Said u were in your prime
At 25
Made me feel like i
Was ruining your life
As i said goodbye

And your daddy never liked me
I bet your mother
Would still invite me
You were the black sheep
Of the family
Son of a preacher man
Who loved your brother best
Chorus:
But if i could i would have tried
To fix u
But you'd blame me
For your daddy issues
And you'd make me
Fuckin' crazy
Giving myself up to u
Like im an offering
Like your God's gift to women
And we'll always be less than
Just like your daddy said
And now i know why
Your wife cheated

Think about u all the time
Now that im 25
Wondering if u ever changed,
Thanking God i got away

And your daddy never liked me
I bet your mother
Would still invite me
You were the black sheep
Of the family
Son of a preacher man
Who loved your brother best
Chorus:
But if i could i would have tried
To fix u
But you'd blame me
For your daddy issues
And you'd make me
Fuckin' crazy
Giving myself up to u
Like im an offering
Like your God's gift to women
And we'll always be less than
Just like your daddy said
And now i know why
Your wife cheated

And this is the story 
Of the preacher boy
Gave myself up like an offering
Fucked me up till i was nothing
But a stupid little girl
Must've been my fault
For making u my world
And i guess it was my fault
It was always my fault...

That your daddy never liked me
How your mother sighed
Every time you'd un-invite me
Being the black sheep 
Of the family
Son of a preacher man
Who loved your brother best
Chorus:
But if i could i would have tried
To fix u
But you'd blame me
For your daddy issues
And you'd make me
Fuckin' crazy
Giving myself up to u
Like im an offering
Like your God's gift to women
And we'll always be less than
Just like your daddy said
And now i know why
Your wife cheated

Now i know why
Now that im 25

Twenty-Five (Original Song)

Just the other night, you were tellin’ me, we should take us more seriously.
After all the times, you didn’t wanna be, seen standin’ there next to me.
You ever realize, that the way you speak, and everything you do just ain’t holy?
Hate to break it to ya, but you don’t deserve my love. 

How come the moment I say that I’m gone,
You start beggin’ me, sayin’ that I am the one?
You know you can’t always get everything that you want.
Just gotta let it go, but damn I know you won’t, no.
 
I heard that, you said that, I play the bad, bad guy.
Just ‘cause you, can’t have me, you’re stackin’ lies on lies.
I never did this to you, so why you gotta blur the truth?
Enough is enough, don’t ruin my reputation.

Kiya aisa kyun, tune saath mere, kaisi sangdil harjaayi 
	Why did you do this with me -- such heartless actions
Mere peeche kyun, aage aao mere, ay besharam saudai(or behayaai)
	Behind my back, say it straight to my face, shameless/heartless
Rusava na kar sakati hai tu mujhe har jagah
You cannot dishonor me everywhere (You can’t walk all over me) 
Kitane sare gham hai mere, aur badhao na
I have enough worries, don’t create more	 

How come the moment I say that I’m gone,
You start beggin’ me, sayin’ that I am the one?
You know you can’t always get everything that you want.
Just gotta let it go, but damn I know you won’t, no.
 
I heard that, you said that, I play the bad, bad guy.
Just ‘cause you, can’t have me, you’re stackin’ lies on lies.
I never did this to you, so why you gotta blur the truth?
Enough is enough, don’t ruin my reputation.

Don’t you, ruin, ruin my reputation.
Don’t you, ruin, don’t ruin it, don’t ruin it.
Don’t you, ruin, ruin my reputation.
Don’t you, ruin, don’t ruin it, don’t ruin it. (Enough is enough, don’t ruin my reputation.)

How come the moment I say that I’m gone,
You start beggin’ me, sayin’ that I am the one?
You know you can’t always get everything that you want.
Just gotta let it go, but damn I know you won’t, no.


 
I heard that, you said that, I play the bad, bad guy.
Just ‘cause you, can’t have me, you’re stackin’ lies on lies.
I never did this to you, so why you gotta blur the truth?
Enough is enough, don’t ruin my reputation.


Don’t you, ruin, ruin my reputation.
Don’t you, ruin, don’t ruin it, don’t ruin it.
Don’t you, ruin, ruin my reputation.
Don’t you, ruin, don’t ruin it, don’t ruin it. (Enough is enough, don’t ruin my reputation.)

Reputation | New English/Hindi Fusion Songs

Don't Wanna be in Love

My face looks like it was beaten by
invisible hands as they silenced my cries
his feet flattened my heart to find somewhere to stand
up for himself and defend where he went
his ego like wind drowning out everything
my pleas grains of sand falling through both his fists
and blowing away in the wind once again
forever dispersed, never to return

What if I just hold my breath?
Will it stop his rot from getting in?
I'm trying to protect myself, but I can't, I can't, I can't, I can't
What if I just hold my breath
Will it still be obvious that I'm a mess
I tried to hard to stay repressed, but I can't, I can't I can't I can't
I can't save myself when I'm waiting for the bottom to drop out again

I am an ugly flower today
I bloom and I am awake
My bruises embrace the sun's healing rays
And slowly I start to clear things away
I shy from the traces and clean all the places 
he touched, and then I hide photos of our faces
I'm still haunted by his scent
I washed everything, but it keeps creeping in

What if I just hold my breath?
Will it stop his rot from getting in?
I'm trying to protect myself, but I can't, I can't, I can't, I can't
What if I just hold my breath
Will it still be obvious that I'm a mess
I tried to hard to stay repressed, but I can't, I can't I can't I can't
I can't save myself when I'm waiting for the bottom to drop out again

What if I just hold my breath?
Will it stop his rot from getting in?
I'm trying to protect myself, but I can't, I can't, I can't, I can't
What if I just hold my breath
Will it still be obvious that I'm a mess
I tried to hard to stay repressed, but I can't, I can't I can't I can't
I can't save myself when I'm waiting for the bottom to drop out again

I loved you all the way out to the end

Just More Trouble (voice memo demo)

This is one of my favorite songs. I added to the production on this one. and wrote the whole song, my lyrics and the chorus that's being sung. This song is relatable if you've ever been in a bad relationship, to the point you have to burn that bridge and never go back.

Bridge Burner (feat: John "KITT" Kittrell)

This is getting kind of difficult
having you so near
and it’s obvious you don’t understand
so let me make this clear

I don’t want to be your special friend
and I don’t want to mess around
while you tell me off hand jokes
about this sweet thing that you found

So won’t you turn and walk away
cause I’m not strong enough to leave
Even though I know what’s best for me and
true I’ll be your fool

Cause my problem’s very simple
If you listen you’ll agree
It’s just that I love you more than you love me
I love you more than you love me

And I don’t know what happened
Between our first kiss and now
I really wish you’d say you love me
But that's all gone somehow

And I don’t want to be your second choice
the one you run to when she’s gone
and let you cry upon my shoulder
and spend the night here in my arms

So won’t you turn and walk away
cause I’m not strong enough to leave
Even though I know what’s best for me and
true I’ll be your fool

Cause my problem's very simple
if you listen you’ll agree
it’s just that I love you more than you love me
I love you 
I love you more than you love me
sad

More Than You Love Me

Heart Cold-KING ROUG(Master)

Relationship turned to ash. Now you're drowning in regret...

BURNING STARS (Bonus Track) - Findlay and Max Taylor

A clueless guy singing about how his girl walking out on him

Oh My Baby Left Me - Rock Humor

Born in Connecticut, Itsjustinmills is an independent hip-hop artist influenced by Nas, Mobb Deep, and Snoop.. Starting in the early 2000s, he sold mixtapes independently before founding Dope Sick Fresh in 2023. Known for thoughtful lyrics over jazzy, funky beats, his music explores personal struggles and resilience. Tracks like Out This Life and You Do You showcase his introspective storytelling.

Having always been a writer at heart, recently I've been very inspired to make something of the poetry I've written. Turn it into lyrics, learn to sing it, and learn to play it. I've always dreamed of being a songwriter and now I am not giving up. Thanks so much to all who listen and read the lyrics in the description as I begin this passionate journey <3

Hither is a San Francisco based duo featuring singer songwriter Suzanne Kramer (The Sugar Ponies, ♡ just Suzanne) with instrumentalist producer Mark Jeffery (The Mobile Homeboys, originator of ProTools).

Delicate and nuanced, their music blends traditional acoustic instruments with evocative electronic timbres.  Sultry vocals with rich harmonies evoke a sense of unabashed vulnerability and intimacy.

New tracks tagged #bad relationship