Nightmare Slayer (prod.Beancoco)

Lord Of The Stars
A Collection of Starry Carson Pieces
2/2/24
Prod. https://soundcloud.com/nihil2free x https://soundcloud.com/casttag
Cover art by Melendez Enigma

This is not a drill, and this is not the time,
I need to think for real, or kiss my life will goodbye
At least the dreams of mine, that have slipped me by
I wanna change the world, don't wanna wonder why
Don't wanna think about, if I really tried
Don't wanna regret, all the wasted time
I wanna live my truth, and way before I die
I wanna live my way, and trust the deeper signs

Trust the deeper signs, the ones I've seen for years
The ones between the lines, and always somewhere near
The ones that make you cry, and fill your eyes with tears
Cause it's all so simple, and yet so unclear
It's all just one step, and then nothing changes
But you just keep trying, till utter derangement
Till something clicks, and out of amazement
Everything goes into perfect placement

This is not a drill, and this is not the time,
I need to think for real, or kiss my life will goodbye
At least the dreams of mine, that have slipped me by
I wanna change the world, don't wanna wonder why
Don't wanna think about, if I really tried
Don't wanna regret, all the wasted time
I wanna live my truth, and way before I die
I wanna live my way, and trust the deeper signs

The signs lead to something, and that's what it's all for
The chance to live life, in the ways that you've longed for
Whether creation, destruction, or nothing in long form
The chance to find yourself, is the truest art form
Who am I being, and where am I going
What is the point of the art that I'm showing
The point is that life is endlessly flowing
And if you just jump in, you'll find yourself glowing

This is not a drill, and this is not the time,
I need to think for real, or kiss my life will goodbye
At least the dreams of mine, that have slipped me by
I wanna change the world, don't wanna wonder why
Don't wanna think about, if I really tried
Don't wanna regret, all the wasted time
I wanna live my truth, and way before I die
I wanna live my way, and trust the deeper signs

Not A Drill (Nihil2free x Casttag)

Lord Of The Stars
A Collection of Starry Carson Pieces
2/2/24
Prod. https://soundcloud.com/methboiswag x https://soundcloud.com/casttag
Cover art by Melendez Enigma

I don't know how to help myself, and I don't know how to help you
Life has been a fucking game ever since my first move
From true love and blind anger to my own delusional truth
I get stuck, and fucked up, living endlessly confused

And then I feel worthless like there really is no reason
And if I cause all this pain, then what's the point of breathing
And I know you see it when you look into my eyes
That I'm still that scared little kid, alone and burdened by why's

I don't know how to help myself, and I don't know how to help you
Life has been a fucking game ever since my first move
From true love and blind anger to my own delusional truth
I get stuck and fucked up, living endlessly confused

The joke of the matter is that it really never ends
In a different skin with confusion in my head
And as the years go by and I start to catch my breath
Confusion catches wind and finds the fears that left

I don't know how to help myself, and I don't know how to help you
Life has been a fucking game ever since my first move
From true love and blind anger to my own delusional truth
I get stuck and fucked up, living endlessly confused

Terminal Confusion (methboiswag x Casttag)

Lord Of The Stars
A Collection of Starry Carson Pieces
2/2/24
Feat. Trevvy
Prod. https://soundcloud.com/punkworldthreat x https://soundcloud.com/casttag
Cover art by Melendez Enigma

I was fighting for so long
I had to face my fears, I had to face you were gone
Feels like a thousand years since I've seen you my love,
And here's to a thousand more, I don't know what you ran away for
But the past is the past of course so I'll love you from the depths of my core
I'll be the one to fall on my sword, I'll always play the fool for you

I always made you giggle, you played me like a fiddle
That time you said you loved me, did you mean it just a little
You begged me not to leave, then you ran off, you're so fickle
It's enough for me to hate you, but I chose the bigger picture
I chose backwoods over swishers, had to cut back off the liquor
Cause it only made me sicker, it only made me sicker for you

And here's to a thousand more, I don't know what you ran away for
But the past is the past of course so I'll love you from the depths of my core
I'll be the one to fall on my sword, I'll always play the fool for you

I can play the fool, and you just be yourself
I'm the type to lash out when I just need your help
I've always been a fool, it wasn't hard to tell
Confused about myself while putting you through hell

I've put you through the worst of the worst
I've put you through the heat of the flame
Unaware and unable to blame
I was scared as fuck and living in pain
And where were you, but right next to me
Even though we both know you didn't have to be
I was promising promises that weren't actually
When all you ever really wanted was reality

And here's to a thousand more, I don't know what you ran away for
But the past is the past of course so I'll love you from the depths of my core
I'll be the one to fall on my sword, I'll always play the fool for you

I'll always play the fool for you

Thousand Years Feat. Trevvy (Punk x Casttag)

Lord Of The Stars
A Collection of Starry Carson Pieces
2/2/24
Prod. https://soundcloud.com/casttag x https://soundcloud.com/hottubjohny
Cover art by Melendez Enigma

These late night thoughts go through my head
They keep me stuck on words unsaid
It's these late night thoughts that rip through my chest
And keep me stuck waiting for death

I get stuck on fears that my potential doesn't matter now
Falling into memories that share the fear and deeper doubt
And I get lost inside myself in ways there is no exit out
So I get lost inside these drugs and heal the pain with pretty sounds

Heal my heart with pretty sounds and heal my skin with oiled smoke
My mind is an enigma with another inside it's own
And these two minds can lose themselves inside the dark, in place unknown
And cause my thoughts to hit the wall and leave my heart and soul alone

These late night thoughts go through my head
They keep me stuck on words unsaid
It's these late night thoughts that rip through my chest
And keep me stuck waiting for death

These late night thoughts got me running away
With nowhere to run, what's really safe
It's these late night thoughts pushing me from my ways

They're using my fears and throwing them in my face

These late night thoughts go through my head
They keep me stuck on words unsaid
It's these late night thoughts that rip through my chest
And keep me stuck waiting for death

It's three am and I'm still awake
I lost my mind and found my fate

Late Night Thoughts  (Hottub Johny x Casttag)

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