@1axhelini on ig and tt
prod. all we left unsaid

- lyrics -

help i'm trapped inside my head
every thought in here is deadly
and i guess it won't let me
repeat a word it said
i'm trapped inside my head
every thought in here is deadly
and i guess it won't let me
repeat a word it said

every minor inconvenience 
turns into a grudge between us
i can't help it i'm a mess
nothing more and nothing less
every time i try to grow up
i just end up being worse
i just guess i shouldn't show up
i feel like i am a curse

axhelini - every thought in here is deadly

Feels so right (Prod. Alt Beats)

cover of "wear" by xona
vocals by @1axhelini
produced by @chbv

speak lightly
I won’t seem that worried about you and me
down few
many lose lives quick, nothing’s new
hiding right behind you
you’ll choose, you’ll choose

from what I wear
to see and stare
I swear I swear
you’ll have my care

how are you here with me?
I told you I’m scared of-
graphic and the terror to seize
It’s more than it could seem
It’s more than wear and tear
and I could hardly bear
and I could hardly bear
I could hardly bear
I could hardly-

from what I wear
to see and stare
I swear I swear
you’ll have my care

wear

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im sorry idk what this is

produced by neverforever

"It took me so long to do so many important things. It's just hard to accept that I spent so many years being less happy than I could have been."

(absent)
i don't know if i'm deserving of love
people praise me but i think that they're wrong
at the end of the day i'm alone in my bed
on my knees praying to God

and i don't want sound like a maniac
i just don't want to be ashamed
when i'm talking about my savior
thanks to him i'm no longer afraid

"jim i called off my wedding because of you (absent)
and now we're not even friends
and things are just, like- weird between us
and that sucks- and i miss you
you were my best friend before you went to stamford
and i really miss you
there were a lot of reasons to call off my wedding
but the truth is- 
i didn't care about any of those reasons until i met you."

i am anxious i won't find a soul
who will tell me when i'm doing wrong
and i guess i just want her to hear me
guess that's why i am making this song
(absent)

savior [neverforever]

yesterday, today, forever.
@acheworn collective

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