this song means a lot to me

only been in the game for 7 months
hoping to upgrade quality soon

already (interlude | prod. thersx)

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making moves no?

produced by soul99
https://youtu.be/Z2588kd8IZU?si=CftgZMoAjbYkOTco

mixed, written by me

hey

i spun around too quick
didnt have time to think
your name in ink
thats our link
our link
thats our link

yeah yeah yeah
i span you right round
you're matching the background
thought, we could get takeout
i gotchu you dont gotta look out
soon itll be dark out
the nights already planned out
after this well go back to mine
maybe yours that will be fine
baby girl you look so fine
baby girl you look so fine
promise i wont waste your time
its easy theres no climb
sip drinks with the lime
promise i wont waste your time

from the fallen (prod. clvr)

produced by hills
https://youtu.be/9Qki6sDE8Ew?si=XKalDXjBtb5_Q8C8

mixed, written by me

i cant control myself
everyday feels the same
its no good for my health
so im going to let go

im leaving you
im leaving (you)
im leaving you
im leaving

im leaving
its a new season
and im feeling
new feelings
i need healing
oh oh

and even though it hurts
you were a blessing and a curse
now i put it in reverse
pulling off in a hearse

im leaving (you)
im leaving you (you)
im leaving (im leaving)
im leaving (im leaving)
im leaving (you)
im leaving (you)
im leaving (you)
im leaving
im leaving
(you)

i'm leaving (interlude | prod. hills)

produced by khozy
https://youtu.be/pcYf9IoqnCE?si=_z00TNT8a5y6ro-d

slowed and reverb
https://soundcloud.com/midaer/2mch2ask4-slowed-reverb-prod-khozy

sped up
https://soundcloud.com/midaer/2mch2ask4-sped-up-prod-khozy

mixed, written by me

https://soundcloud.com/midaer
https://www.instagram.com/alwaysmidaer/
https://www.tiktok.com/@alwaysmidaer

yeah you set me up
yeah you set me up

yeah you set me up how you feel bout yourself?
yeah this motherfvcking girl made me wanna k!ll myse!f
feel like i- imma d!e young
but imma hold my tongue

i dont miss you
everything i damn said turn to issue
dont answer questions then you say that i dont listen
tryna understand is like a whole mission

it just seems loves too much to ask for
fvcked me up why would i come back for?
sh!t got rough had to hit the backdoor

what did i see in you?

fvcked me up
yeah you fvcked me up
yeah you fvcked me up
yeah you fvcked me up

2mch2ask4 (prod. khozy)

produced by khozy
https://youtu.be/pcYf9IoqnCE?si=_z00TNT8a5y6ro-d

original
https://soundcloud.com/midaer/2mch2ask4-prod-khozy

mixed, written by me

https://soundcloud.com/midaer
https://www.instagram.com/alwaysmidaer/
https://www.tiktok.com/@alwaysmidaer

yeah you set me up
yeah you set me up

yeah you set me up how you feel bout yourself?
yeah this motherfvcking girl made me wanna k!ll myse!f
feel like i- imma d!e young
but imma hold my tongue

i dont miss you
everything i damn said turn to issue
dont answer questions then you say that i dont listen
tryna understand is like a whole mission

it just seems loves too much to ask for
fvcked me up why would i come back for?
sh!t got rough had to hit the backdoor

what did i see in you?

fvcked me up
yeah you fvcked me up
yeah you fvcked me up
yeah you fvcked me up

2mch2ask4 (sped up + prod. khozy)

2mch2ask4 (slowed + reverb | prod. khozy)

produced by pipe bomb
https://youtu.be/_-DoJefAnMk?si=2kQSGSXxLScFZxd8

mixed, written by me

https://soundcloud.com/midaer
https://www.instagram.com/alwaysmidaer/
https://www.tiktok.com/@alwaysmidaer

they tell me to stop acting
well you know just a fraction
cant stand this interaction
cant stand this interaction
eventually itll happen
eventually itll happen

ive been staring at the motherfvcking ceiling
i dont know how to go about healing
i dont know how to go about healing
so the thoughts about the end are appealing

it seems im out of luck now
i tried everything i can
but it wasnt enough in the end
im at a dead end
ill say hi to the tree at the bend

appealing (prod. pipe bomb)

thank you quadoncle for this masterpiece

i meant to release it on IDMTHY's 2 year anniversary
but life happened so now were here lol

original & bg visuals by @quadecaX8  
https://youtu.be/EsAl04IqYHU?si=eWXXCm3eEpewBMuO
https://open.spotify.com/track/3VheddjCE7GCHzeKIJnRzK?si=ac99aae45bf54bb0

i didn't mean to haunt you album
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5tbOspjJ5f0
https://open.spotify.com/track/3VheddjCE7GCHzeKIJnRzK?si=965308e09ef841c3

quadeca
https://soundcloud.com/quadecax8
https://www.youtube.com/@quadecaX8
https://open.spotify.com/artist/3zz52ViyCBcplK0ftEVPSS

inspo  @bandanabloom  
https://youtu.be/n7NNk9m-C6Q?si=cmQqLNLLuoqr92lp

special thanks
https://youtu.be/RUKArxKgaEY?si=XXtwXCnX4ZCHV7Qt
https://youtu.be/wAJebj82eBk?si=CLweE6YDAXjNZAuz

composition, mixing, producing and filmed by me

https://soundcloud.com/midaer
https://www.instagram.com/alwaysmidaer/
https://www.tiktok.com/@alwaysmidaer

cry to sleep, wait a week
again
oh, amen
counting sheep, crossing streets
everyone's dead ends
oh, amen
and i'm bored
i could be so much more
than I am
than I am
i need to go
i heard there's a place for me
one that nobody knows
one that goes away with me
so I drove
mountains away
to a place that ain't real
to a place that ain't real
and I drove
mountains away
to a place that ain't real
that's where I wanna stay

that place over the hill
where you dream about crossing
it's not a cry for help
to rethink your options
it's your mom's bakery in maine
it's that cabin in sweden
it's the going offline
it's the nеxt year, I'll go vegan

it's not a woe is me
it's a hold the door open
that's a fantasy world
that's the one that I've chosen

somewhere over the hill
where you cry without speaking
leave your door slightly creaking
it's all leaking away
when there's nothing to say
there's no point anymore
the words touch your mouth
and they fall on the floor
so why try to move a hair?
when you barely exist?
that's a fantasy world
that's where i wanna live

and i float
mountains away
where no one can stay
and i go
not in a rush

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