The lyrics explore themes of love, emotional barriers, and personal growth in relationships. The song expresses a struggle with intimacy, possibly due to past experiences and an avoidant attachment style. Despite being with someone who genuinely cares for them and wants to be with them, I find it difficult to fully open up and embrace the relationship, even attempting to numb their feelings with “white white wine.”

There’s also a moment of realization when a past lover reaches out, triggering a deeper understanding that they need to let go of old habits and fears. The lyrics convey a shift from avoidance to acceptance, as I acknowledges that no one else can love them the way their current partner does. By the end of the song, I commit to trying to change and embrace love, but they also seek reassurance—to be loved for who they truly are.

Overall, the song is about confronting emotional barriers, overcoming fear of intimacy, and choosing to embrace love despite past wounds.

I Wanna Be Yours

Remastered and mixed by DJ Tru

The Lyrics:

black sheep baby,
hearded with the masses, never had a clue.
her dad was lazy, with no emotion to give and only work to do.
superstitious.
careful of the cracks, didn’t wanna break mamas back
only child.
looking in the mirror with a lonely smile.

[x2]
checkmate,
the shadows said they wanna play a game of chess.
left defenseless.
never thought she’d wind up as a pawn in all this mess. [x2]

she’d wake up screaming.
just a baby seeing horror when she’s supposed to be dreaming.
her fist squeezed tight, she
swung at empty air, fightin demons off nightly.
they kissed her forehead and said.
they said “baby don’t be scared, just follow us blindly. don’t ask questions and we’ll get along kindly
you don’t wanna meet a fate that’s oh so untimely.

[x2]
checkmate,
the shadows said they wanna play a game of chess.
left defenseless.
never thought she’d wind up as a pawn in all this mess. [x2]

Her thoughts were venom.
Snakes in her mind, but she learned not to pet 'em.
Mirrors shattered.
Pieces of her face on the floor, scattered.
Her soul grew colder, as she got older
Heavy with the weight of the world on her shoulders.
They tried to mold her, tried to fold her
but this game is
far from over.

[x2]
checkmate,
the shadows said they wanna play a game of chess.
left defenseless.
never thought she’d wind up as a pawn in all this mess. [x2]

Beat purchased from @RamaLow on ramalow.beatstars.com/beat/poetry-19523858

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