@prodarisu
@xternalz

mui:

ohhh no
i jus wanna be all on my own
standing by ur side but im still alone
nothing feels the same since the day you let me go
i feel so cold
i been distasteful

u hate me when i liee to ya
our feelings, they collide for good
i wonder if you'd hide from it
can i feel at all?
is this real or not...

xternalz:

it’s wearing me down til i cant breathe
i’ll think I’ll drown, you’re staring at me
i can’t think
it’s making me bleed
it’s making me bleed til I can’t anymore
yeah you’re crushing my reality
it’s such an abnormality
guess now we’ll see the lethality
the lethality 

mui:

i cant choose
is this really safety? 
is this really love???
i dont wanna take this on my own...
you're telling me we're meant to be in this world
amongst all the faces
i still feel alone

i talk about my feelings
but dont feel a thing at all
write down all the pages 
paint the pictures in the bold
im falling into fading, this shits getting ever cold
there's nothing in the painting,
i dont wanna feel at all

reality w/ xternalz (arisu)

prod @prodarisu

lyrics:

turn to a ghost just to haunt you
hide your face so i can’t find you
crush my heart i despise you
i can’t be myself when i’m around you

leave me in the snow
i can’t feel at all
it don’t make sense but i cut just to feel whole
just a doll you control all of my bones
i let you sever all my limbs and eat my soul

i’m a jester treat me like a joke
i’m a jester let me play the role
bow my head when you’re sitting at the throne
cut me up you can turn me to a ghost 
woah woah
i’m a jester treat me like a joke
i’m a jester let me play the role
i’ll bow my head when you’re sitting at the throne 


i’ve been crying for hours i can’t let go
you’re on my mind so i never feel alone
throw me down then you cut into the bone
pick me up then you hang me from a rope
i wanna leave but you chained me by the throat 

because of you i hate myself
because of you i cry for help
i’m paralyzed every time you come around
i’ve been working on myself turn it to nothing
you’re in my brain and you carve it like a pumpkin
rip my heart out and then i watch you crush it
i’m feeling sick but i’m never feeling nauseous 


locked out of my heart
keep the key tucked i don’t wanna start
you always argue like you wanna fall apart
before you come around i cover up my scars
my heart 
is scarred
from you

woah woah

don’t know how to act baby when you come around
i see your smile i can turn it to a frown
always try my best but i don’t fit in the crowd
bells on my hat always making me stand out

i’m a jester treat me like a joke
i’m a jester let me play the role
bow my head when you’re sitting at the throne
cut me up you can turn me to a ghost 
woah woah
i’m a jester treat me like a joke
i’m a jester let me play the role
i’ll bow my head when you’re sitting at the throne

jester (arisu)

w coven @untildeathparts
prod arisu @prodarisu

lyrics:

[coven]
the curtains closed
i cant feel my toes
10mg i take em both
why she staring at my post
baby u do the most
i might up my dose
i might-i might up my dose
for u im crazy
lets see if she gon play me
im tired u dont phase me
bitch stop acting like a baby
gauze me then tape me
im waiting for death to take me
baby come sedate me
on the bed im nodding laying

[gleam]
the curtains closed, the lights r off, but ur still acting
i can see right thru, ur heart is made of plastic
u know my feelings bby i should try to mask it
u cut me off, im bleeding out, i need a bandage
the curtains closed, the lights r off, but ur still acting
i can see right thru, ur heart is made of plastic
u know my feelings bby i should try to mask it
u cut me off, im bleeding out, i need a bandage

[coven]
i need a bandaid
u can kill me but can i plz see the next day
u see right thru me like youve been watching thru an xray
bitch im a zombie ive been walking around so headless
i cant feel my emotions
lets go up my dosage
she message me thru postage
they see what im doing clone it
she keep yelling at me i told her to tone it
down
i keep looking there its where i belong to the ground

[gleam]
my heart is frozen baby told me u could melt it
i let you stab me and u made sure that i felt it
lock my heart away im better off without it
baby please just pull the plug my brain is crowded
baby all this time u fooled me as an actress
u made me walk across the rope i had no practice
i said my heart was made of glass and the you cracked it
all this time u built me up and then collapsed it

u said youd give the best for me
i let you chew my heart
and spit it at my feet

the curtains closed, the lights r off, but ur still acting
i can see right thru, ur heart is made of plastic
u know my feelings bby i should try to mask it
u cut me off, im bleeding out, i need a bandagethe curtains closed, the lights r off, but ur still acting
i can see right thru, ur heart is made of plastic
u know my feelings bby i should try to mask it
u cut me off, im bleeding out, i need a bandage

plastic w/ coven (arisu)

Happy Birthday to Myself! i'm very excited 'cause i finally get my laptop and my phone back.

i know i've been missing for quite sometimes, it's life after all so i need to get things done first :)

but i'll comeback soon, i promise.

producer in the clip:
@prodarisu
@txqiio
@xora09
@kuusune7

List:
Noya Clarissa - Aku Tak Bermaksud (Unreleased)
Noya Clarissa - Fucked Up (Unreleased)
Noya Clarissa - Salahkah Aku Terlalu Cinta (I lost the project)
Noya Clarissa - Don't Stop (Unreleased)
Noya Clarissa - Aku Mau Kau Cintaiku (Unreleased and it's still demo)
Noya Clarissa - Janganlah Kau Membenciku (Unreleased)
Noya Clarissa - Lelah (Unreleased)
Noya Clarissa - Berbuatlah Semaumu (Unreleased)
Noya Clarissa - Karena Aku Cinta Kamu (Unreleased)
Noya Clarissa - Apapun Yang Kau Mau (Unreleased)
Noya Clarissa - Aku Ingin Kamu (Unreleased and it's a vocaloid!)
Noya Clarissa - RATATATATA XD (Unreleased)
Noya Clarissa - Jangan Berbohong (Unreleased)
Noya Clarissa - Aku Tak Rela (Unreleased)
Noya Clarissa - Kau Tak Percaya (Unreleased)
Noya Clarissa - Mungkin Aku Yang Salah (Unreleased)

thank you for always remembering me.

BIRTHDAY CLIP!!! I'M OFFICIALLY 18 NOW :D THANK YOU FOR ALWAYS REMEMBERING ME!!!

"I've spoken of responsibility before. I didn't truly understand it then, but now I do. Adulthood, responsibility, obligation...and the choices you make that extend beyond those ideals."

Here's my take on Blue Archive's most important musical motif, combining both Aoharu and RE: Aoharu; with a bouncy yet melancholic, sunny yet sky blue, future bass flavor. This has been in the making in a while, but college has taken up a lot of my time these past few months. I'm almost finished with my studies though! For now.

Do enjoy this remix~

Listen on YouTube: https://youtu.be/u0XlzoxItqM

Buy me a ko-fi and download my music in high quality! SoundCloud's 64 kbps limit and YouTube's compression may not cut it out for you~ 
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Aoharu (Remix)

Aoharu (Glae Remix) [Blue Archive OST]

Check out the live recording from our last Subios Records Showcase in Essen at the Goethebunker by https://soundcloud.com/arisu_mischbetrieb

SUB Cast 054 - Arisu


@remiliaxd
@kyxtsnxwy

@prodarisu 
@oiwassupp



me
all the things that i been thru
wake up another day, feeling brand new
i gave you my heart, you tore it to pieces
and i couldn't believe it, but
i guess thats how things go
thought i had you, you slipped out of my hand
and all the time we spent, went to waste
i can't recall the things, that i said
and its all my fault, that how it is

@remiliaxd
that's how it is, falling to pieces
falling to my own thoughts, it hurts
yeah i said "i don't need it," but i still need it
and i guess that's how it is again
i hold you close, now i'm falling to pieces again
again, let my heart go
to think i'd lose it all again

@kyxtsnxwy
imma lose it all again
demons in my head
i know they wont let me live, i know
you held so many pain, now you’re cold
i’ll keep reminding you, i wont go away
i will take away your pain
no matter how things go, im always here to stay
if ever you need space, i’ll wait anyway
i know i live in hell, but i’ll take you to holy place

me + @remiliaxd
all the things that i been thru
wake up another day, feeling brand new
i gave you my heart, you tore it to pieces
and i couldn't believe it, but
i guess thats how things go

how things go
heart froze
heart hurts and it's frozen like the snow
let go
i know
i know that my heart is set in stone



Spotify

how things go + remilia & kishi (arisu oiwa)

soundcloud.com/hartfxlt
soundcloud.com/tores x soundcloud.com/prodarisu

special thanks to cam for helping me out w the master

[soundcloud.com/clay0127]

im barely keeping afloat
so why dont you let me go?
break it off, leave me alone
cause im lost and you already know
youre wasting time on me
im stuck in place i freeze
every winter i try to find peace
and always end up incomplete

still running to the top
cause with you im feeling starbound
baby take my hand 
ima lead us out the mud somehow
all dust, all love
shit is ours now
way my dreams come alive in your eyes
i feel so found out
i feel so proud
cause you not giving up now
fall apart in your arms
more times than i can count
and everytime you lift me up
keep me unbound
ill give you the world
because you gave me all of mine oh

[soundcloud.com/hartfxlt]

cut at my soul until we're compatible 
its as old as time the story being told 
I try to get away but I'm in your pull 
you live inside my brain I need you out my skull
so seek me out when it cold 
I'm bleeding out and you don't know
tell me was it all for show ?

Freeze w/ Hartfxlt [tores x arisu]

prod @prodarisu
photography by @disk_motif, sketch by @fooyepont
much love 2 u all <3 

lyrics:

@vai5000
don't know who you are
talking but ur nameless
see u from afar
where you'll stay
cause ur aimless
talking way to much
don't know what you're saying
cut you off I-


meet you in the streets
Shibuya city
talking like you know me  but 
im like who you be?
never trust you back
I'm all that you lack
I'll be going up
on your decline
forget all you said about me
talk way too much
damn you should shut up
think that you'll bang
but you'll still end up washed up
please shut your mouth
pretend you're tough
can't say your name cause I
think I just forgot
cause i forgot
cause i forgot
cause i forgot yea i'll watch you flop
cause i forgot
cause i forgot
cause i forgot yea i'll watch you-

@deepinparis
i got her in love and i havent even met her
yeah, smokin on this blunt its not a stressor
of course they copy all my pretty fits, trendsetter
yeah, i swear to god im doing better

yeah, i said fuck the song cuz i just wanna rap
keep my bros right on my side, keep em on my back
they say they look right in my eyes and it makes them sad
i cant go out bad
bitch i never cared bout that

@cld
She don't wanna take one
She wanna take two
30 bands in my bag that's some old news
Balenciaga track, that's my new shoe
Put some gas in the tank, where we goin to

Yeah I could be the one that you need
That boy played out, sayin he the hottest in the scene, nah
We know who you tryna be
You not on the team
Hop up in the whip, then we speed off

@7akkiro
i forgor to get the lyrics

shibuya ft. deepinparis +cld +akkiro「arisu」

lyrics :

kau biarkan aku yang memutuskan
padahal kau yang telah memulai
mengapa semuanya jadi aku
kau bebankan cinta ini padaku
saat kau hilang rasa
kau ingin pergi tapi
tak mau bersalah
mengapa harus aku
kau buat jadi jahat

tak pernah sedikitpun kau melihat
semua yang ku perbuat tuk perbaiki
kisah kita yang semakin usang
tak da lagi darimu ingin tuk bertahan
kau acuhkan aku rasa ini kau hempaskan

mungkin kau tak cinta lagi
atau sudah kau temui
disana seorang pengganti
lebih dari diri ini

selayaknya tetes hujan ku hanya menunggu kering
ku kan hilang dari duniamu dan tak akan pernah kembali

kau yang memintaku untuk mengakhiri
jika itu yang kau mau
ku akan turuti

kau biarkan aku yang memutuskan
padahal kau yang telah memulai
mengapa semuanya jadi aku
kau bebankan cinta ini padaku
saat kau hilang rasa
kau ingin pergi tapi
tak mau bersalah
mengapa harus aku
kau buat jadi jahat

Kau Buat Jadi Jahat

Blue Archive Fanmade Remix
Original:Karut - !⸮ WAS IT A CAT I SAW ?!

ScreaMaercS 【SUPER Hi-Voltage Arisu Dual-Volt!!】

@1lokias

Drifting is a sport that focuses on a particular driving technique of the same name, which has been used in other well-known motorsports, such as rally and speedway racing, for numerous years. Car drifting is all about using oversteer to get the vehicle to drive sideways through corners. This has to happen at a high speed and while the driver remains in full control of the car.

~...its over idiot

//

dps q eu te conheci eu perdi a vontade de viver
eu te amarrei ao meu lado 
como um contrato com o diabo
não me faz questionar
eu não aguento mais pensar
se vc realmente se preocupa ent pq me colocou nessa situação
toda ação tem reação 
errei na decisão
com a cara no chão em dias de cao
aonde há muita bondade pode acabar em maldade
questione mais de uma vez se não tem certeza
eu errei mais de uma vez e causei problemas
eu menti mais uma vez qual é o meu problema?
se vc realmente se preocupa ent pq me colocou nessa situação
toda ação tem reação 
errei na decisão
com a cara no chão em dias de cao
eu olhei para o abismo e me vi no espelho
eu menti mais uma vez qual é o meu problema?

dogdays (lokias)

produced by arisu + dien
art by lilla <3

do you want two sugars or one?
served with some toppings
what were you wanting
watching as the milk froths up at the top
iced latte mixed with all of my love

sweet like a latte
take your pain away
say you want me
lips like butter cake
get rid of your aches
hold my body
keep smiling 
iced latte 
take a sip kiss me
sweet like a latte
take your pain away
say you want me
mocha or frappe
drink it everyday
say it softly
hold my hand 
iced latte
take a sip love me

am I cute enough for you
say you need me say everything
cuddly like a marshmallow
i'm here waiting
do you want a sugar, two?
say you want one I'll give you some
make you smile
iced latte
am I cute enough for you
say you need me say everything
cuddly like a marshmallow
i'm here waiting
do you want a sugar, two?
say you want one I'll give you some
make you smile

milk shot mix it with a spoon
sugar watch the froth balloon
sprinkle chocolate dust ontop of it
and give me a smile
milk shot mix it with a spoon
sugar watch the froth balloon
take a sip with milk on lips
and taste my kiss
I'll be your coffee


sweet like a latte
take your pain away
say you want me
lips like butter cake
get rid of your aches
hold my body
keep smiling 
iced latte 
take a sip kiss me
sweet like a latte
take your pain away
say you want me
mocha or frappe
drink it everyday
say it softly
hold my hand 
iced latte
take a sip love me

milk shot mix it with a spoon
sugar watch the froth balloon
sprinkle chocolate dust ontop of it
and give me a smile

iced latte「arisu + dien」

i wanna do it on my way
tell this bitch to the move the fuck outta my way
i lose it all
i hate myself
take it from me, bitch i wanna see you try
i wanna see

myway (level)

[rain]
aku takkan bisa
pergi jauh darimu
hidupku tanpamu
bikin ku jadi gila
aku jadi gila
aku jadi gila
aku jadi gila karena di pelet kamu

aku tak mau
jauh dari mu
tapi takkan bisa
karna aku tak mau
aku tak mau
jauh darimu
aku takkan bisa jauh jauh darimu

[fraut]
x

[rain]
kalo aku lebay y biarin aja :P
cuma kamu aja yang bikin aku gila
so baby pls stay here, ku gamau merana
cepat kamu sini, jangan lama lama
jangan kmana mana, nanti jadi hampa
nanti ku gelisah ku tak tau mau kemana

JJ MANJA ft. fraut (arisu) #JJCORE

@raygenbeats

n vá
eu tenho tanto pra dizer
e mais um pouco pra fazer
n perca a paciencia pq eu n sei falar 
n consigo me expressar e eu sei que isso mal
msg no celular brigando outra vez
tipo quando vai parar
ela pergunta se eu to bem mano eu nao sei
deixa o tempo passar talvez isso vá curar
eu n quero falar oq ta fazendo mal
e se eu reclamar oq isso vai mudar?
é eu também nao sei
ja faz um bom logo tempo que eu me sinto
ja fiz tantos movimentos como fosse xadrez
fez uma abertura polonesa com meu sentimentos

n (ay, uh)
n perca a paciencia pq eu n sei falar 
n consigo me expressar e eu sei que isso mal
msg no celular brigando outra vez
tipo quando vai parar
sabe que eu n vou falar
ela pergunta se eu to bem mano eu nao sei
me sinto um pouco estranho mas eu nao sei
deixa o tempo passar talvez isso vá curar
eu n quero falar oq ta fazendo mal

msg no celular (raygen)

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established in 2016 by TiM TASTE, Earl Grau and Werner B. based in the Ruhrpott area of western Germany.

Providing a wide variaty of Dark Minimal Techno, they found their place in between featuring well known artists as well as supporting new artists on their first steps. 

Besides their main releases they also established the SUB-Cast a collection of finest Dark Minimal Sets which can be found on Soundcloud. 

Long story short, as they always use to say:
„Support your local minimal dealer!“

Demos: info@subios.de
* We listen only to private SC Links, send at least 3 tracks and please be patient, we try to go through everything once a month.

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18 | She/Her

@1aprilshowers
@scarletdevils
@tsunamiwaves
@01wintrrs

treat u like a lover, treat me like a loser

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