day 22 of jamuary 2023

let's go on a lil tropical adventure with unknown perils & greater treasures

JAMUARY 2023

[JAM23.22] tropicaltowers

I always write songs starting with E
I like the ease of the repetition
This old Monday monotony
Monogamy didn't work out for me this time
Lets rhyme 
I'm pretty good at poetry
You were good at screwing with my mind
You did it and you did it well
I never could tell
If your tears were genuine

I'm a sinner but I've never been a cheat
Don't deserve the words you beat me with
Sew them into my skin
Cut it open
Patch it up again
These scars will never heal
That's the deal that I made with myself
Somebody help me
But I don't want your help
I'll take care of myself
I'll take care of myself

Take Care of Myself - stripped

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UNWIND

Kissing Party - "No Advice" from 'Graceless' Out Nov 17th. 
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/28duMLnphAHyCG9PLHY7XI?si=Cf-V4GGcTRavzD1sGvWWWw&dl_branch=1

kissingparty.bandcamp.com 
Apple Music: https://music.apple.com/us/album/a-metal-hand/1559328642
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Official Website: thekissingparty.com

04 No Advice (2)

on my way back home 
I need you in my bed more than you can understand
hopefully you're cold, then I'll be by your side

I just wanted tonight
when you're gone are you gone babe
will I ever see your face again
not tonight, the feeling isn't right
I'll be gone in the next life

I never fucked a ghost
but I'd be down to try if you'll haunt me tonight
as long as you make sure I get to say goodbye
I get to say goodbye this time

when you're gone are you gone babe
will I ever see your face again
not tonight, the feeling isn't right
I'll be gone in the next life

if darkness never sleeps
then why are you asleep so peacefully by me
holding on to close
I'll never get too cold for I need you the most

when you're gone are you gone babe
will I ever see your face again
not tonight, the feeling isn't right
I'll be gone in the next life

often all alone I think to myself would I have been better off
If I had just kept close 
every-time you left but now you're finally gone

when you're gone are you gone babe 
when you're gone are you gone babe
when you're gone are you gone babe
when you're gone are you gone babe

rachael

Its a stream of consciousness with a chorus about feeling like you'll never have a good relationship and being really frustrated and feeling broken, and also having an anxious attachment style.

Broken

"Embrace the Ride” feels like it is from a forgotten David Lynch movie. An expression of life’s journey, this song features lush guitars, synths, and ethereal vocals, creating a dreamy “wall of sound.

Embrace The Ride

Take everything
I'm not sorry
But you will be

Now there's nothing left
Never good enough
You're a succubus
Never good enough

I tried
But you just wanted more
Forgive forget
You still want more

Now there's nothing left
Never good enough
You're a succubus
Never good enough

Every fuckin' thing
Never good enough
You're a succubus
Never good enough

Succubus

Inspired by the famous Chelsea Hotel in NYC.



Chelsea Hotel (Demo)

Here is the new vocals, + outro solo and some ambient op-1 added in.  

LOST BOTTLES MARCH 18 2025

Should be all ready to go.  Sometimes you just have to slow down to half speed.

YOUNG CHARLIE (SEPT 28 2024)

We surrender. People from Philadelphia call sandwiches hoagies.

TIME TRAVEL IN A BROKEN TIME MACHINE (MARCH 18, 2025)

What if instead of Rick Rubin it's John Waters.

TIMMY ROSE (APRIL 5, 2025)

it emerges from the depths but once per year...
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̶̵̴̴̴̧̨̧̢̧̧̛̛̛̙͙̟͙͔̲̰̻̳̺̜̠̖͕̼̜̮̯͈͖̠̬͍̣͈̫͎̞̞̠̥̱͓͔̝͓̤͚̬̖͙̘͓͙̠͓͚̗͙̹̖̝͇̥̗̖̗͕̭̠̝̤̬̬̼̞͙̘̱̗̣̘͖͙̪̹͎̠̰̭̻̰̠̟̪̬͉̘̱̬̺̘͎͇̱͍̪͔̝̦̣̩̞̝̯̫̻͚̖̗̩͙͈͖̳͍̫͎͙̙͈̹̝̗̖̱͓̙̣̲̞̮̜̐̍̔̌̔̐̈́̋̉̌̐̋́͌̓̿̅̓̅̊̓̀̉͗͆̆̅̔̿̈̄̇̀̀̌̀͋̀̀͌͛̍̆̎́̈́̇̂͗̐̀̏̒̾̇̎̑̀̀̓̀͋͗͌̀̍̾̈́̓̈̾͂̌̕͘͘̕̕̕̚͜͜͜͠͝͝͠͠ͅr̵̴̶̷̷̡̢̨̡̡̛̛̛̛̤̞̗̰͚͕̪̮̼̞̘̺̜̞̹̥̼͉̯͓̩͍͉̳͇͉̱̹̘̭̣̜͉̞͇̩̮̰͓̠̠̪͍͕̠͉̦͚͇̘͈͇̟̠̣̹͇̰͙͕̟̜͈̞͎̟̠̜̘̞͖͍̠̱̲͈̙̘̹̊̎́̓͆̏̇̂̆́͊͛̂̽͐͗͛̈͑̾̀̍͊̅̏̀̄̇́̄͋̔̃͆͆̊̊̀̅͛̐͆̒̑̐̕̚͜͜͜͜͜͝͠͝͠͝͠͝ͅͅ ̶̶̵̸̴̧̢̢̨̨̡̛̰̪̳̩̭͇̣͈̹͕̝̝̣̦̲̺͈͇̖̬̺̺̻̖̯̣̗͚͓̯͉̠̟̰̩͇̬̠̮̣̠̳̰̳̮͔̼̣̯͍͖̠͉̦͖̲̥̼̹͖̬̭̙̩̙͚͍͚̬̰̰̣̙̣̝͖̱̩͇͚͚̦̳̻̱̂͗̽́̋̅͋͂̐̓͊̅̀̓̐̑́̆̈̀̈́̄̀̈́̎̃̈̈́͌͋́̽͒̒̓̋̑͋͆̾́́̋̋͂̀̍̑͒̔̌͌͑̓̒͋͑̎̈͗͒̉̓͛͌͊͛͋͋̀̓̈́̏̇̐̈́͊̈́́̅͑̈̓͒͐̋̋͊̀͂͐͒͊́̇͘͘͘̕̕͘̚͜͝͠͝͝͝͠ͅͅẏ̸̷̵̴̸̡̢̧̢̢̢̢̧̢̨̢̡͖̣͈͉̝̹̙̞̺̫͇̺̣̜̙̻͎̠̥̝̲̪̠̯̗͇̮̩͖͚͎̮̮̪̹͈̯̯̹̘̪̮͎̥̰̦̭̪̮̬̳͉̻̭̙͈̞̠͓̗͔̬̣̜̩̺̗̩̜̬̼̖̻̟͎͖̥̼͕̗͕̺͎̱͍͕͎͈̠̹͈͔̭̩̥̝̞̰̦̙̯̤̇͌͛́͒̊͋̐͐̔͋͋̾̽͊̌͆̋͌̄̀̈́͌͂͌̓̇͐̓̄̃͛̈́̍̅͂̏́̋͆͗̈͌̇́̇̓̈́͋̉͂͆̽̎̅̈́͌̀̌̂̒́͊́̅͗̕̚̕̚̕̕͘͜͝͝͝͝͠͝͠͠͝ͅͅ ̶̴̶̶̶̧̨̧̢̡̧̢̧̧̢̪̩̲͚̘͚̦̝̻̤̞̤̤͕̫̰̘̰͍̠̰͖͎̝̫͈̼̝̝͓̞̠̻̣̳̝̘̣͓̻̜̺̣̖͖̞͉͔̟̝͈̦̹̯̥̮̭͖̉̿́̓̈́̓̽̂̏͌̂̎̎̿̉̽͊͑̓͛͑͌̈́͛̏̄͐̿̊͑͋̇̎̄̃̅̉̀̏̆̐̋͛͊̈́̈́̍̇͌̐̈́̉̿͑̓̓̀́̉͐̀̈́̀̍̇̿̈́͊̇͂̏͗͗͂̈̓͌̆̑̊̽͛̌̈́̄̒̒̊͋̐̚͘͘͘̕̕̕̕͜͝͠͠͝͠ͅ

this is a jamuary spillover account for @SVDEBLK as i refuse to give soundcloud ~!any$$$!~ whatsoever

The music of Outer Surface feels like the memory of a dream—elusive yet deeply familiar. Created by Gregory Kane, it blends the warmth of indie rock with layered textures, where nostalgia meets emotional truth. Echoes of Grandaddy, Wilco, and Guster ripple through shimmering guitars, hypnotic rhythms, and atmospheric synths—recorded in his Pasadena studio with drums by Francesca Prattico in Italy. The songs explore the feelings we carry but rarely name—regret, hope, memory, and longing. This isn’t music for a room full of people. It’s music for the space between your ribs—the place only headphones can reach.

I was born . 

I make music with my guitar and drums and then I sing.

Conjuring a fiendish witches' brew of Rock'n'roll, psychedelia and surf, Sinister Surfer combines reverb-rich waves of vintage surf rock with dark slow burning melodies soaked in acid.

We seek to be on a Japanese record label with good taste in design and then retire to a fortress inaccessible to all mortals.

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