights my day.
GO! GO! GO! GOLEM!
Whatever you are…
you rock.

Golem!

Damian is joined by rising French artist Lucie Sue, whose unique fusion of rock, metal, pop, and visual artistry is gaining serious momentum across the UK, Europe, Canada, and the US. In this in-depth conversation, Lucie Sue talks about the making of her international album Battlestation, the diverse influences behind her evolving sound, and the creative challenges and opportunities that come with connecting to English-speaking audiences.

She reflects on her explosive recent gigs, how her visual-arts background shapes her identity as a musician, and the importance of humour and authenticity in her work. Lucie Sue also shares unforgettable behind-the-scenes stories—including performing live with Steel Panther—and opens up about the support network helping her push her career to the next level.

From bold creative direction to her ambition to one day headline iconic venues like Wembley, this is a must-watch for fans of dynamic, boundary-breaking music.

Lucie Sue Talks Battlestation, Global Breakthrough and Performing with Steel Panther

GOLD ROCKS is ego, impulse, chaos, temptation — the version of me that never pretended to be perfect.
It’s the reckless era, the raw era, the “I’m alive and I know it” era.
I made this for anyone who ever felt lost in the nights but still chose themselves in the morning.
Shiny, messy, golden.

Gold Rocks - Mavin Kakkar

all instruments played by me
this song has influences from altrock / indie/ house/ shoegaze

this is version 1 i might remake it and put it on spotify

lyrix:
shapes and sounds
buzzing bees
branches falling off a tree
staring at the white noise that keeps
playing on the tv screen

sun goes down
stars align
clouds fade into dust if time
passes by in cycles
time passed by in cycles

thunderbolts
fill the sky
shivering terrified
embrace the fact that i might die
the clouds are gray
im paralyzed

let it go
let it be
lock in on whats meant for me
disregard bad memories
but hope the stars remember me

when i turn into a ghost
or maybe one of them (one of the stars...)
it doesnt even matter god just take me if you can (would you take me now?)
somewhere i dont get distracted
from everything (from everything)
hope one day youre abled to
take me as i am(take me as i am)

shapes and sounds
tall brick walls
whispers in the castle halls
birds outside are taking off
to a place where they belong

shapes and sounds
buzzing bees
branches falling off a tree
staring at the white noise that keeps
playing on the tv screen

sun goes down
stars align
clouds fade into dust if time
passes by in cycles
time passed by in cycles

if i was a bird and i had ways to fly around
i would stay the fuk away
from people on the ground
sit up on a mountain
far away from all the sound
wanna drown up in the air
in fuzzy pillow clouds

rocky roads are hard sometime
but i will overcome
anything that;s in the way in hope it makes me strong
but i got a devil that keeps pissin on my tongue
keep on saying stupid shit i never meant to say
i just wanna drown inside a cloud far away
nothing on this stupid earth
makes me wanna stay
everything distracts me when its further than far away

further than far away

further than far away
further than far away
further than far away
further than far away

far away
in the future on a hill
theres a castle there that someone fucking built
hope that thats the person in the mirror that i see
or ill build a spaceship say goodbye to all the trees

ill say good bye to all trees
ill say good bye to all trees
earth wasn't meant4me
wasn't meant for me
wasn't meant for

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