You used to hum when you’d make coffee,
Now I find that same tune haunting me,
Your sweaters hang beside my coat,
And time’s been stitching at the seams we wrote.

There’s an empty chair we never use,
Where I would fold shirts now get confused,
Little mountains made of days gone by,
Where all our yesterdays still lie.

It’s not that I forget my ways,
It’s that they’ve learned to dance with yours,
Every step, each quiet phase,
Turns our two hearts into chords.

I talk like you now, move like you now,
I even dream the way you do somehow,
Our rhythms blend, the lines have blurred,
In every gesture, every word.
The bed’s unmade the way you’d leave,
But now it feels like home to me,
Two souls, two rooms, one melody 
You’ve grown inside the rest of me.

I catch your slang in the things I say,
You laugh the way I used to pray,
We share a look, we share the sound,
Of finding comfort where love’s found.
The snacks you loved now rest in twos,
The spine of mine beside of you,
And when we fix the bed at night,
Our hands already know what’s right.

You tilt your head the way I do,
You walk my pace without a cue,
And though we started miles apart,
We’ve built a world that shares one heart.

I talk like you now, move like you now,
I even dream the way you do somehow,
Our rhythms blend, the lines have blurred,
In every gesture, every word.
The bed’s unmade the way you’d leave,
But now it feels like home to me,
Two souls, two rooms, one melody 
You’ve grown inside the rest of me.
On that chair, the clothes still lie,
A silent proof that time can tie,
Two stories written side by side,
No need to ask which one is mine.

I talk like you now, breathe like you now,
We find the same peace in the same vow,
The morning light, the late coffee,
The small things weaving you through me.
And when we rest, the world can see,
There’s no divide of you and me,
Just two souls in quiet symmetry 
Becoming one, becoming free.

There’s an empty chair in our small home,
Where every habit finds its clone,
And if the world should drift away,
I’d still fold life the way you say.

Old Manners

You laugh and I’m undone,
Like sugar melting in the sun,
You say my name and I could swear,
The stars start cooking in the air.
You walk by  gravity’s lost,
Every breath I pay the cost,
It’s not food that I adore,
It’s you I’m starving for.

I’ve tried to fill it, I’ve tried to hide,
This endless craving locked inside,
But every glance just feeds the flame,
And every night I taste your name.

I’m hungry not for bread or wine,
But for your soul tangled with mine,
A hunger no meal could define,
Sweet as sin, divine by design.
You’re my feast, my favorite sin,
Every kiss pulls me deeper in,
And even full, I’ll want again 
This hunger never ends.

Your touch is like a lightning spark,
A constellation in the dark,
The way you smile the way you speak,
You make the universe feel weak.

It’s not the taste, it’s the afterglow,
The way your warmth begins to grow,
Like stars exploding, wild and true,
My endless hunger points to you.

I’ve had enough of everything else,
But you keep bending time itself,
One look and I’m consumed again,
No start, no stop, no where, no when.

I’m hungry  not for bread or wine,
But for your soul tangled with mine,
A hunger no meal could define,
Sweet as sin, divine by design.
You’re my feast, my favorite sin,
Every kiss pulls me deeper in,
And even full, I’ll want again 
This hunger never ends.

They say desire fades with time,
But ours rewrites the laws, the lines,
Like black holes pulling light to stay,
You draw my reason all away.

I’m hungry and it’s no crime,
To crave you more than space and time,
A taste that even stars confide,
They burn for what we hide.
You’re my endless appetite,
The universe within my sight,
And if love’s a meal, then every night 
I’ll never stop, I’ll never bite.
No plate, no cure, no end in sight,
Just us  the flame, the dark, the light

Hunger

You made me wait two hours flat,
Outside your job, and I’m fine with that,
The radio played our same old song,
And I didn’t mind, I just sang along.

Then you came out with that tired grin,
Shattered breath and city wind,
You said, “Thanks for being patient, babe,”
And I swear, my heart misbehaved.

Then you laughed, said it soft, so sweet,
“You’re my favorite boyfriend,” on repeat,
And I had to tease, couldn’t let it slide,
Said, “Oh, so I’m top five?”

Guess I’m your favorite one,
Between all the guys that don’t exist I won,
You roll your eyes, I play along,
You shake your head, but you still hum my song.
And if I’m number one on your make-believe list,
Then I’ll take that crown with a wink and a kiss,
‘Cause you’re my only, my always one,
And I’m your favorite one.

You said, “Don’t twist it, you know what I mean,”
But I kept grinning like a movie scene,
I said, “Sure, sure, I’ll take the prize,”
You said, “You’re impossible,” with laughing eyes.

We drove through lights, the streets asleep,
Your hand in mine, the promise deep,
It’s funny how those little lines,
Can turn to love that multiplies.

So go ahead, say it once more,
I’ll act confused, just like before,
‘Cause teasing you’s my favorite game,
And loving you’s the realest claim.

Guess I’m your favorite one,
Between all the guys that don’t exist  I won,
You roll your eyes, I play along,
You shake your head, but you still hum my song.
And if I’m number one on your make-believe list,
Then I’ll take that crown with a wink and a kiss,
‘Cause you’re my only, my always one,
And I’m your favorite one.

There’s no competition, no one to beat,
Just us two fools and a car seat,
Waiting two hours was worth the prize,
That look of love in your tired eyes.

Yeah, I’m your favorite one,
Between the dreams and the jokes we spun,
You laugh, I live for that tone,
‘Cause with you I never feel alone.
And if there’s a list, I’ll still insist,
You’re my first, my last, my twist,
So call me your favorite one —
I’ll call you my only sun.

You said it once, I’ll say it twice,
You’re my best mistake, my sweet device,
So yeah, I’m your favorite one…
And that’s enough for life. 

Favorite One

Bring it on!...
Babe, I'm not that bad

She says I’m a bad boyfriend,
‘Cause I didn’t buy the candy that day,
A stranger gave me that judging look,
Like love had some sugar to weigh.
But she’s the one who hides the sweets,
And tells me “we’ll thank it later,”
Then laughs and says between her bites,
“Maybe you’re not that bad, traitor.”

I’m a bad boyfriend, yeah, that’s what she says,
When I tuck her in and steal her stress,
When I burn the toast but clean the mess,
I’m a bad boyfriend, I confess.
But if bad means care and a heart that bends,
Then I’ll be the worst ‘til the story ends.

She rolls her eyes, I bring her tea,
She says “you’re trying way too hard,”
But smiles when I pull her close to me,
Like I’ve mastered the sweetest art.
She says “you never listen, boy,”
While wearing my favorite shirt,
Then softly laughs and shakes her head,
“Still bad… but it doesn’t hurt.”

I’m a bad boyfriend, yeah, that’s what she says,
When I drive for miles to see her face,
When I clean the mess without a trace
I’m a bad boyfriend in her grace.
If bad means love that never pretends,
Then I’ll be the worst ‘til forever ends.

No candy bag, no flowers today,
Just her in my arms, and that’s okay,
She says “you know, you’re kind of sweet,”
And I say, “don’t tell the stranger on the street.”
I’m a bad boyfriend, that’s my role,
But somehow she made it my favorite goal,
If this is bad, then let it be,
‘Cause bad never felt so right to me.

Maybe I’m not that bad…
Maybe bad’s just love with a laugh. 

Bad Boyfriend

Remembrance of those mornings going slow,
Of laughter spilling through the glow,
Of plates and coffee, quiet grace,
And knowing love had found its place.

I used to see it just before
The light would sneak beneath the door,
A home that breathed, a heart that stayed,
A life not built but gently made.

I’d wake and watch it fade away,
Like smoke that never learned to stay,
But now the walls, the air, the floor,
All whisper, “you don’t dream no more.”

I had a dream last night,
But I was wide awake,
You were there, and the world felt right,
Every breath we’d ever take
Led to this, a home, a name,
Not built of hope but burning flame,
I had a dream last night 
And it was life, it was you.

The table’s set, the light is low,
Your shadow sways, it feels like home,
No need to chase what I can feel,
You’re proof that something lost can heal.

We talk of plans, of where we’ll go,
Of gardens waiting still to grow,
And every word becomes a vow,
I used to dream, I’m living now.
The clock ticks soft, the night feels near,
But every second hums sincere,
For every wish I’d ever made,
Woke up and learned your name.

I had a dream last night,
But I was wide awake,
You were there, and the world felt right,
Every breath we’d ever take
Led to this, a home, a name,
Not built of hope but burning flame,
I had a dream last night 
And it was life, it was you.
All those lonely echoes fade,
Every tear I’ve ever paid,
Led me home to what is true 
The dream I dreamed was you.

I had a dream last night,
And I could finally stay,
Not running, not wishing, just finding my way.
The walls are warm, the light is new,
I’m home at last with you.
No dream could match, no dawn outshine,
This life that’s yours and mine,
I had a dream last night…
But it’s this life with you in time.
So if I wake, don’t let me go,
‘Cause I’ve been sleeping for so long,
And now I’m home… I’m finally home.

At Last

You can knead slow, some stir fast,
Some will mix the dough so slow
Some will hit them to make them glow
Some light the flame, some make it last,
Some walk the rain, some ride the sun,
But somehow we all get it done.

I’ve seen hands that shake, hands that heal,
Hearts that doubt what they can feel,
We burn, we learn, we lose, we find,
Different roads but the same design.

It’s not the steps, it’s where they lead,
It’s not the way, it’s what we need,
And every scar, and every turn,
Is just another way to learn.

We all cook the bagels in our own heat,
Some too soft, some incomplete,
But every bite is something true,
A taste of me, a trace of you.
And though our fires never burn the same,
The warmth they give still knows our name,
We take our time, we spill, we stray,
But we all make bread our own way.

Some sing loud while the pot still boils,
Some stay quiet through the toils,
Some build peace from broken strings,
And call it life the song it brings.

The dough will rise when it’s ready to,
No clock can rush what’s meant for you,
And every hand that’s tried and failed,
Has left a story on the trail.

It’s not the steps, it’s where they lead,
It’s not the way, it’s what we need,
And every wrong that turned out right,
Was just the path beneath the light.

We all cook the bagels in our own heat,
Some too soft, some incomplete,
But every bite is something true,
A taste of me, a trace of you.
And though our fires never burn the same,
The warmth they give still knows our name,
We take our time, we spill, we stray,
But we all make bread our own way.

So here’s to the cracks, the spills, the slow,
To all the ways we rise and grow,
No map to read, no rules to keep,
Just faith that wakes when dreams fall asleep.

We all cook the bagels in our own heat,
Some too soft, some incomplete,
But every bite still feels like home,
A journey baked from flesh and bone.
And though our ways will drift and stray,
We’re all still rising day by day,
Different fires, the same bouquet,
We all make life our own way.

Some knead slow, some stir fast…
Some will mix the dough so slow
Some will hit them to make them glow
But somehow, we all make it last.

Different Ways

She asked me once, “What’d you wanna be?”
When you were small and running free,
And I laughed so hard I nearly cried,
‘Cause the truth was stranger than my pride.

Not a cowboy, not a star,
Not fixing bikes or playing guitar,
No, I had plans,  a little dark,
A crown, a throne, and a royal spark.

While other kids drew planes and fame,
I drew a flag with my own name,
Said, “Someday I’ll rule the world, you’ll see,”
But really I just wanted company.

Yeah, I wanted to be a dictator,
A tiny tyrant dream creator,
With plastic soldiers on the floor,
And friends I’d buy from the corner store.
I wanted power, I wanted pride,
To hide the tears I had inside,
Now I just laugh,  I’ve changed, you know,
The throne I found was love that grows.

I’d sit alone at lunch each day,
Imagining they’d all obey,
I’d sign fake laws, I’d make fake rules,
Pretend I wasn’t scared at school.

My kingdom small, my heart too wide,
For walls I built to feel alive,
It wasn’t hate, it wasn’t spite,
Just a kid trying to make it right.

So when I told her, she just smiled,
Said, “That’s so you,  poetic and wild,”
We laughed until we cried again,
At that lonely boy who wanted reign.

Yeah, I wanted to be a dictator,
A tiny tyrant dream creator,
With plastic soldiers on the floor,
And friends I’d buy from the corner store.
I wanted power, I wanted pride,
To hide the tears I had inside,
Now I just laugh, I’ve changed, you know,
The throne I found was love that grows.

Funny how the broken dreams,
Can turn to softer, sweeter things,
No more orders, no more fights,
Just quiet peace and shared lights.

Now I rule no one but my heart,
And that’s enough  that’s my art,
‘Cause the crown that used to weigh my head,
Now just glows beside your bed.

Yeah, I wanted to be a dictator,
Now I’m just your serenader,
My kingdom’s small, my scepter’s gone,
But you’re the power I lean on.
I wanted pride, I wanted might,
But love just came and made it right,
That broken boy learned to let go 
Turns out hearts make better thrones.

So if my teacher asks again,
I’ll smile and take the pen,
And write, “I’m happy, I’m free, I’m whole 
Love’s the empire that I control.”

Youth Dream

We spilled the box across the floor,
A thousand pieces, maybe more,
All shapes and colors, wild and free,
A mess that somehow looked like me.

You laughed and said, “Where do we start?”
I said, “The edges,  like the heart.”
We lined the corners, one by one,
And watched the picture just begin to come.

At first it felt like nothing fit,
The wrong piece here, the wrong piece lit,
But little by little, through the doubt,
We learned what love was all about.

Piece by piece, we built our sky,
From scattered hopes to reasons why,
Every shape that didn’t seem to belong,
Found its place where it’s been all along.
And when the colors finally met,
The picture we made, I won’t forget,
You and I,  the masterpiece,
And together we placed the final piece.

Some days we forced what wouldn’t go,
Some nights we stopped and took it slow,
The table cluttered, hands unsure,
But love was patient, love was pure.
You’d find a piece I’d thrown aside,
I’d find your smile I used to hide,
And suddenly the chaos made
A perfect sense that never fades.

It’s not about the time it takes,
It’s how the cracks become the shapes,
How every piece we thought was wrong,
Was just waiting for where it belonged.

Piece by piece, we built our sky,
From scattered hopes to reasons why,
Every shape that didn’t seem to belong,
Found its place where it’s been all along.
And when the colors finally met,
The picture we made, I won’t forget,
You and I,  the masterpiece,
And together we placed the final piece.

Now when I see that puzzle framed,
I see our hearts, untamed, unnamed,
A thousand pieces, none the same,
But all of them spell out your name.

Piece by piece, the story grew,
A mess of shapes that turned to you,
Every edge, every quiet seam,
Built the life we used to dream.
And when the last piece found its place,
I saw forever in your face,
You and I,  the masterpiece,
Love complete, the final piece.

So if we ever fall apart,
We’ll find each fragment of our heart,
And build again  as love decrees,
Until we place… the final piece.

Puzzle

Hands in the mix, the morning’s cold,
The air feels heavy, the flour’s old,
I press and fold, but it fights me back,
Too rough, too dry, it starts to crack.

The clock keeps ticking like a dare,
“Are you sure there’s something there?”
But deep inside, a whisper hums,
“Keep going ‘til the rising comes.”

The mess becomes a mirror now,
And I see myself somehow,
The pain, the push, the breaking ground,
Is where the sweetest things are found.

I was ready to throw it away,
Call it wasted, call it stray,
But time and patience have their say,
And the dough begins to change its way.
Oh, I’ve learned that faith’s not clean,
It’s the cracks where warmth can lean,
And when it rises, I can see 
That it’s not the bread, it’s what it taught me.

I wipe the table, trace the lines,
Of all my failures, old designs,
Every burn, every fall apart,
Left a crumb of who I am at heart.
The scent fills up this quiet space,
Like forgiveness taking place,
And suddenly it all feels right,
Like storms that led me to the light.

The mess becomes a mirror now,
And I see myself somehow,
The cracks, the heat, the waiting hours,
Are just the roots of unseen flowers.


I was ready to throw it away,
Call it wasted, call it stray,
But time and patience have their say,
And the dough begins to change its way.
Oh, I’ve learned that faith’s not clean,
It’s the cracks where warmth can lean,
And when it rises, I can see 
That it’s not the bread, it’s what it taught me.


So let it rest, let it breathe,
Let the fire beneath believe,
Every doubt’s a grain of trust,
Every fall is part of us.


I was ready to throw it away,
But I stayed through the disarray,
Now golden light breaks through the clay,
And I’m stronger in every way.
Oh, I’ve learned that faith’s unseen,
But it works in what’s between,
And when it rises, I can see 
It wasn’t wrong, it was becoming me.
Hands in the mix, the morning’s new,
Every rise begins with you.

Mix Of Life

Wake up to the gold in the morning light,
Every leaf’s a dream that’s taking flight,
I’ll pour my soul into every drop,
‘Cause love don’t fade, it climbs to the top.
You breathe the air I breathe,
We share the sky above,
The rain keeps falling down,
And all I give is love.

Grow for me  under the shining sun,
Stretch your arms ‘til the day is done,
Drink the rain, let your colors run,
Grow for me, my little ones.

Roots reach deep where my heart can’t see,
But I can feel your quiet symphony,
Every green note hums through my veins,
A melody born from gentle rain.

You breathe the air I breathe,
We share the sky above,
The rain keeps falling down,
And all I give is love.

Grow for me  under the shining sun,
Stretch your arms ‘til the day is done,
Drink the rain, let your colors run,
Grow for me, my little ones.

I’ll stand beside you when the wind gets wild,
I’ll sing your song with a tender smile,
You give me peace, you give me time,
And I’ll give you light, your roots, your climb.

Grow for me  the world’s still young,
We’re just stories yet to be sung,
Drink the rain, let your hearts become,
Love that blooms  and always comes.
Grow for me…
Grow with me…
Under the shining sun. 

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