Vocals by Big DAQ
Beat Prod. Nico


Lyrics
And I'm chillin in a phantom in the 503
And I'm chiefin up a blunt I'm smokin 3.5
And I'm smokin all my problems listening to 6 Dogs
Blazin super silver haze I'm gettin misty eyed

And I'm off the gas
After all I'm seein things
In my mind and I guess
Concrete reality
If such a thing exists
I got the reaper at my back
And he's followin me
Til I decide I'll fall flat.

Put a slab where I was
Chalky outline arise from
I look at myself in the mirror
And feel I died some
I look at my reflection
In the past and wonder if I'm
Alive still,

Or dying sun
I live my life like I light up the world
And I need my zaza light up my eyes
Put my mind at rest only thing by my side
And I know I'm lonely that's at my best
Put my own problems off til I rest
I'll deal with them at bottom of abyss
Til then I'm sippin inside of my own bed and I don't know when I'm comin out, I don't know what comes next

And I'm stealin through the darkness sippin my OE
Looming shadows soothe my carcass as my soul will hide
My own sacrifice to baphomets my angel wings, I might live forever but it will eat me inside

And I'm chillin in a phantom in the 503

Phantom in the 503

Prod. by ezy @prodbyezy_ and jkei @jkeibeats
Vocals by Big DAQ @bigdaqofficial

Rockstar Life

Rockstar Life (Prod. by ezy and jkei)

An original I made today singing over an acoustic track I played.

Pre-save on spotify here: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/bigdaq/no-part-in-mind

Lyrics:
Verse 1
I sink my feet into the sand
And feel the tiny shells
I feel the waves wash up the land
I see them peak, and I hear them swell
And I'll cast a shadow that's ten feet tall
That ebbs and flows
Endless abyss, in which I fell
Colorless; even so, I'm still alive 

Verse 2
And we all came to watch the fire die
And we all saw it prophesize the light
Even if we don't have a part in mind we all play
I said even if we don't have a part in mind we all play
We all play 

(Instrumental outro)

if you read these lyrics I love you too >.>

No Part in Mind

Selfish

Selfish (Prod. Ryan Kelly)

Beat by Prod.byCian x rjpasin
Vocals by Big DAQ

Smokin on the white runtz and the medellin
Broken up cuz life's fucked but I'm settling
Think about a mind fuck, that's my everything
I don't think what I was had integrity. 

So let's start with the right now
All I've been is lost, now I've found
Another way, no heart to break
Just to stop what is on my brain
I know that everything will in its own way.
Time goes by slow and I'm fallin down
I live in moments, my will to live.
Sigh when you notice, I'm all there is. 

Passenger passenger please imprison me,
I've been hoping for, wishing for all the finer things.
Traveler, traveler please abandon me


And that bitch don't like me no more
So I roll up the pine tree and soar
I don't know where you'll find me
And I don't think that you can
I'm lighting up all trees in sight
Til my mind's fucking bleak like the night
And I'm higher than three planes combined.
I don't know where you'll find me.
And I don't think that you can 

Smokin on the white runtz and the medellin I just lose all semblance of control
I been gettin too high, blunted off all the indica indo medicine I rolled,
I don't know if I'm alive or on the other side of the shallow grave I roam,
I know I been gettin high up, numbin all the pain left inside my soul//
//If I've been shooting for stars then how is it that I've fell so low.


White Runtz

White Runtz (Prod.byCian x rjpasin)

Beat prod. Nenbeats
Vocals by Big DAQ

Hook
Until the day that I die 
Send my soul into the sky
I will set fire to my life
Live within the limelight 

Verse 1
And I'm too fucked up to comprehend
And I smoke some zaza zombified
And I'm too damn high to sober up
And it's all I got fall in the abyss.
It's all I want leave me I'll die
It's all up front I'm left for dead
Fire in my lungs til I leave this Earth
Can't stab me in the back, knife in my chest
I knew it from the start it wasn't all in my head
I wrote it in a verse, now they'll put me in a hearse
I knew I was a star but that day I will dread

Bridge
Cuz I saw it from afar, yeah the cause of my death
I knew I'd been betrayed by the way I had felt
There's still no fucking way that I'm taking her back. 
There's no way I'm taking her back or her side.

Repeat Hook

Verse 2
I'm so bipolar
I'm a baller
High roller
I'mma donor,
But I fight til I'm a goner
So I guess I won't be very useful today
Cuz my heart it cannot be replaced.
From the start, you decided my pace
Too bad you were so synthetically based.
Yeah our love it was plastic and fake.
A fantasy within a dream that I wish could've lasted.  
Put me in a coma where I relive those figments and facets
Fragmented memories of a relationship ended so drastic
Past tense is all we need 
Given our pigment is blue like a lonely ocean of our sadness.
Notion of our sadness.
Time to face the facts, it's true that we never could have lasted.
Time is all we have, and the truth is that I'll never get it back from you.

Outro
Until the day that I die 
Send my soul into the sky
I will set fire to my life
Live within the limelight

Into The Sky

Into The Sky (prod. Nenbeats)

Reuploaded from the previous version.  

Vocals by Big DAQ, beat by Ryan Kelly.

Life Goes On (Prod. Ryan Kelly)

(prod. by Taigen x Ayoley)
Vocals by Big DAQ

Lyrics:
Chorus
And what is this serenity I seek?
I think that I fathomed it too late
I don't think I'm ever finna be
Anything up in this abyssal place
That I cannot leave, I wanna be
More than a person, place, thing
Or even a being, emperor or king
So what is this serenity I seek if it brings me no tranquility or peace. 

Verse 1
And I think I'll leave the island
The mainland is calling
I don't wanna be here
Til winter's coming and I am falling
I've been honest with you
I am mourning too
I don't wanna live in this hazey truth
If I can't see the horizon view
And I see the sentiments of a new lifetime
Leave and I have freedom and no one by my side
Leave and I'm cold and I've no one but myself.
Leave and I'm lonely so what is the problem?
Leave so my solitude's preserved to be solemn. 

Repeat Chorus

Verse 2
I've got a new life ahead of me
I don't wanna try, preserve my energy
Still I know I've got no enemies
Yet my traumas have been killing me
It's not all about me, on my head is a bounty
On my heart is a heartache, 
it feels like I am drowning
In these sorrows a long way
So far a mirage looks like home

Repeat Chorus

Serenity

Beat prod. Sogimura
Vocals by Big DAQ aka (Gnomee)
One of my first songs I made in 2021 or so.  It's about a few things I don't care about anymore.

Exhale (Prod. Sogimura)

In Due Time, In Due Torment by Big DAQ.  BEATSTARS DOT COM.  Tbh I would remember who the producer was if it had a tag.  I would honestly like to know so I can put Prod. in the title.  Also to buy the beat without having to look through the project file, make usage of filenames and find out the artist >.>

In Due Time, In Due Torment

Movement over water.  Water across wind.  Glide beneath sky.  Stars in close proximity.  Earth beneath the waves.  Fire inside the gray tides blend with every shade.  Wrought by my delivery, dread in every synergy characteristic of the man with no enemies.  Tread water lightly while carrying plenty of like similes, still divine, 999 wholly holy as any trinity.

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