a massive undertaking | untitled project 001 sessions | ambient atmospheric psyche drone horror WIP | shifty 5.1 tg1 140 bpm take 1 81425

for now it is best to stay focused | untitled project 001 sessions | ambient atmospheric psyche drone horror WIP | shifty 5.1 tg1 130 bpm take 1 81425

at the same time | untitled project 001 sessions | ambient atmospheric psyche drone horror WIP | shifty 5.1 tg1 120 bpm take 1 81425

Estou explodindo de raiva, dor, medo e tudo, simplesmente não aguenta ter que ficar mais calmo e aguentar os mesus problemas calados, eu preciso soltar a minha voz, a minha dor e tudo mais... 

Como?

nonetheless one got through | untitled project 001 sessions | ambient atmospheric psyche drone horror industrial WIP | shifty 5.1 tg1 100 bpm take 1 81425

Unsettling.

Longing, dragging, twisting, turning, returning 

Fracture my chaotic mind 
Repeating, on a loop, it all loops, 
difference, indifference, 
Opening, closing
Shut down my spinal cord ✃𓄧
Watch me exploding into a million bazillion pieces 
Questioning 
I'm worth 
I live 
I deserve

I don't. I really don't. Don't. Not at all. Don't. No. Not. Don't you dare. No. ᛝ
 
Longing, cutter, knife, shoot, smashing, core breaking, returning of 

Insanity 

Never improves.
Dragging. 
Drag me through 
My corpse 
A bloody veil on the floor – where I move 

Boneless shrinking structure 

Blame is an ᕪǥó 𝓬𝚛𝓾ˢ𐌷ᕪ𝚛 ༒︎

I wonder why –

Its me. 


 I wóṉԺᕪ𝚛 𝑤𐌷ሃ�̶ it's me

I ŵ̷̹̬̰̼̱͎̆̍͊ó̴̡̜͉̰̻̏̄ṉ̶͈͕̔̎̎̄̊Ժ̸̣̮̩̬͐̑͊̕͜ᕪ𝚛 𝑤𐌷ሃ

maybe learn how | untitled project 001 sessions | ambient atmospheric psyche drone horror industrial WIP | shifty 5.1 tg1 90 bpm take 1 81425

Here is separate soundscape from original track 'Budinantys Virpesiai (76)' where I also impart my vocal messages in my native Lithuanian language.
Enjoy!
P.s. If you like it I suggest to listen through different types of headphones cause they may reveal different dimensions of this track.
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Waking Vibrations 76 (natural sounds and ambient music) 🎧 | Paulius Dauksas

for the future | untitled project 001 sessions | ambient atmospheric psyche drone industrial horror WIP | shifty 5.1 tg1 80 bpm take 1 81425

experience anyway | untitled project 001 sessions | ambient atmospheric psyche drone horror industrial WIP | shifty 5.1 tg1 70 bpm take 1 81425

2̵̳͚͙̂̉̓̐͜5̷̧̦͔͂̐̿͜ቲ𐌷   ̷͉̩̱͐̓̚m̵̩͉͔̆̑́̋a̸̝̽͐̍͜𝚛𝓬ḧ̶̢̺̞́͑̌ 
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